im going to be 22 this year and talking about it still hurts

i dont know why i try

he says hes never going to be like him™ but he just yelled at me in front of our friend and then dismissed himself to our room

all because i brought up the topic of how i want to be more active and feel healthy again

and now im the bad guy

im the one who ruined the whole day

I'm into a girl who wants nothing to do with me (: i hate myself

im a shitty girlfriend and i dont deserve anything