Learning to love doing art again!!!!!

hrnnfdhfjsdf i want to get back into art finally please brain let me draw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i almost resubbed to photoshop because I couldn’t recreate the feeling of my favourite brush for the longest time, but i tried importing my stash of photoshop brushes into clip studio again and everything’s good again

alynissia -> bryssart

Changed my username! I’m going to tidy up my blog finally and I’m slowly getting back into art

Within in the next week or so, I’m going to do a bit of a cleanup on this blog and maybe change my username (as I think it’s time to change to something else).

I’m also trying to work on getting back into the swing of art fully, and art that I can post. I also have quite a list of things to work on and a bunch of people I need to message (I’m very sorry it’s been so long, I have not forgotten it’s been in my brain this entire time).

To be honest I’ve been very burnt out after graduation from a game art course a few years ago, and just in between mental health and unrealistic expectations for myself and... Well... The world events; I’ve been stuck with quite a bit of guilt and doubt for a long time and I want to change that. I’m still scared as fuck to face a few of the issues that stop me from doing art, but I hope it’s not as bad as I think.

I’ve been..... messing around in Blender to get my motivation for art back,,,,

Calithilêl for @nightelftrash

Decided to deem it done for now! My first proper exploration into Blender (other than using it to import my models for TS4 CC in the past)! Learnt a lot and I feel a bit better using it even though my process is now jumbled dshfjsdhfdjf

Anyways I love their gremlin writer child!!!

I am momentarily and tentatively here again....

Here was a picture of his void elf I had done for an IRL friend’s birthday last year in July!

A project I started, that I’m hoping to work on in between doing commissions, giveaway prizes (ones for tumblr are WAY OVERDUE because last year was a SHIT year) and (most importantly) class work

My void elf (who uses they/them) and lightforged draenei (she/they)! they’re both gay (for each other)

An incredibly rushed painting for my IRL friend of his undead death knight!

It was a lot of fun but oh man a lot of work. 

Commission of Tevrugos for the cool @tevruden​

Thank you again for being incredibly patient, and commissioning me again with your awesome blue dragon!!✨✨

I had so much fun with this!

Commission of Vaesha for @vaesha-draecon , her Breton Vampire from the Elder Scrolls!

As part of my very quick and cheap commissions sale (/thing? idk) to help me regain motivation and out of my slight art slump.

Oh man it’s been awhile since I’ve painted her and I had a blast with this! Like last time I painted her was back in 2014, and man looking back I’ve improved quite a bit!

Thank you again for commissioning me! ;___;

I’ve been feeling just a tad burnt out and bummed, so I did some landscapes of Durotar, Eversong, and Un’goro (minus the dinosaurs) from memory

I also flopped Durotar, just because the sky isn’t even blue there, bc I looked at a ref, straight after doing the painting ;____;

Avivia, Night Elf Feral Druid, 3D sculpt for @nightelftrash​ All handsculpted in ZbrushCore! (and took about ~two evenings or so (?) 

because she’s awesome (and most Adorable), first of all. But she also gifted me Mischief the fel kitty and I Had To Repay Her. And fight her with this. SO I HOPE THAT YOU LIKE THIS! I had a lot of fun with it despite occasional errors, and thank u for letting me steal her for practicing more with 3D sculpting! (I don’t like the arms, next time I’m making them a separate mesh (for some time at least) instead of dicking around with masking and taking at least a couple of minutes to mask them r i p)

Demon Hunter Tevruden, commission for @tevruden _______________________________________________________ This was a blast to work on and enjoyed painting him again, this time when he's eaten so many a demons. So many. I hope this was worth it! And thank you for commissioning me and being so patient omfg ;___;

Helathren, Night Elf Paladin, commission for @finifuge / @vegetron 

;___; Thank you so much for commissioning me! And putting up with me doing quite a bit (she’s just too inspiring and I’ve wanted to do a picture of her for ages!)

<3

Commission of Lethee for @levicopter

Thank you so much for commissioning me and letting me draw your hugging and hugable night elf druid cutie!! <3 I had a lot of fun with this! <3 ;___;

10000000/10 would hug!