𝙈𝙮 𝙢𝙚𝙧𝙘𝙮 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙖𝙞𝙡𝙨 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙢𝙮 𝙬𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙝...
Multi-para || Multiverse || Multiship || Highly Selective || 18+
Rick Grimes - a private independent canon divergent roleplay blog penned by Serena est. 2019
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💍 (for eris. BUT LISTEN: her finding it during their time in Alexandria 😏)
Eris and Emily were the one thing here that'd clicked instantly. There was no greater moment than Eris, standing back at those gates, she'd waited behind Rick and Michonne, hung back just so she had chance to really look at her girl, to adore her visually, to see her.. and Eris had looked like hell, it'd been a long journey. She wouldn't admit how tired she was, how her feet ached, how she craved a shower that day, but she dropped down to her knees when that little girl ran at her and was so ready to catch her and hold on to her like she'd never be prepared to let her go again. It was plain to see how much Emily adored her Mother, Ma as she said. Emily had wanted to show her everything, hold her hand and guide her around all of Alexandria.
The way she introduced herself to Judith was very different, she did not crouch to her knees, she instead offered her hand and treated Judith more like an adult. "Eris Amorello, you must be Judith Grimes? It is nice to meet you, Judith." in some way, she just knew she wanted to be treated with more maturity. Then there was Steve... seeing him gave her dread and he.. well he did not run and hug her, he simply patted her arm and that was that. That was that... for that moment, she knew it wouldn't be it.
Settling in however, was not as easy as she imagined it'd be. Eris found herself to be restless, constantly waiting for a call to action and she didn't know how to tell Rick that.. adjusting from not being at the CRM wasn't exactly... coming easily. She wanted to be constantly guarding that wall. There should be more people guarding it, clearing walkers, making sure- it was constant and wouldn't leave her. What Eris had done though, was make a hell of an impression at being capable.. the first day here and she didn't lounge around merrily and rest, she went out there, weapons at the ready, prepared to keep this community safe and prove herself. She wanted no excuse to be left alone with Steve. Steve that'd already started with hushed remarks and taunts, pulls of her wrist or arm when nobody was looking. He wanted to remind her that when it came to him, he had control in front of their daughter. He noticeably didn't speak to her kindly either.
She was restless again tonight, enough that she got up, checked Emily was fast asleep and when she reached for a jacket, she took Ricks by accident. It was a simple mistake she reached into the pocket and found the box, it felt vintage and couldn't help but open the velvet container and... her heart swelled seeing the ring. It was so simple, yet perfectly her. A ruby, his fiery girl, surrounded b delicate gold, this... well it had to be for her right? Did that mean? Suddenly her heart was pounding. He was serious. He wanted to marry her. He... what if it was for Michonne? What if it wasn't for her at all? Eris pulled the jacket off and put it back, like she'd never known and rather than grab hers she just left with her heart thumping her ribcage.
There was a spot on the wall she favoured, not by the main gate, it was quiet to the back, you could see a whole horizon of stars, that's why she liked it up on that little watch tower, looking out, it felt freeing. She kept pacing, arms around herself because she hadn't actually realised how cold it was, or even that she was shivering after pacing for an hour. Back and fourth, the same thoughts. If it was for her... if Rick wanted her to be his wife, Steve wasn't going to have that. It'd be too out of his control, and what about the place? What if these people decided she was too much? She knew she could be full on, direct... despite how brazen she was, she liked a few of them. Carol made her laugh. Daryl, she appreciated his few words approach. She didn't like Gabriel, or at least she'd said that the idea of what he preached was 'fucking ridiculous' in their day and age. What if those people, didn't want Rick taking her as a wife? Then again, hadn't they welcomed Emily so openly? They'd taken care of her like their own so... so would she be different? Her teeth chattered together with the cold. Eris Amorello Grimes. She kept thinking it, maybe that.. maybe just Eris Grimes, wife. She'd simply be his wife.
It wasn’t new that Eris couldn’t be found by his side especially at night since they arrived around here. Some might have assumed that it was easy for them to come back and for Eris to settle now that she had her daughter back. Her daughter and her former boyfriend, the man Rick always glanced at secretly as if he needed to be aware of his presence and moves. Sometimes he wondered if it must have been the same for Eris with Michonne. If she watched every step, analyzed every gesture and the mood in a room as soon as they shared it. Even if they did make it clear that none of their past relationships could change what they had, it felt like Eris was walking on thorns around here and Rick only wished that all of this wasn’t his fault.
With everything he did he tried to make this place her home. To soothe her when she had doubts of her belonging, when she wondered if her daughter still loved her the way she did before. It was easy when they looked at each other and whispered those sweet words of comfort, but whenever she was out of his reach it seemed as if she was falling somewhere he couldn’t follow and he hated every part of that. Of course he hold himself back after their arrival. No matter if Carol and Daryl knew what she was to him, he still hesitated when it came to Michonne to keep the pain as small as possible, but he was also well aware that their love would leave behind burnt earth and they were walking on it every day already.
Maybe that was just one of the reasons why he never asked her to marry him. After all they had been through and confessing their feelings it was soon clear to him that he wanted to propose. It was on his way back to the crm when he found that ring that immediately reminded him of her. Back then it seemed way too soon, but that didn’t change the impulse to take it and so he kept it during all these times as his secret. Locked in his nightstand in the crm it would have taken just one look from her. Just one move of her opening the drawer when she stayed the nights and laid naked in his arms. She never did and Rick couldn’t even say if he was relieved or disappointed every time. If she would have found it too soon, maybe she would scold him for it. Maybe she would turn away and tell him he’s lunatic. Ask him how he could even think about it when there was a daughter to return to and a boyfriend she needed to end things with. For Rick all of it never mattered. The only thing mattering was her and that his love was real, nothing would ever change that fact.
What was the perfect timing for a proposal though? The atmosphere was still tensed and Eris clearly didn’t find her place in here yet or at least didn’t feel comfortable enough to laugh in the way he learnt to adore over time. But did it really matter? Did he really have to marry her in a world where life could end every day? Or did it matter even more right now cause every day could be your last? When he looked for her and didn’t find her in her bed where Emily was sleeping close by, Rick grabbed his jacket and went outside, hands shoved into his pockets to approach her at the back gate where they could always stare at the stars and share the illusion of shared loneliness. They weren’t lonely anymore but Alexandria wasn’t the reason for it.
“You’re freezing.” he murmured after staring at her in awe for a while. Slowly he slipped out of his sleeves and wrapped his jacket around her shoulders before he stepped closer, holding her in one arm of his to feel her head lean against his shoulder. “Are you alright, Eris?” Alright. What did it even mean? She clearly was tensed. Maybe even confused. But Rick couldn’t help but wonder if there was another reason than Steve behind it. “Do you regret it?” His head turnt to look down at her, a sad but loving smile on his lips to make sure she would never get any blame from him. Not if she needed time. Not if she changed her mind. All he wanted was seeing that smile on her again.
“Coming here, I mean. Do you wish we stayed?”
[ 📲 • sms ] —— if you could do anything you want to me, what would you do? (From Ava heh)
Sext messages from here @wiinestories
[txt:Ava]: Taking you on a terrace over Venice to watch the sunset with you then fucking you under the starry sky right there.
[txt:Ava]: Or would you prefer the beach? Sex in the sand with you sounds intriguing as well.
//so sorry for the silence babies but today was a horrible pain day where I could barely do anything. It’s better now and also the noises were okay the last two days so I actually have hope that it’ll get better from here. I’ll be back here soon 💕 thank you for being patient 🥰
//I gotta stream dbd today cause they’re handing out twitch shirts for some streamers again and release the new beta with the new chapter today so I gotta grind 🤣 no writing today loves I’ll see what I can do the next days if I find sleep 💕 have a good Tuesday loves 💕
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[sms: rick]: that's exactly what I wanted to hear.
[sms: rick]: you think there's any way we could make that a reality? maybe I could drop by this afternoon?
[sms: rick]: and I'll always turn up for you. i can't help myself when it comes to you.
[sms: rick]: i think about dropping by your office sometimes. and you close your blinds, and you take me right there on your desk.
[txt: Beth]: Office hours are tomorrow 3pm to 5. I might set up an appointment for you Miss Greene.
[txt: Beth]: Please come to my door soon.
The mun’s celebrity crush (crushes). & Which of your ships on this blog is the fluffiest? <3
Munday questions from here @elpida
The mun’s celebrity crush (crushes)
Ohhh 👀👀 well definitely Andrew Lincoln and Cillian Murphy what can I say? 🤣🤣🤣🤣 I like older men especially if they are not the average beauty standard but have something special about them and are basically good people. Since I’m pansexual it’s more important for me how a character is and I consider these two men as very loyal, smart, generous and genuine people (and also great dads so I love that!).
Which of your ships on this blog is the fluffiest?
Ohhhhh there are a few especially in police verse cause Rick is such a cutie pie there XD so I guess eloise x Rick and Charlotte x Rick in Police verse are very fluffy. Also Sienna x Rick in crm verse are pretty fluffy BUT we all know how Sienna and Rick go all nuts together with the time so 🤣
suck his dick and remind him of his place .
MUNDAY RP MEMES
WHAT
1. What have you learned about people in the recent years of your life? 2. What got you started in your current job and how does it compare to your first job? 3. What’s your story? Give a paragraph statement (or two) about yourself and/or why you are roving the RP internet. 4. What do you feel most fulfilled doing? 5. What do you hope to see at your funeral/wake/burial/cremation? What do you think you’ll actually see? 6. What are you going to do after this rp session? 7. What’s the first thing we’d see in your fridge? 8. What of yourself has surprised you in these recent years? 9. What is the last thing you remember dreaming about? 10. What does your everyday, average day look like?
WHY
11. Why did you last take a risk and what was it? 12. Do you like having many friends, just a handful, one, or none? Why? 13. If you could live in a movie or movie franchise, which would it be? Why? 14. Think about one of the things you would really like to do, try or learn. Do you plan to do it eventually? Why haven’t you done it? 15. For working people, why are you doing the job you’re doing now? For students, why are you studying the course you’re in now? For working people who are studying, why are you doing so and what are your plans? 16. Do you find communication easy or difficult? Why? 17. Why is this year better than last year? Or why was last year better than this year? 18. Why did your last relationship (friendship, romantic, work-based, etc) end? Did you burn the bridge completely? What did you learn? 19. Why did you quit your last job? Are you in a better place now? 20. Why are you really RPing?
WHO
21. Who do you go to for help? Do you often try to handle things yourself? If you’ve needed help before and not asked for it, why? 22. Who haven’t you met in person before and would like to? 23. Who are you meeting this week? 24. If you could have any neighbour you wanted in the world, who would it be and why? 25. Who is someone you admire? 26. If you were a superhero, who would be your archenemy? 27. Who was the last person who gave you something and what was it? 28. If you could switch lives with anyone for a day, who would you be? 29. Who are your favourite characters? 30. When you go for a meal with friends, who pays? How do you split the bill?
WHEN
31. When was the last time you did something for someone and what was it? Did you have a motive behind it or was it something you did out of being genuine? 32. When do you usually go to bed? Do you fall asleep immediately? 33. When is the right time to say no? (Choose your topic) 34. When was the last time you thanked someone and why? 35. When was the last time you took an exam and how was your preparation for it? How was your exam? 36. When was the last time your tried something new and what was it? 37. When was the last time someone texted you and what about? 38. When was the last time you had a mental breakdown? 39. When was the last time you told someone something no one else knows about; a secret? 40. When was the last time you were hugged or gave someone a hug?
WHERE
41. Where do you see yourself in five years’ time? 42. Where would you go for a holiday if it was your last chance to on this earth? 43. Where do you go for the best tea/coffee/lunch/brunch? 44. Think about some strong opinions (about anything) that you have. Could be about RP, life, school, work, people. Where did that come from; what happened to make you feel or think that way? 45. Where else would you like to live? Why? 46. On a scale of one to ten, how happy are you with where life has taken you so far? What are the areas you want to improve in? 47. Where did you go last week? 48. If you could time travel, where and when would you go? 49. Where is your least favourite place and why? 50. Where would be the scariest place in the world to you? Why?
HOW
51. How do you think the RP/Fandom community has grown or changed since you started? 52. How would your friends and/or family describe you? How different are you really to what they’d describe you with? 53. How would you respond if someone is rude to you or has done you wrong? 54. Aside from writing, how do you spend your free time? 55. Is there someone in your life you feel you should be spending more time with? How much time are you spending with them now? 56. How important is getting to know a mun when writing with them? 57. Name one or two other hobbies apart from writing you have. How did you get into them? 58. How important is writing to you? 59. How old were you when you first felt that you were truly independent? 60. How do you want to spend your next birthday?
it eats me alive.
My muse has to pick one or the other. They have to pick one. Not neither, not both.
Submissive or Dominant? Whips or Chains? Handcuffs or Shibari? Pillow Princess or Power Bottom? Voyeur or Exhibitionist? Blindfolds or Spreader Bars? Butt Plugs or Vibrators? Edging or Multiple Rounds? Knots or Ovipositor? Spanking or Scratching? Ball Gag or Muzzle? Strap on or Double Sided Dildo? On on one or Group Sex? Vanilla or Kinky? Lengthy Cocks or Girthy Cocks? Small Boobs or Large Boobs? Ass or Chests? Thighs or Arms? Hot Wax or Knifeplay? Loud or Quiet? Biting or Sucking? Collars or Piercings? Costumes or Lingerie Monogamy or Polyamory? Laughing and silliness during sex or Intensity and power struggle during sex? Fucking a Virgin or Fucking someone with experience? Face to face or from behind? Phone sex or Sexting? Cumming inside or Cumming outside Being filled or Bukkake Dirty Talk or Degradation? Role play or Porn on in the background? Public Edging or Filming in the Bedroom? Condom or Bareback? Lube or Raw? Video Call Masturbation or Sexy Selfies? Blood Play or Breath Play? Face fucking or Anal sex? Leather or PVC? Morning Sex or Evening Sex? Clothes on or Clothes off?
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[sms: rick]: that's exactly what I wanted to hear.
[sms: rick]: you think there's any way we could make that a reality? maybe I could drop by this afternoon?
[txt: Beth]: You know the bitter truth is that I’ll always open the door for you. No matter when.
[txt: Beth]: What is your fantasy, Beth?
[ 📲 • sms ] —— just wondering … what is your sexual fantasy?
Sext messages from here @thesongbiird
[ 📲 • sms ] —— Taking you when you least expect it against the kitchen counter when you wear a dress with nothing underneath.
[ 📲 • sms ] —— I wouldn’t even care if anybody sees us through the window. Is that what you wanted to hear?
[ 📲 • sms ] —— i want to mark you as mine; that’s why i’ve been sharpening my nails. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m going to make you scream my name tonight. [ 📲 • sms ] —— if i were with you right now, where would you want me to touch you? [ 📲 • sms ] —— sucking on a blow pop right now and wishing it was you… [ 📲 • sms ] —— have you ever had a wet dream with me in it? be honest … [ 📲 • sms ] —— if you could do anything you want to me, what would you do? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i think we should just be friends with sexual tension ;) [ 📲 • sms ] —— my hands. my hips. my lips. your body. tonight. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m touching myself right now. wish you were here ;) [ 📲 • sms ] —— your chin, your shoulders, and your … i think you know what I’m trying to say here. [ 📲 • sms ] —— thinking about how sexy you look in that fitted black button-down … [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m just laying in bed with nothing to do . . [ 📲 • sms ] —— trying to decide between the red lacy thong or the pink boy shorts . . [ 📲 • sms ] —— that thing you did last night makes me want to scream. [ 📲 • sms ] —— just wondering … what is your sexual fantasy? [ 📲 • sms ] —— just bought new underwear and can’t wait to show it to you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— guess the color of my underwear? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what are you wearing right now? [ 📲 • sms ] —— send me a pic ;) [ 📲 • sms ] —— talk dirty to me ;) [ 📲 • sms ] —— want to watch porn with me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m touching myself while texting you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m thinking about all the dirty things i want to do to you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— mmm yes baby tell me what more you want to do to me. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m so horny right now. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i want you to cum on my face. [ 📲 • sms ] —— had a wet dream about you last night. [ 📲 • sms ] —— turn my wet dreams into realities.
Send a letter for more information on my muse’s likes and dislikes! Inspired by kinks discussed around the internet. The (explanations) are mere guidelines, feel free to elaborate as much as you’d like!
Sexual themes
