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Celebrations

Rowan goes out with the Cadre after work one night and has a few too many. // AU/AH // Domestic Fluff //

Please enjoy a cute, little oneshot based on an actual event that happened to me.

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Aelin had probably only been asleep for about an hour when she heard a knocking on her apartment door. Wearing nothing but one of Rowan’s oversized t-shirts, she grabbed a pair of leggings off the floor and jerked them on as she crossed the threshold into the living room. Fleetfoot was snoozing on the couch, oblivious to the unexpected guests they were having at 1:15 in the morning. Some guard dog she was. As she got closer to the door, she could hear muffled voices and even the occasional “shhh”.

Standing on her tiptoes, she peered out of the peephole and suppressed a groan.

When Rowan mentioned that he was going out with the guys, Aelin didn’t think much of it. It was a pretty common occurrence for them to all meet up after work, have a few beers and unwind from the work week. But whatever had happened tonight, it was clear that Rowan had had more than “just a few beers”.

Aelin flung the door open, finding a giggling Fenrys, a scowling Lorcan, and a sheepish Aedion who was supporting a very, very drunk Rowan.

Rowan’s head snapped up when the light from the apartment poured out onto the breezeway. “Fireheart,” he breathed, stepping away from Aedion to press a surprisingly tender kiss to her forehead before stumbling into the apartment around her and flopping onto the couch next to Fleetfoot, who barely moved to cast an annoyed glance his way.

Aelin glanced at Rowan behind her before turning back to glare at her cousin and friends. Aedion was already holding his hands up in surrender.

“Before you get mad, if you think he’s bad, you should see Dorian,” he said, a slight slur to his words, as he jerked his head in the direction of the car, indicating her best friend.

Taking a calming breath, Aelin pinched the bridge of her nose. “Give me the cliffnotes version of the evening.”

Aelin was looking at Aedion, but Lorcan was the one who answered. His voice was clear and his eyes didn’t have the hint of fuzziness everyone else’s had. It was obvious who the designated driver had been tonight. “Gavriel got a promotion, Dorian passed his final in his biochemical engineering class and Westfall is going to propose to Nesryn in the next couple of days. Guess it was a night for celebrating.”

“Well, thank you for getting him home, and tell everyone congratulations,” Aelin said, leaning against the door frame. The three large men said their goodbyes and made their way down the stairs and out of sight.

Aelin sighed, ready to somehow lug Rowan off the couch and into their bed, but when she turned around, only a fluffy tail was visible over the top of the cushions.

Aelin called out “Rowan?” right about the same time she heard a cabinet slam in their bathroom.

She headed into their bedroom and leaned against the bathroom’s door frame, watching as Rowan brushed his teeth, suds and foam pouring out of his mouth. After he rinsed his mouth and spit, he looked up into the mirror, seeing the reflection of his girlfriend behind him in the doorway.

“Not a word,” he said, the sexy timber of his voice lower than normal, thanks to the alcohol, an eyebrow raised.

“Someone’s wasted.”

“No’m not,” he said, turning around to rest his hip on the bathroom counter, folding his arms across his chest. He even pouted.

Aelin had never seen Rowan drunk and after tonight, she was sure she probably never would again. And honestly, she was loving it. A small laugh snorted out before she could stop it and Rowan’s eyes narrowed.

“Come to bed, boozey,” she said, turning around and climbing back onto the mattress.

“Not that drunk,” she heard him mumble as he came back into the bedroom, fumbling with the buttons on his button-up. Rolling her eyes, she just turned the TV on, choosing a movie from Netflix at random. She didn’t expect either of them to be awake much longer to watch it. Setting the remote down on the nightstand, she heard a quiet “Son of a bitch” under Rowan’s breath. Glancing up at him, she saw that he’d successfully unbuttoned the top few buttons, but had given up and was tugging his shoes off instead. He was hopping around on one leg, trying to undo the laces of his other foot at the same time.

Aelin’s entire body was shaking with laughter. She watched as he got his shoes off and was back to working on his shirt.

“Do you want some help?”

“No.”

Rowan was stubborn on a good day, but it seemed being drunk made him even more so. Reaching for her phone, she sent Lysandra a quick text, warning her of Aedion’s inebriation.

“Told you I wasn’t too drunk.”

Aelin looked up to find Rowan standing at the edge of their bed in nothing but his boxer-briefs. His clothes were dropped unceremoniously on the floor. His hands were on his hips and his hair was a mess. He stumbled around to his side of the bed and collapsed next to Aelin, staring up at her with pride on his face.

Aelin couldn’t help but laugh as she took the pillow out from under his head and smacked him in the face with it.

“S’not very nice,” Rowan said, pine green eyes narrowed at her.

“I think you’ll live,” Aelin replied, snuggling down into the covers.

“It’s a good thing you’re hot,” he said, laying down.

Aelin laughed again. “You’re wasted.”

He didn’t respond and Aelin assumed he had fallen asleep. Rolling over on her side, she settled in letting sleep claim her, but not before two warm arms wrapped around her and Rowan nuzzled into the back of her neck.

“Guess what,” he whispered, his breath tickling her ear.

“What, Rowan?”

She heard him snicker. “I think I like you a little bit.”

Aelin smiled, scooting back into his warm embrace. “I think I like you too.”

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A Court of Spring and Stars Pt. 30: The End

Word Count: 4290

Lena

I wake up in the morning having barely slept but feeling energized. I’m ready to get this over with. I’m ready to end this chapter of my story. I just hope everything works out alright.

“Sunshine, are you sure you want to do this?” Kieran asks for the millionth time as he fastens the straps of my leathers while I work on sharpening my multiple blades, with luck only one cut by one blade will be all we need.

I nod and force my lips to form a smile. “If it’s the only way for me to keep my brother safe, keep you and me together, and keep me from having to kill my father then I want to try.” Kieran nods but he purses his lips in a familiar expression that tells me that he’s about to argue with me about something. “What are you wanting to say, but not wanting to say to me?” I ask.

Kieran’s eyes meet mine in the mirror in front of us as he works on the back straps that go across the shoulder blades. “What if it doesn’t work?” He asks, voicing the question that I hate the answer to. “What if this is just a fairy tale that some troll recorded as a joke and nothing happens? What are we going to do?” I can hear the concern in his strangled voice.

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Does anyone else just LOVE that that rhymes? K so, first and foremost: THANK YOU. For the support, the lols, the fics, the questions - literally EVERYTHING. You are all amazing people and thank you to the 1000 of you who decided to follow me. To celebrate, I’ll do a giveaway! 

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The Lucky Ones (ACOTAR Hollywood AU) - PART 1

Summary: The film industry is not an easy place to be. Seeing her name in lights is Feyre Archeron’s dream, but can she handle the pressure?

New to town with a made up name, in the Angel city, chasing fortune and fame

Feyre Archeron stared out the window of the taxi the whole ride to Tamlin’s apartment. She’d never been to a city larger than her small town back in Washington. The traffic was awful, but it was beautiful. It was everything she had dreamed of since she was 8 years old. She never thought it would actually happen after her mother died, and her family lost their main source of income. Her sisters had already left Feyre and their father to do bigger, better things by the time Feyre was old enough to move out.

“That’ll be $35 dollars,” the cab driver said, plucking Feyre out of her daze. She scrambled through her purse, looking for her wallet.

“I seem to have lost my wallet, but my boyfriend’s in the building just there and he can pay,” Feyre said, giving the driver a nervous look. He rolled his eyes but nodded.

I’m here, she texted Tamlin. Oh, and I lost my wallet, so can you bring out some money for the cab?

She smiled at the driver before opening the car door and stepping out of the car in front of 5923 Gregory Avenue. It looked nice enough from the outside, but Tamlin had shown her pictures of the inside. It was simple and small, but it was nicer than her old house in Washington. She walked around to the trunk and pulled out her luggage, heaving it onto the sidewalk.

She slammed the trunk shut as Tamlin came down the stairs outside of his apartment. He was wear a dark green polo shirt and khaki bermuda shorts. His blond hair was tied back into a low ponytail, his green eyes reflecting the same smile that was on his face.

“Feyre!”, Tamlin called. He ran to her and engulfed her in his arms, nestling his head between her neck and shoulder.

“I missed you,” he whispered, letting her go.

Tamlin walked over to the passenger side window of the cab and handed the driver the cash for the fare. He threw his arm over Feyre’s shoulder as the cab sped away. He picked up her duffel bag with his other hand and starting guiding her towards the staircase.

“How was your flight?” he asked, his arm falling down beside him when they reached the steps.

“Oh, I mean it was fine,” Feyre mumbled offering Tamlin a small smile. “I’d never flown in a plane before, so it was a little nerve wracking…” She crossed her arms over her chest as they reached the front door. Tamlin opened the door and stepped inside, walking immediately towards the hall directly across from the door.

“I tried to get one with two bedrooms,” Tamlin explained. “So we could each have our own space, but it was cheaper to only have one.” Feyre nodded. The apartment was a decent size. It had a large open room with a TV mounted on the right wall and couches arranged around it when you walked inside. There was  a small kitchen to the left, and a short hallway that led to the bedroom and bathroom. Yes, it was a nice place.

“We have some time before we have to be at the studio if you want to shower,” Tamlin began. “Are you alright?” It was then that Feyre realised that she hadn’t left the doorway of the apartment. Her eyes snapped to his, and she gave him a reassuring smile.

“Sorry, I’m still just a bit off from the flight,” Feyre apologised as she ran a hand through her hair. “I think I’ll take you up on that shower now.”

It was not Rhysand Spera’s day. He had woken up late, finding his brothers already gone for work. Guess they didn’t think it would be a good idea to wake him up. He’d had no time to put on anything other than a t-shirt and sweatpants before rushing out the door. He’d tried to stop for coffee, but the line was entirely too long. By the time he got to Prythian Studios, he was an hour late.

“Where the hell have you been, Spera?” Lucien called just as Rhys reached his trailer. He rolled his eyes, turning around to face the redhead now walking towards him. Lucien’s hair was tied back into a low ponytail as usual, fallen strands now framing his face. His russet eyes gleamed like gold in the morning sun.

“My idiot brothers never woke me up this morning, so I woke up an hour late,” Rhys explained, putting his hands in his pockets. A golf cart drove by carrying Morrigan, already on her way to set. She gave Rhys a grin and gave a little wave as she passed by. He returned her wave with a vulgar gesture.

“Is that also why you look like you got ran over by a bus?” Lucien questioned, smirking a little as Rhys faced him again.

“Fuck off, Vanserra,” Rhys grumbled and turned back to his trailer. Opening the trailer door to find the lovely Nuala and Cerridwen ready to get him into hair and makeup.

“Tamlin’ll be pissed if you’re not on set by 10,” Lucien warned. “And you know how he gets when he’s angry.” With that, Rhysand slammed the door to his trailer and sat down in front of the mirror.

Feyre’s hands shook as she walked onto the set of Crown of Midnight with Tamlin. He had gotten her an internship, so that she could see what it was like to be on a movie set and maybe get the chance to audition for a role in the future. She was grateful, she was, but she had never been a very outgoing person. She usually kept to the shadows in social situations, not wanting to make herself known. She needed to work on that if she was going to ever be a star, and this was a good a place as any to start.

“I’ll be right over there if you need anything,” Tamlin reassured her before walking away to talk to some cameraman or other.

A guy with flaming red hair, Lucien, he had claimed, had asked her to make a cup of coffee for Rhysand Spera. She knew who Rhysand was. Everyone who had seen a movie in the past two years knew who he was. She just hadn’t realised that he was also starring in this movie. Lucien had said that Rhysand had woken up on the wrong side of the bed this morning and was in need of caffeine. He had then left to talk to someone far more important than the new intern. She had forgotten to ask how Rhysand liked his coffee.

Feyre didn’t struggle with making the coffee. She had made coffee before, it wasn’t hard. Plus, she was deathly afraid of messing it up. She was making coffee for one of the biggest stars in Hollywood, who wouldn’t be terrified. She stirred in some milk and sugar, keeping her head down as she did so. She picked up the mug, readying to turn around, when a male voice behind her purred, “You seemed to be very focused on making that coffee.” She jumped, splashing coffee everywhere. Feyre whipped around.

“What the fuck-” Feyre’s voice cut out as she realised who was standing in front of her. Rhysand Spera was the most beautiful man she’d ever seen. His violet eyes flickered in amusement at the look on her face.

“Shit, sorry, I-I’ve been looking for you.” She choked out, looking down at the empty coffee mug in her hand. “Some guy named Lucien told me you needed coffee and so I was making some but obviously…..” She trailed off because Rhysand had stalked over to Lucien who gave Feyre a wink before Rhysand dragged him out of the room.

As soon as they were out the door, Rhys pushed Lucien up against the brick wall and placed a chaste kiss on Lucien’s mouth, who just smirked as Rhys cocked his head to the side.

“Why did you send that poor girl to bring me coffee?” He asked as he tucked a stray piece of hair behind Lucien’s ear.

“She was pretty and looked a bit lost,” Lucien shrugged. “So, I gave her something to do.” Rhys shook his head even as he smiled.

“Would you like someone to join us in bed, Lucien?” Rhys inquired. Lucien just shrugged, but Rhys saw the playful look in his eyes. “Hmm, we’ll have to see.” He kissed Lucien on the cheek before dashing back inside.

Feyre shook off the fact that she had just spoken to Rhysand Spera, and started to clean up the mess of coffee that was now dripping on the floor.

“Do you need any help?” A girl said behind her. Feyre turned around to find a girl with long, blonde hair and gorgeous chocolate brown eyes looking back at her. “I’m Mor, you must be new.” Feyre nodded and the girl-Mor smiled at her. Mor walked over, grabbed a handful of napkins, and started to help wipe up the coffee.

Once they had wiped up the mess, Feyre blurted, “My name is Feyre, by the way.”

“Feyre,” Mor tested out her name. “That’s pretty.” She smiled again, jeez did she ever not smile?

“Mor, where the hell did your cousin go?” Tamlin barked from his director’s chair. “He was supposed to be here 20 minutes ago.”

“How would I know?” Mor snapped. “I’m not Rhys’ assistant, I’m his fucking cousin.”

“I don’t give two shits, Mor,” Tamlin growled. “Find your damn cousin, or you’re fired.”  Mor rolled her eyes and excused herself to go find her cousin-Rhysand. This girl was Rhysand’s cousin.

Tamlin spotted Feyre from across the room and his angry expression melted away. He strolled over to where Feyre stood by the table of coffee and breakfast foods, and picked up an apple.   

“How’s your first day going?” Tamlin asked before taking a bite out of his apple.

“I almost spilled coffee all over Rhysand Spera,” Feyre confessed, trying to focus on anything other than Tamlin’s now frustrated face. She wrung her hands as the side door opened and Rhysand strolled back onto set, Lucien following in after him.

“One moment, Feyre,” Tamlin excused himself, walked over to Rhysand, and started arguing with him. She turned around towards the table when Rhysand started walking towards the refreshments. Tamlin had stormed off to tell Lucien to find Mor.

“I’m sorry about earlier,” Rhysand said from where he had stopped next to her. “I didn’t mean to scare you half to death. I’m Rhys,” Feyre turned her head to meet his gorgeous face and bright violet eyes. He had a questioning look on his face.

“I’m Feyre,” she said, getting a smile from him. “I’m new, and I’m just an intern, my boyfriend got me this job so that I could actually contribute to paying our rent and getting my college debts paid and-” She saw Rhys’ smile fade away as she rambled. “What?”

“Oh, it’s nothing, Feyre darling,” Rhys said, a smirk appearing on his face. “My boyfriend seems to be intrigued by you, that’s all.” When Feyre’s eyebrows rose, he looked over to where Lucien was chatting with Mor. “I should go, we were supposed to start filming ages ago.” Then Rhys walked over to where Lucien and Mor stood, leaving Feyre alone once again.

Hello! This was the first part of The Lucky Ones, obviously. I really hope you enjoyed it. This is my first fanfiction and I am so so excited for you to read it. It was inspired by Taylor Swift’s song, The Lucky One, which is what the lyrics at the beginning of each chapter are okay cool I’m rambling so here’s the tags

p.s. This is a feyrhycien fic even though I had originally planned it to just be feysand but oh well everyone needs feyrhycien 

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Ribbons of Flame - Chapter Five

A/N: So this is the last pre-written chapter I have. I’m currently trying to write chapter six but I tend to have to wait till inspiration strikes me. I’m also participating in NaNoWriMo which is a worldwide challenge where you try to write a full novel in the month of November (about 50k words.) I’m working on a separate novel  and dedicating most of my free time to that so I won’t really be working on ROF this month. It’s extremely likely that I’ll give up on the novel I’m working on or want to work on something else. If that’s the case then I will be spending the rest of the time working on ROF. It just really depends on how everything goes. I just thought I would warn you if you’re wondering why I’m not updating, 

Again, please let me know if you no longer want to be on the tag list, or if you perhaps want to be added if you’re not already. 

Word count: 3563

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A Sweet Treat (NSFW Feysand)

Summary: On Feyre’s first Feast of Souls in Velaris, she finds a new way to give Rhys his holiday chocolates.

**The end of this fic briefly references my story  Alone in the Garden (NSFW Elucien) where Elain and Lucien accidentally mated. You do not have to read it to understand what’s happening.

**If you are on mobile, you may not be able to see the “Keep Reading” tab. Simply scroll to the top of this post and click my URL to see the full text.

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His Inescapable Penis Vice Gripped Her From Inside.

I found some of my old editing work on a flash drive, and there was one novel which grabbed my attention and I immediately started screeching like a pterodactyl . Thankfully It never actually made it to publication because it was so bad, and the editor above me got fired for letting it get past the vetting process.

Mostly I’m just reading through it and cringing, but then I came across some of my own commentary at the side.

It starts out pretty tame. And yes, some people DO forget the names of their MC’s half way through a book. (Or the second chapter in this case, switching back and forth between Karen and Kate so much I eventually gave up.)

Then starts to become a little bit eeeeeh, and I have to make several of these changes and suggestions, mostly prompting for the language to be removed and rewritten entirely as it was VILE.

But then about chapter five I have lost my mind and well…

Basic anatomy lessons should be a requisite of all erotica writers.

noPE.

*hysterical/horrified laughter*

And finally.

2012 was a special time in my life…

Apparently this is going around again, so I might as well hit reblog and scar all of you in one fell swoop.

Stuff like this makes me feel better about my writing.

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Anonymous asked:

Can we please have X or S for Elorcan? Thanks!

1. thanks for the prompt nonnie! 2. Sorry I took so long to respond! 3. I may or may not have stared at this prompt all this time because I JUST DON’T KNOW MAN

Edit: I took it too far oops. Is someone surprised? Also I didn’t even get to the lingerie because I was too focused on The Sex. Also I pretty much see Elide just wearing Lorcan’s clothes 24/7 and him constantly aroused from it, so there you go.

X- First time S- Lingerie 

-So, we know that Elide is Thirsty for Lorcan- she was making all the moves after all. But the thing is, she has very, very little experience. I mean she spent the majority of her life locked up with her nursemaid and then was a slave with the sole focus of surviving. What I’m saying is, these circumstances don’t really lend to the opportunity to even discover your own body. I’m not saying that Elide hasn’t had an orgasm, but I think it’s safe to say those times are few and far between.

-Lorcan… on the other hand… Mr. Horny… has 500 years worth of very active experience. 

-As much as I would love their first time to be one of those “heat of the moment” type things after an argument or something, I think it would actually start off quite slow. After Aelin comes back and after Elide has started to thaw again towards Lorcan, they start sleeping in the same room. For the comfort of being close and knowing where the other one is. 

- One night they enter their room after a particularly stressful day and after changing into comfortable clothes Elide becomes quiet and stands staring out the window. Lorcan comes up behind her and places his hands on her shoulders. “Elide?”, her shoulders drop as she says, “How are any of us supposed to make it out of this alive?” 

-“This war is unlike anything I’ve ever seen. But so is the amount of power we have on our side.” He doesn’t try to convince her that it will be fine, that no one will die, or that they’ll even win. He knows her better than that. “Sleep with me tonight”. Lorcan’s hands tighten involuntary. “…What?”.. “I- I mean in the same bed. Sleep in my bed tonight.”

-They lie there facing each other and after a few moments Lorcan sees his hand lift to stroke Elide’s hair. He’s trying to take in every inch of her face to dedicate it to memory. Her eyes keep roving over his face too. He opens his mouth to speak but she beats him. “I love you.” His eyes widen, utter shock painting his features. “Elide-” she cuts him off, “you dont have to say anything. I just needed you to hear it.”

-He moves his hand to cup her cheek, leaning in closer. “Elide, you have turned my world upside down. You are the strongest, most beautiful person I have ever met. I have never, never loved anyone more than I love you”

-It’s hardly any movement at all before she’s kissing him, a hand on his chest. She grabs the back of his neck and drags him forward, pulling him over her. And it’s like they are back in the marshes, his body a heavy weight between her legs. He’s panting just as much as she is, and when he drags his mouth away to lick and nip and suck at her jawline, under her ear, her throat- he starts saying her name over and over and over again.

- It takes him a moment to realize that she’s moved her hands and is tugging on the hem of her shirt, exposing more and more of her pale stomach until he stills them with a growl, “What are you doing”. “I don’t want to wait- I don’t want to take our time. I want this. I want you.”

-His hands fall away and she loses sight of him for a moment as her shirt goes over her head. It takes every ounce of her willpower to avoid crossing her arms over her chest. But when she looks him in the eyes, she realizes that he’s looking into her eyes instead of at her breasts. 

-When he finally looks, and touches, and trails his mouth over her, he takes his time. He works slowly, methodically, until she’s begging him for more. Eventually she grabs the collar of his shirt to pull it over his head.

-After trailing his tongue around her bellybutton, his fingers brush the hem of her pants and he looks up at her. “Please,” is all she says. He slowly drags them down her body and once she’s free of them, he rubs her calves in soothing sweeps, telling her how beautiful she is. 

-”Now you.” She wants to see him, wants them to be even in this- with him as vulnerable as she is. When he takes off his pants, he continues to gaze at her, kneeling between her thighs and aching everywhere. She stares unabashedly between his legs, feeling very uncertain all of the sudden. He cups her face, kissing her, “Elide, let me make you feel good. I want to kiss you everywhere. Let me taste you.” He pulls back enough to look in her eyes as she says, “yes.”

-He moves down her body and finally takes in the view before him while brushing his lips up and down the inside of her thigh. She’s glistening and pink, and when he strokes near her folds Elide’s leg falls a bit wider. Even though he feels like he’s about to combust, he continues his slow pace until he finally tastes her. Slides a finger inside her while licking her in broad sweeps. Moans and whimpers escape her, sounding as if she’s shocked at her own response. When he adds a second finger and focuses his tongue on her clit, her hand shoots out to squeeze his shoulder. “Lorcan, oh gods.”

-When she comes, she throws her head back, her breathing out of control as she cries out. He works her back down again and when he removes his fingers he sucks them clean, his eyes closed. She grabs at him and crushes her mouth against his. 

-He lays down beside her and hefts her over him, placing her astride him. He urges her to rock back and forth against him. And when his hands cup her hips to show her the movement, his cock slips between her lips, pressed between her body and his stomach. Her wetness coats him and she bends over, kissing him and then burying her face in his neck as she continues to grind against him. Now he’s panting and moaning, squeezing his eyes shut- to dull the madness of the pleasure or relish in it he’s not sure.

-When they’re both desperate and she pleads his name, he tells her that she can ease onto him at her own pace if she so chooses. She sits up, a hand braced on his stomach, and lifts his cock to place it at her entrance. She tries to position her hips, tries to lower herself, but she flinches and her shoulders tighten up. He strokes her legs and encourages her to go slow, to take her time.

-When he’s slipped in a couple inches, her hand clenches on his stomach and her eyes are squeezed shut. “Lorcan.” She has a kind of desperate edge to her voice and he lifts her chin to look at him. “Lorcan. I… I need- I can’t-” “Elide, please, my love, we don’t have to do this tonight, we can do whatever you-” “No, I want this. I just- I don’t know how to…” she trails off. “Do you want me to?” “Yes. Please”

-”I’ll be right back sweetheart” Lorcan says as he crawls off the side of the bed. As he rifles around for the jar he’s looking for, he takes a second to calm his breathing. He realizes that he’s nervous and jittery in a way he hasn’t been in a very, very long time. Elide is… everything, and he’s terrified he’s going to hurt her, that he’s going to ruin everything, again.

-When he finds what he’s looking for, he turns around and see’s that she’s lying on her side, facing him, a hand propped on an elbow. He stops cold, feeling some of that nervous energy wash away at how utterly beautiful she looks naked before him. They share a sweet little smile, and he comes back to bed to lie on his side too, facing her. He kisses her, hitching one leg over his, while one of his goes between her legs. They press against each other, Elide sighing into his mouth. He reaches behind him to grab the jar, and she breaks away to look down at it. 

-”This is going to help us a little, alright?” She nods, and he twists off the lid, scooping some out onto one hand and screwing the lid back on with the other so he can toss it over his shoulder. He reaches between them, easing his fingers between her legs, rubbing against her and kissing her neck. 

-At first, the salve feels cool against Elide’s skin, but it soon warms between them, and Elide feels her heartbeat pick up again as Lorcan’s fingers work their way into her, rubbing against every part of her, back and forth. When he pulls his fingers back, she opens her eyes to see him grabbing her leg and hitching her leg higher, pulling her body closer to his. Then his hand is gripping himself, gliding the tip of him against her. She lifts her leg higher to help him and when she feels him pressing into her she looks up. His eyes are blazing into hers and she feels his other hand around her back, the fingertips pressing into her skin.

-She wraps her arms around him, pressing her face into his neck. He pushes in a couple inches and pauses. “Elide, talk to me love, I don’t want to hurt you.” She squeezes him harder at the vulnerability in his voice, “Keep going, just go slow.” His hips tilt, and Elide can feel the pressure increasing inside her. She forces herself to take controlled, deep breaths and hears Lorcan murmuring in her ear. “That’s it. Gods, I love you Elide. You feels so good.”

-Eventually he moves his hand away and wraps it around lower back, his hand resting on one cheek. He begins rocking his hips, the smooth glide easing him in further and Lorcan feels like he may actually explode. Elide is panting against his shoulder and she pulls back enough to drag heated kisses against his mouth, both of them breathless enough that it’s little more than an exchange of air. “Are you alright?” “Yes”

-Lorcan tucks the arm underneath him between her legs, his hand against his pelvis so that his knuckles begin to drag against Elide’s clit. She moans and he pulls her hips closer. They rock together that way, finding their rhythm until Elide cries out and presses her forehead against his. When he feels her contract around him, he realizes that this slow love making is all it’s going to take, that this closeness and her tight squeeze around him is all it’s going to take to make him come too. 

-They remain that way, tangled up together for what feels like hours, seconds. They move only slightly, repositioning their legs, Lorcan’s arm under Elide’s neck, when sleep drags them both under.

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First Time Again (9)

One of my favorite chapters =)

Chapter 9

After Feyre found out the truth Cassian started staying over every night. I didn’t want to leave my sisters alone, so he brought a few things to keep at my house. He offered me his bed, but he understood that my sisters were important to me. He knew that if Tomas was trying to hurt me he would go after them next. Taking Cass away would hurt, but taking my sisters would kill me. So he didn’t complain whenever we settled in for the night at my house. He actually seemed to like it more, since his uncle wasn’t there to constantly check on us.

Feyre had her first date with Rhys and then right after that they went out again. We had had to reschedule our shopping trip because they had taken to each other fast. I still hadn’t found the time to ask her how it went and what they did. Cassian was the only thing that stopped my anxiety from over flowing into panic whenever I thought of my little sister getting her heart broken again.

Tonight we had somehow found rime for an actual date. There were no shadows, no sisters, no pressing issues to deal with. It felt too good to be true, but it had happened. Cassian took me out to the movies and then to a nice dinner somewhere other than the bar or my house. He took me into the city and he charmed me the way he would’ve if we weren’t already bonded. And if he weren’t already tethered together I would’ve fallen in love with him right then and there. Because he was adorable when he was in full on date mode. He wanted everything perfect and he told the corniest jokes.

He was amazing and I still couldn’t believe we had found each other again.

Our evening had ended almost an hour ago. Elain was out with friends and Feyre was still with Rhysand. I was listening for the door, but I was also half asleep, my head on Cassian’s chest as I ran my finger up and down his chest. I loved his tattoo, even more now that I knew what it truly meant for him.

“Can I ask you something?” My voice was soft as we laid in my bed together. I was tangled up in his arms, the sheet wrapped around both of us. It was bittersweet, sleeping beside him and knowing we couldn’t go further than we already had.

Cassian hummed, “you can ask me anything, love.”

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If your going to post about GOT say it's a spoiler BEFORE the post not just in the tags please

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nirusky

so  here’s my unfinished painting of  celana and that’s  because of  my tablet refused to work properly (ಥ﹏ಥ)     i won’t be able to finish this one,  but i will definitely paint her again (◕‿◕✿)  (ᵔᴥᵔ)

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~ it was a gift, all of it ~

( is wear that’s a blanket i swear i know i suck but i p r o m i s e)

*cries at how beautiful this is*

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