Jason let Astoria pick her hand up and examine it, any damage she found would be fixed in ten minutes so it did not bother him. “I couldn’t tell her anything. She barely knew me for who I really am.” Jason said, he wanted to cry, he wanted to scream but he knew getting angry wouldn’t help anything. “I wasn’t a hero to her, I was her weird boyfriend who was always away and never had an excuse why.” He sighed.

Jason shook his head, he didn’t want her to see how strong he was when he was this angry. “I’d be up for a movie or something if you want.” He said softly, knowing Tori was trying as hard as she could, I mean tony stark was her father and he wasn’t the most compassionate person, or empathetic for that.

Jase smiled a little as she said she would marry him. “Thanks Tori but it’ll always be heroics for us, we can’t have abnormal life.” He said with a laugh

• “ mm… m—more ~”
• “ c—could you go a little faster… ~”
• “ a—-aa–again , d—do that again… “
• “ n—no , no… it’s fine ~ it’s good… don’t worry”
• “ nO—NOooot — t h e r e ”
• “ co—-uld you… go a little slower, please?”
• “ god… you smell so good… ”
• “ you’re so warm… ”
• “ oh — wow… t—that actually felt nice ”
• “ you look so good like this…”
• “ you look so… beautiful ”
• “W—WATCH MY HEAD—”
• “—OUCH???”
• “ a—-A—–a–??? slOW DOWN — STOP—I THINK I PULLED SOMETHING ”
• “ o——-okay that’s a new muscle ——-”
• “ maybe we should switch —– ”
• “ i’m not gonna do that. ”
• “ that’s a thing???”
• “ mm… i guess i could try?”
• “ ~ would it be… okay if i tried this? ”
• “ would you… be up for trying _______ ? ”
• “ so… i was ~ thing we could… you know… ”
• “ can i… take off your shirt?”
• “ woah… your skin is… really soft… ”
• “ your hands are already up my shirt —–”
• “ hey… i didn’t say that you had to stop… ~”
• “ it’s okay… go on ~” 
• “ this —– really is nothing like porn —-”
• “ IT LOOKS EASIER IN PORN ”
• “ don’t… expect too much , please? ”
• “ o—-oh—g—o—g–g o d ”
• “… ~ did it hurt? ”
• “ I DID NOT INTEND TO DO THAT I AM S O SORRY ”

• “My cat steals underwear and I come home to find you chasing my cat to get your underwear back.”
• “I was imitating a fight scene off this anime I watched and accidentally hit you in the face.”
• “This horrible umbrella won’t extend! Oh shit I just hit you in the stomach/crotch! I’m so sorry.”
•  “I needed a drink of water after my shower but I forgot that I opened the blinds to my balcony and you just saw me walk into my kitchen naked.”
• “I just tripped and fell face first into your crotch, god end my life now please.”
• “I drunkenly tried to fight you and knocked myself out but you were kind enough to take care of me till I woke up.”
• “You have just witnessed me cry over the ending to my favorite game before class began please don’t ever tell anyone about this.”
• “I thought you were my friend so I slapped your ass in greeting.”
• “I sent a selfie of myself in the tub to the wrong number and you responded back with another selfie. Holy shit you’re really attractive.”
• “You’re headphones aren’t plugged in all the way so I know you’re listening to educational children’s cartoon theme songs.”
• “You just caught me reading hardcore smut fan fiction during class and you’re wondering how I can read this with a blank face.”
• “You accidently broke my arm when you fell from a tree and landed on top of me.”
• “I got my ass handed to me in SSB4 by this little kid and you were there to witness it.”
• “I’ve never talked to you before but the teacher just used us as an example for a scenario where we are married.”
• “Hello we are full grown adults fighting over this last balloon that’s shaped like a cats head.”
• “I’m running late to school and you just hit me with your motorcycle cause you’re also late and no I don’t want to go to the hospital instead because I cannot miss this test just please give me a ride instead?”
• “Please don’t tell anyone that I carry a stuffed animal around with me and even talk to it.”
• “Hello I’m your boss and you’re the new employee who just saw me shove an entire cupcake into my mouth.”
• “I’m watching The Lion King on my phone and I’m trying to hide the fact I’m sobbing uncontrollably but you notice anyway.”
• “I was trying to ask for directions and you accidentally pepper sprayed me cause you thought I was your stalker.”
• “Hey you called this number at like 3AM and we talked about some pretty heavy shit do you remember any of that?”

• “Maybe it’s time for something new, ___.”
• “—— And impregnate it.”
• “We’re losers.”
• “We’re gonna test the limits of that little donkey.”
• “Well, here’s your chance.”
• “I’ve always wanted to know what it would feel like to be pregnant with an alien.”
• “Crocodile done did it!”
• “Is it ever too early to be thankful and to eat?”
• “It’s like depressed lettuce.”
• “BE THE ___ KING!”
• “You’ve set a precedent to wrap your whole mouth around it.”
• “Smells like a spa.”
• “Stick your pinky in there.”
• “I call the world ‘baby’.”
• “I always go into the back of museums.”
• “Might be your butthole, might be somewhere else.”
• “Next time you hose down the Cinnabon, call me.”
• “It looks like an eel specimen.”
• “Your mouth is small!”
• “Let’s grow a pair, and eat a penis.”
• “My mama used to do that too.”
• “It’s like sushi for babies.”
• “Chewing is a form of rubbing.”
• “I would pay $1,000 to rub sunscreen on Elvis’s belly.”
• “Everything’ll be okay, if you just listen.”
• “Don’t ask questions about it.”
• “It’s so firm!”
• “Trees is plants, plants is vegetables, vegetables is food.”
• “That’s a good stink!”
• “The future is bleak. The world isn’t lookin’ too good right now.”
• “I’m not a lover of blue cheese.”
• “Don’t do that.”
• “The Burritoman?”
• “I wanna retire.”
• “– and I’ve eaten bull testicles before.”
• “My mom would do that sometimes.”
• “I’ll text you when I’m on the throne.”
• “They’re a little limp.”
• “Don’t call me baby.”
• “Everything is stars.”
• “I wanna quit right now. I wanna quit life.”
• “If your mouth tastes like my finger smells right now..”
• “It’s a tube..”
• “FULLY-LOADED BAKED POTATO!”
• “I’m not going to, because I care about my bowels.”
• “I MADE IT OFF THE ISLAND!”
• “I don’t know if I wanna rub it on the inside of my body.”
• “Guys, I hate you.”
• “Nononono, I said ___.”
• “Why does it have to smell like an anus?”
• “Something’s wrong with y’all!”
• “Do what my momma said, arms in the air!”
• “Did you do a BM?”
• “Can we come up with an equation?”
• “It’s not the penis, man.”
• “The toilets go the wrong way and your brains are backwards!”
• “You gotta eat the pied piper’s pipe?”
• “It got him banned in a couple of countries.”
• “Tongue down on this puppy?”
• “It seems sad but it’s fancy at the same time.”
• “Get your face in the area.”
• “It has a thing on it.”
• “That’s what your mom does.”
• “It’s sludge!”
• “I’ve never wanted to be pregnant so bad in my life.”
• “What is that black ball in it?”
• “It’s like eating a hose.”
• “Spiders is bacon.”
• “You just said penis.”
• “It’s so rubbery!”
• “I think it literally is a mistake.”
• “I’m afraid…. of this.”
• “This is the way the aliens impregnate all of us.”
• “These legs are hairier than mine.”
• “This is not something that should happen.”
• “It’s like the universe is in my mouth right now.”
• “I feel like there is absolutely no way this cannot be good.”
• “Yes to everyone.”
• “We gotta lubricate this voyage.”
• “You got this stuff from a can?”
• “It doesn’t have a lot of visual appeal.”
• “….I’m not your friend anymore.”

• “ it’s — getting a bit out of hand now. ”
• “ i don’t think i can keep this up much longer. ”
• “ i’m getting tired of hiding…”
• “ it sucks that i can’t kiss you in public. ”
• “ how much longer do i have to keep swallowing my desires for you. ”
• “ are you sure we will — ? ”
• “ do you think we’ll ever… be a couple-couple ? ”
• “ sometimes i’m just scared that you’re just using me. ”
• “ it’s starting to dawn on me that… the reason you might not want to come out about this is because you don’t really love me—”
• “ is this a joke to you?”
• “ i deleted all our texts. ”
• “ i can’t keep pictures of us on my phone, are you crazy? ”
• “ if anyone sees us i won’t know what to do. ”
• “ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here… ”

• “ aren’t we suppose to be a thing ? why are you flirting then ?”
• “ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here —”
• “ you sure seem to be good at ignoring the fact that we’re together. ”
• “ okay no — i can’t handle the way they keep staring at you. ”
• “ if they don’t stop hitting you up i’ll end up hitting them down. ”
• “ don’t you see any pride in the marks i left on you ? ”
• “ is this a joke to you — ?!”
• “ stop that — we’re in public. ”
• “ no, not until we get home. ”
• “ you know i can’t do this out here — stop it!”
• “ could TRY to show that you’re a little worried about this ???”

• “ d—-don’t make me moan, i don’t want anyone to catch us… ”
• “ everyone is downstairs… ~ take your pants off ”
• “ shhh…. ~ it’ll be fine baby, no one will hear us ”
• “ so what ? ~ if they see us coming out together we’ll figure something out…”
• “ i’m gonna leave so many hickeys on you… show everyone that you’re taken… ”
• “ i missed your scent…”
• “ it feels so good — being close to again… ”
• “ i’ve been thinking — about this the entire day… ”
• “ ~ sit back and let me spoil you… you went an entire day without touching me… ”
• “ kiss me… and don’t let me go ”
• “ you’re like a forbidden fruit when i can’t touch you ~ kind of sexy ”

• “ i can’t wait to show you off to the entire world… ”
• “ we’ll be the cutest couple in existence, someday ”
• “ when we come out i’m going to drown you kisses every day ”
• “ ~ if we carve our initials in a tree no one will know ”
• “ no one will notice if we hold hands under the table ~ ”
• “ one day… we’ll be able to kiss like everyone else ”
• “ i long for the day i get to hug you in the open ”

trigger warnings apply! ( mental illness, drugs and alcohol use, self-destructive behaviours, and vomiting )

“ can you make me feel like home if i tell you you’re mine. “ ” don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry. “ ” sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough. “ ” let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain, you like your girls insane. “ ” so choose your last words, this is the last time. “ ” i’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side. “ ” every time i close my eyes, it’s like a dark paradise. “ ” your soul is hunting me and telling me, that everything is fine. “ ” tell them when you find true love it lives on. “ ” but there’s no you, except in my dreams tonight. “ ” there’s no relief, i see you in my sleep. “ ” everybody’s rushing me, but i can feel you touching me. “ ” walked into the room you know you made my eyes burn. “ ”  you fit me better than my favorite sweater. “ ” you were sorta punk rock, i grew up on hip hop. “ ” baby can you see through the tears? “ ” promise you’ll remember that you’re mine. “ ” said you had to leave to start your life over. “ ” wish i may, wish i might, find my one true love tonight. “ ” do you think he/she could be you? “ ” if i pray really tight, get into a fake bar fight. “ ” i murder love in the night, watching them fall one by one. “ ” i know that what i do isn’t right, i can’t stop what i love to do. “ ” baby, i’m a sociopath, sweet serial killer. “ ” i love you just a little too much. “ ” you know i love, the thrill of the rush. “ ” baby, let your fantasies unwind. “ ” i fell asleep with visions of myself, dancing and laughing. “ ” i once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet. “ ” there’s no use in talking to people who have home. “ ” upon an unfortunate series of events saw those dreams dashed and divided. “ “ if i said i didn’t plan for it to turn out this way i’d be lying… ”

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She must be up.Christian yawned as he had just gotten off of a conference call with Japan.  A project over there wasn’t going there so well.  And the end result of the call, it was determined that he would have to pay a visit personally. He knew he had just gotten back from a previous business trip— but this – maybe she would be willing to join. They had been together for nearly two months now and things were going well. She was suiting his needs nicely and she had agreed to the terms in their arraignment.  Although, now he was wondering if it was turning into something more.

“Yes, Yes– I will be there Monday by the start of business to help resolve the situation..” He said in Japanese.  He looked to the clock it was nearly 3 am in the morning…But business took importance in all matters. No matter the time. Due, to the ever different time zones around the world. After a short while longer he stops. He had tried to play a sonnet, he hadn’t done in a while and was doing it beautifully but stopped after hearing her soft feet cross the glossy floor, he looked up.

The previous night, just as many before—he had slept in the guest room. He didn’t like sleeping with anyone so he had slipped out sometime while she was taking her shower.  One of his hard limits was touching. Even though he could touch her – it was strange for him the other way around.  Certain places— it brought back terrible memories for him.  He then saw the shirt he had put on the hook from his shower last night before bed. “Comfortable?”he said with pursed lips as a short yawn had escaped his mouth but he almost had managed to hide it – Almost.

“I know, you wish to sleep together at night, but its hard”he said as he rubbed his neck as he was tired and he was exhausted.  He had put in 20 hours of work the day prior and also added more so onward with dealing with this call from Japan and then having some “play” the night before. Maybe wasn’t such a good idea now – if he had a meeting later today as well. But this situation with Japan was unavoidable and he was still trying to get readjusted to the current timezone besides the one he was previous in as well.

“Not really but I thought you would have found out where we were meeting before you got of the quinjet.” Jason said, taking the communicator before he called in, asking who was there.

“Bunny hop east-west, 505.7.” Jason said as Natasha replied.

Jason knew no one liked her, he knew from the beginning when she constantly took his away from everyone. Over the years people grew fonder of her but she never knew who everyone really was, the one secret Jason had to keep and it killed their relationship.

He looked up as she offered the new bottle, vodka. Even Jason had limits, he shook his head and declined the bottle. He had been drinking for hours straight, it was time he stopped feeling sorry for himself.

“You have no idea.” He said softly, looking back down. “We spoke about having kids, moving in together, just having a future together and now, now I’m back to nothing.” Jase said, smashing his fist against the floor, causing the ground to shatter.