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BELLE.

                                                   of this she was certain —- here was a place that she didn’t belong. strange to be in such a castle, at such an event, everything felt larger than it was. in the midst of it all, belle couldn’t help but feel SMALL. in an attempt to have a little adventure of her own, news of a ball held promise. inspired not to live her life merely reading of the heroines who took chances, this go around, she would be one.
                           a break from such a PROVINCIAL life if but only for a night. truth be told, she hadn’t expected to make it past the front doors, much less the front gate. it was but a short ride with philippe, a stammered excuse that her carriage was in the midst of a repair. the excuse even sounded silly in her mind as it came out of her mouth, but they’d gone for it.
                                                   once her cloak had been removed and taken to be set aside, the young woman followed the sounds of music &&. chatter towards the ballroom. while she had a dress all her own, it wasn’t nearly as fancy as those she saw that seemed to somehow stand out even amongst the positively outlandish decor. like nothing she’d ever seen before, it truly was another world entirely.
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                           fingertips glazed over the bannister in her decent as those danced in unison down below. a flitter of nerves hit the pit of her stomach, growing increasingly aware of her posture. oh god, did she even know how to dance ?? her thoughts began to carry her away as slowly, she blended into the crowd. a sense of anxiousness she’d been a stranger to until this point. allowing her feet to take control of the movement, as those thoughts simply took in the evening – that look of A W E never quite fading out from her expression.

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                         the   pattern  of  the  night  was  always  the  same.  it  was  on  his  command  -  a  click  of  his  fingers  -  that  the  soirée  began.

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                         almost  immediately  it  seemed,  adam’s  hall  was  filled  with  dancing,  brightly  clad  revellers.  they  swirled  about  the  place,  the  sparkle  of  their  gowns  &&  jewels  dizzying  to  the  eye.  on  a  raised  platform,  maestro  cadenza  was  coaxing  a  tune  out  of  his  harpsichord  that  set  hearts  thumping  &&  feet  moving  faster.  to  the  maestro’s  left,  madame  de  garderobe,  whose  operatic  voice  soared  above  the  heads  of  the  crowd,  the  perfect  accompaniment  to  her  husband’s  music.  adam  himself  sat  above  it  all,  for  the  first  part  of  the  evening,  at  least.  seated  on  his  throne,  it  was  from  this  lofty  height  that  he  surveyed  his  guests,  deciding  which  of  them  was  most  deserving  of  his  company  tonight.

                         he  finally  deigned  to  descend  &&  mingle,  taking  the  arm  of  a  pretty  little  thing  who  had  caught  his  fancy.  unfortunately,  the  girl’s  eagerness,  her  excitement at  being  chosen,  showed  all  too  clearly  in  her  face,  &&  in  the  way  she  immediately  began  to  prattle  on  about  her  admiration  for  him.  if  she  was  trying  to  make  a  good  impression,  she  was  f a i l i n g  -  whilst  adam  LOVED  to  be  adored,  he  couldn’t  help  finding  it  cloying  at  such  close  quarters.  he cast  his  gaze  around,  already  wishing  for  another  partner.

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                         her,  adam  immediately  decided,  as  his  eyes  locked  onto  another young woman,  who  in  stark  contrast  to  all  others   looked  to  be  trying  ( rather  unsuccessfully  ) to blend  into the  crowd.

                        she  was  in  no  uncertain  terms  the  most  beautiful  girl  he  had  seen  all  evening,  perhaps  all  his  life  (  which  was  a  grand  claim indeed,  considering  the  number  of  eligible  ladies  that  were  continually  sent  his  way  ).  it  struck  him,  however,  that  she  looked,  completely  &&  utterly,  out  of  place.  she  had  a  look  of  wonder in  her  eyes,  as  if  she  had  suddenly  been  transported  to  another  world  -  &&  that  dress,  it  was  as  plain  as  she  was  lovely.

                        with  a  smug  expression,  adam  thoughtlessly  handed  off  his  present  partner  to  another  gentleman.  he  made  his  way  over  to  the  girl  who’d  caught  his  eye,  &&  extended  a  hand  out  to  her.

          ❛          dance with me?          ❜  it  was  a  command  framed  in  a  question.

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‘ i once wished you’d leave me alone, but i take it back. ’

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      the   castle  had   never  looked   this   beautiful.  lonely,  halfway   to   ruin,   it  was,   in  this   moment,  outshining  every  memory   he  had  of  it.   even   the  lavish   parties   he’d  once  held,   with  the   castle  all  alight  &&  filled   with   the  cheer  of  three  hundred   guests.   right   now,  there  was  something   like  hope,   real  hope   (  though  he  was  still  hesitant  to  call  it  for  what   it  was  ),  imbuing   the  walls  of  his  lifelong   home,  radiating  outwards.  &&  it  was   all   thanks  to  her.  BELLE.   his  feelings  towards   her  hadseemed   increasingly  more  complicated   lately,  but  looking  at  her  now  (  stealingglances  out  of  the   corner  of  his  eye,  more  like  ),  it  seemed   all   too   simple.

      her  words   had  broken   the  silence  shared  by  only   them  &&   the  stars   that  wheeled  above,  &&  the   admission  had  surprised  him.  it  was  bold,  &&  while  encouraging,  seemed   to  ask   for  a  like  statement  in  return.  but  what   could   he   say?

      the  passage  of  a  few  weeks,  &&  she   seemed  now  to  move  about   the   place  as if   it  were   home.  SHE   COULD  BE  HAPPY  HERE   –  the  thought   crept   into  his   mind,  unbidden.  WITH   YOU.   but   he   needed   to   be   sure,   needed  to  know  that  she   wasn’t  still   there  because  she  thought   that   she   owed  him  still.  he  might  have  saved  her   life  once,  but  in  a  way,  they   were  equal,  on  that   front  at   least   (  certainly  not  on  others  ),  because  she’d  saved  his life  simply  by  making  it  worth  living.   he  had  to   tell  her,  he   knew   that.  the   moment   was  perfect.  it  was  just   the   two  of  them,  there,  out   on  the  balcony.  but  he  was  afraid.  he’d   be   baring  himself  to  her  in   a  way   he  wasn’t  sure   he’d  ever  done  with   anyone,  much  less  someone  whose  opinion  of   him  mattered  so  much.  the  words  caught  in  his  throat,  stranded  while  he   struggled  to   build  up  his  nerve.

      beast  towered  over   her,  which  made   it  hard  to  decipher   belle’s  expression  when  she  had   her  head  turned  down   like   this.  but   no,   that  was  most  certainly  a   smile,  what  he  could  see  of  her  mouth   tilted  upwards,   &&   it  started  up  a   flurry  of  butterflies   in  his  stomach.  what   light  was   spilling   out  of  the  ballroom   was  dimming,  &&  in   the  silence   between   them  he   could   hear  the  sounds   of  his  servants   retreating.  now  it  truly  was  just  the  two  of  them.   he  could say  anything  at   all   in   comfort,  but  that  thought  was  anything   but  comforting.

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      nervous  tension  was  crashing  down  upon   him.  should  he   draw  closer   to  her?   what  did  he  say?   it  wasn’t  as   if  he  hadn’t  talked  to  girls   before  –  had   talked   to  princesses   before,  beautiful  ones,  had  considered   himself  smooth,  charming,   likable.  that  last  one  almost  caused  him  to  snort  out  loud.

      but,   it  was   different  now.  she   was   like   no  one   he’d   ever  met;   he  had  become  several  different   things  between   then  &&  now,    &&  he  was   going   to  become   a  million   &&   one   unravelling  threads  next  ).  &&  of   course,   he  had  never  said   anything   like   what   he   was  trying  to  say   now.   his  right  paw,   hovering  over  her   left  hand  on  the  balustrade,  finally  settled  down  with   as  much   gentleness  as  he   could  muster.  the  contact  was  enough   to  shake  him  into  speaking.

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      ❛          belle,   belle.   are  you…  HAPPY,  here  with   me?          

      he   held  his   breath.  the  impulse   to  hold  her   close,  as  close  as  they   had  been  when  they  were  dancing,  grew,   but   at   the  same   time,  he  wanted  to  retreat   until  his   back   hit  the   wall  of   the   castle,  afraid  of   the   answer.  he  loved  this  girl,  but  he   wouldn’t  be   convinced  she   held  positive  feelings  for  him  until  he  heard  her  say  it.  &&  even   then,  he  might  not  b e l i e v e   it.

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‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you. ’

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       MORBID.   a  perfectly  apt  term  to  apply  to  anything  that  concerned  him.  together, the  words  made  him  think  of  seeking  out  shadows  in  the  night,   observing  creepy  things  with  spindly  legs,   following  disembodied  voices  off  of  the  beaten track.   his  shape  must  fascinate  her   &&   make  her  feel  sick  all  at  once,  as  such things  did.   not  exactly  a  comforting  thought. 

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       beast  could  almost  see  the  questions  ticking  over  behind  her  eyes,  each  one  more  pressing  than  the  last.   he  finally  answered,  in  a  voice  that  conveyed  less offence,  more  tired  resignation.   ❛          yes,  well,  i  suppose  there’s  no  point  asking  you  to  stop  staring  at  me  as  though  i  were  an  insect  in  a  BELL  JAR,  then.          ❜
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