Dear diary, I did something. It was very, very wrong. I know it was but my question is: how can something so wrong feel so right? I kissed Damon. Louise Gilbert & Damon Salvatore in The Tangled Diaries

He took a step towards her, watching her warily, observing every shift of her weight from foot to foot. "I want to apologise." "Damon…" "Please. Louise, feeding you my blood, I was wrong. You didn't deserve that." Louise nodded in agreement. "Yes, you were." Tangled Diaries 2.22 'As I Lay Dying'

 Damon/Louise + Recurring Themes and Symbolism → The Crow The crow: Damon compelled the crow to spy on people for him, particularly Louise.

 Damon/Louise + Recurring Themes and Symbolism → The Necklace Louise’s necklace: even though Stefan was the one to give Louise her necklace to protect her again Damon (the power of compulsion, specifically), it became more of a symbol of Damon and Louise’s relationship. Louise told Damon her necklace makes her feel safe and he has always returned it to her when she thinks it's lost.

"At first I didn't want to rock the boat and admit that I'd compelled you to forget something when you had no way of knowing if I was telling the truth. And after a while it seemed...insignificant." "Insignificant?" she repeated, incredulous now as she stared at him "You don't think I'd want to remember the first time my boyfriend and I met?" Tangled Diaries 3.22 'The Departed' / 4.01 'Growing Pains' / 6.02 'Yellow Ledbetter'

"I've got something for you." Damon announced, turning around abruptly and pulling something from his pocket. The vervain necklace shone bright under the moonlight as he held it out toward her. She stood with her back against his car, trapping her on one side, and his body creating a barrier on the other. However, she didn't mind it. "I know how important it is to you." "You don't," she replied, as she stared at the necklace in all its simplicity. "Not really." Tangled Diaries 6.02 'Yellow Ledbetter' (1.11 'Bloodlines' flashback)

"At first I didn't want to rock the boat and admit that I'd compelled you to forget something when you had no way of knowing if I was telling the truth. And after a while it seemed...insignificant." "Insignificant?" she repeated, incredulous now as she stared at him "You don't think I'd want to remember the first time my boyfriend and I met?" Tangled Diaries 3.22 'The Departed' / 4.01 'Growing Pains' / 6.02 'Yellow Ledbetter'

Everyone knows... Louise Gilbert and Damon Salvatore in Tangled Diaries

"You mean this never goes away?" she asked, her eyes widening as she stared at him, panicked over the idea that she'd have to deal with the crippling bloodlust on a permanent basis. "I'm going to feel like this forever?" "No." Stefan promised. "No, it gets better, but it's going to take a while. Drinking helps." Tangled Diaries 4.01 'Growing Pains'

NEW CHAPTER!!

Tangled Affair, Chapter 6 'Smells Like Teen Spirit' found here: FF.NET

sneak peak...

"Louise, did you hear what I said?" Bonnie demanded in a low voice as she glanced nervously at the passing throng of students. "I had the dream. Again. That makes four times."

"I know, I heard you." Louise murmured, preparing to explain yet again that she was very much human and - if Damon had anything to say about it - very much going to stay that way.

"That's all you can say?" she asked incredulously.

"What do you want me to say?" Louise countered. Lowering her voice, she inched closer. "It's just a dream, Bonnie."

"But what if not?" she pressed, grabbing Louise's arm. "What if it's..."

"A prophesy?" Louise concluded, raising a brow. "Bonnie, come on, we've been over this. If this was anything other than some kind of trauma induced nightmare it would have happened already."

After a long pause during which the parking lot continued to empty, Bonnie offered a small shrug, mumbling. "I know." A moment later, however, the urgency was back. "It's getting more detailed, though. I can, like, smell the blood and when you wake up, you're-"

"You know what dream." she replied. "The one where I turn-" Damon kissed her before she could say more, pulling her tight against him as he tried to make her forget everything else by the way he could make her feel. Louise put up a token protest before succumbing to his demanding and skilled mouth. He slipped his hand behind her head and slanted his mouth over hers to taste her fully. Tangled Diaries 3.06 'Smells Teen Spirit'

NEW CHAPTER!!

Tangled Affair, Chapter 5 'The Reckoning' found here: FF.NET WATTPAD

sneak peak...

"I get that you're mad at Stefan or whatever, but compelling him to do all that isn't necessary and you can't convince me otherwise."

He had the gull to shrug - ever the picture of nonchalance. "I just invited him to the party, love. He's the only dancing on the table."

"Just stop." she said, the plea in those liquid brown eyes as clear as day. She sounded weary, tired even. "Why can't you just leave? Isn't it enough that you're a hybrid?"

Klaus shook his head. "To walk this earth the only one of your species is not a curse I'd wish on others. And I will not endure it any longer either. Bonnie will give me answers and if it means your sister should meet her ends at my hands, then that is to be her fate."

Louise let out a heavy breath and shook her head. She slumped over the closest work table, her arms tightly gripping at the edge of the table the only thing that was seemingly centring her. But then she did something that was strange - completely out of character.

She gave a resigned sigh, like she was accepting the situation for what it was, and the very sound of it made the hybrid's brows furrow. Louise was stubborn, immensely so, and he had been so ready for her to fight him tooth and nail.

"Okay. I understand."

EDEN BARNES › losing her religion

disclaimer: these do not reflect my opinions on religion, this is strictly within the context of christianity in the Supernatural universe as my character Eden experiences it.

You know, it amazes me that you can make comments like that after the week we've had. How do you do that? Easy. I'm an ass. It took years to practice and honing, but here I stand today and I'm proud to admit I've perfected the craft. I could teach you if you wanted. Ahh, no thanks, I mean you pull it off so well, I'd just be a disappointment to you. Tangled Diaries 2.11 'By The Light Of The Moon'

Louise stared at him. Blood flamed in her face. When she managed to get the words out, they came out in a whisper. "What - price?" His smile gleamed in the darkness. "A few minutes of your time, Louise. An hour or so spent with me, alone." Tangled Diaries 3.11 'Our Town'

"I don't know." Damon admitted, hating his weakness and the fact he was contradicting a promise he'd made to her. "But I never lied to you. I meant what I said, I want you with me forever. I've always wanted that, it's just...Killing you? I don't know if I ever would have been ready for that, Louise." A spark of gratitude to Alaric for taking the decision out of his hands snuck up on him. "Then again, if I'd turned you like you'd asked, none of this would have happened." Tangled Diaries 4.07 'My Brother's Keeper'

Tangled Diaries 3.06 'Smells Teen Spirit'