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Running her hand down her face and stopping to cover her mouth she sighed, Speaking (although muffled) slowly and deliberately. “I understand that you- Well I don’t understand per-say but I feel like I could understand that you would...”
A paused she didn’t want to come off as childish and needy again, Greedy for his attention and his love which frankly he couldn’t give at the moment. She would let her free hand fidget against the table. “...Care less about this whole situation, I know it was random and out of the blue and even though we’ve had some-- TIME -- to sit and think about it, It’s all really... new? to you”
In a sense it was new to her too, She’d only know love from the way media and others had portrayed it never really being in a serious relationship before not knowing the ups and downs all she knew was some deluded fantasy that aligned in her favor.
“I’ll be honest It’s all new to me too, I’ve been flustered and felt shy when around other people but no one quite-” She motioned with her hands. “-No one quite makes me feel how you do, It’s a burning a... And I know this is going to sound lame but, A fuzzy feeling deep inside like I have tons of butterflies going crazy inside of me, While I’m out in combat and I get forced into a hard situation where the chances of me surviving is low I- I can’t stop thinking of you, Your smile your laugh your...YOUR VOICE It’s just- Ugh...” ”...And while it’s hard to describe and convey these emotions to you I- I will never act like I have before ever again, I will never say the things I said nor even think them I just- I need you.”