[pvt]

good

glad thats worked out

…

ill see you later

jades vvisitin

[pvt]

I. Yeah. Sorry, again.

I’ll see you around, yeah. 

[pvt]

plenty of reason but youre placing that mistrust on literally evveryone an evverythin you happen to cross paths wwith

its unhealthy an its goin to bite you in the ass nea

that said wwould you quit tryin to use the one time evvent in the past as an excuse to keep lyin to me?

i wwant the truth from you from noww on

an if its somethin you cant tell me because of your wworld just say its not somethin to discuss at home an ill understand

no more of this vvague hintin bullshit

just be upfront wwith me

thats all im askin

okay?

[pvt]

I’m not using it as an excuse to keep lying, I’m explaining that I have a reason for doing shit. 

But, yes, alright. I’ll give you the truth from now on and if I can’t I’ll tell you. I promise, I will. You deserve as much. 

[pvt]

the actions of one do not speak for all nea

and theres a difference betwween tellin someone you killed a man vversus oh hey im an entirely different species oops sorry i didnt tell you

if you had been remotely similar to the demons of my wworld wwhen i fed from you nea

i could havve died

so its not just me bein mad you lied to me

your lyin risked my life 

i believve i havve evvery right to be a little pissed 

an dont you dare go oh but you didnt so its totally okay! 

because its not

yes you didnt knoww

yes its my fault you didnt knoww

but its also yours because i fed wwith the impression you wwere human

maybe thatll get through your head

[pvt]

The actions of one don’t speak for all, yes, but it’s not an uncommon occurrence in my timeline, alright? That one time just taught me the lesson and I paid dearly for it, dude. I have plenty of reason to be mistrusting. 

Ok, I will admit it was my fault for the feeding and that one’s completely on me. I didn’t know any better and I was trying to help, but it could’ve hurt you and I’m sorry for that. 

gardenofsleep:

If that’s the case, I can definitely relate.

For example, anything that Bryce Papenbrook has done is god awful.

With the exception of his role in Durarara, but he just barely passes in that one.

Truer words couldn’t have been said, my dude. His role in Durarara was.like barely alright. 

Alright but, at least Papenbrook doesn’t face the weird rep that Miyano does because apparently people think Miyano’s got some fucking sexy voice or something. But he doesn’t. It’s just. No. 

[pvt]

so youre paranoid and suspicious id purposefully harm you?

are you fuckin kiddin me leiko???

can you hear how stupid you sound right now?

i think youre better off wwithout me then

i cant date someone wwho cant trust me

thats not howw relationships wwork

thats not howw friendships wwork

[pvt]

I’m not being stupid, it’s reasonable. I trusted a “friend” for ten whole fucking years, dude. I lived with this guy for ten fucking years and I ended up being betrayed by him-- it’s completely reasonable to be at least a little suspicious by this point. 

It’s not that I don’t trust you, I do. Just not completely, alright. Friends and couples don’t always trust each other completely. There’s still trust there, it’s just not 100%, maybe like 80%, and things work out just fine then. You wouldn’t trust all of your friends with your deepest darkest secrets, would you?

[pvt]

and ivve heard about howw you fight nea

i dont see wwhy youre so scared

its not like any of us wwould havve done somethin to you or evven remotely havve any form of connections in your timeline

as for the other twwo, touche, ill leavve that be

[pvt]

It’s not just the fighting bit, dude. Sure I fight well but it doesn’t matter because in this timeline if I let my guard down I’ll be assaulted in every sense of the word. 

Yes, but I don’t know that, not for sure anyways. Things change over time and you may have more influence than you think. Plus knowing is always another set of power that can bring problems. And maybe it seems like it won’t but you never fucking know dude.

What’s the difference in knowing to you, anyways? I’m literally still me. The insistence on knowing can easily be interpreted as an intention for harm. 

gardenofsleep:

The fact that you’re unsettled by a voice actor just makes him a good voice actor.

It’s not even that my man. He’s just got an off fucking voice like. Something about it rubs me the wrong way, it’s horrible 

mm

regardless

[pvt]

so wwhy all the secrets and lies?

you sure seem to havve no issues wwith anyone else knowwin as far as ivve seen wwhen it comes to suspicions

[pvt]

Well, my dude, I think I’d alluded to this before. For protection. You’ve been to my timeline, I can’t afford to be telling people the truth. 

Alright I’m going to have to stop you there. There is literally only two other people who know. One, Athena and I didn’t even tell her, she just figured it out on her own somehow, I don’t even know. Two, Dirk but that was because he saved my life and found out that way. There’s no one else who does and it’s because I do have an issue with people knowing. It’s not just you. 

hilarious nea

wwe still need to talk is all an youvve been avvoidin me like the plague

Well yeah, we do. I’ll be straight up though, I wasn’t avoiding you. At least not this time, I was just waiting for you dude. 

@gardenofsleep replied to your post: I know nothing about Tokyo Ghoul but the purple…

Somewhere out there someone is shaking their fist at all the overly dramatic characters Miyano has voiced over the years.

It’s me, I’m the person fucking shaking their fist at Miyano’s work. It’s so perturbing.

@gardenofsleep

likin my stuff still i see

amazin

Well, you know. It’s just a casual like or am I not up and allowed to like your shit? 

@gardenofsleep

@gardenofsleep replied to your post: Guess who’s back. Back again.

You passed the test.

Oh shit, did I get an A? I’m so proud.