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“What’ll it be, bucko? Do you want your drink SHAKEN or STIRRED?”
It didn’t matter that she was offering him HOT-CHOCOLATE, and traditionally, that particular beverage should neither be shaken or stirred. He had SHAKEN her to her very core when he had abandoned her, and he had STIRRED her up last night in the bathroom. She had led him to the kitchen of the Southeast manor, only to move about freely, spinning and dancing from cabinet to cabinet, allowing him to speak what was on his mind, her movements fluid as if she could wash away whatever emotional impact he had on her. She felt as if the moment she sat still, looked into his eyes and listened, it would be over.
So she kept moving, busying herself with making them both something to drink. Hopefully something that would wash down the lump in her throat.
His words brought her to a pause, fingers trembling over the stove briefly, only to reach and turn off the flame, drink abandoned, just as her attempts to manage to pretend she was unaffected.
“... I’m ALWAYS yours.” She murmured softly, movement coming to a pause, skirt falling flat against leggings as she peered over her shoulder to look at him. She had said it before, and she would say it as many times as he needed to hear it: SHE WAS HIS. HIS, HIS, HIS. She couldn’t help herself when it came to him. She never had been able to. She would love him until it KILLED her, and that was something she had accepted long ago.
“... I just...” Gaze shifting to the ceiling, as if she could find answers there. “... And... I KNOW this must be hard for you. I’m not trying to belittle that one tinsie tiny bit... It’s just...” She took a shaking breath, small smile curling on her lips.
HOW LUCKY SHE WAS TO FEEL SO STRONGLY FOR HIM TO BE IN SUCH PAIN OVER SOMETHING SO SMALL.
“... I’m pretty bad at being apart from you.” She laughed a little at herself-- Because this was LAUGHABLE, really. “I thought you had broken me when you stopped talking to me, but each day we’re apart I feel a little less of a whole piece... And... I gave you my everything already... So I’m worried I have nothing more to give.”