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but not to me.

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ATTENTION:

The process of me transferring my fics over to my other blog( @sihastellar ) is about to commence.

This will be the last week that this blog is up. After this, this blog will be deleted for good. 

Thank you to those of you that have followed and kept up. I am going to finish up the rest of my fics once they are home where they belong. 

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*peeks out from under rock*

Oh hey guys.

I have decided that I will eventually delete this blog and move all my fics to my main account @sihastellar.

Once all of my fics are home, I will finish up the works that I have abandoned.

I will make a week advance notice on when this blog will be deleted. Thank you all for sticking by.

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Anonymous asked:

I've been looking for Equilibrium and Empress of Fire for FOREVER and it turns out I wasn't following you. I'M SO GLAD I FOUND YOU I'VE LOVED YOUR FICS SO MUCH AAAAAAA

Aww thank you so much! I’m looking back at them now and I’m like gah I need to rewrite them sometime. :3 thanks for the support!

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Why didn’t you continue dose of desire :( ?

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My computer got fucked. I lost interest in the fandom and I couldn’t find the motivation to continue it. :/

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Anonymous asked:

EQUILIBRIUM IM SO RATTLED I CANT WAIT FOR WHAT HAPPENS NEXT OMG SO GOOD

thanks hun, i know this is probably months old but im glad you like this story. :3

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REYLO ➭ Hades & Persephone AU. | REYLO WEEK, day 4: mythology

this is unbelievably poetic on so many levels like

the world life, coming from the dark side of a waning moon, as a reminder [that will be the main theme of the photoset] that nothing is 100% good or evil

death and decay that feeds new life, featuring kylo and rey’s faces split in the theme colours of red and white [dark and light tendencies?]. both are surrounded by stars/flowers, and kylo’s theme of death and decay create rey as a new spring of life [as the awakening of the force]

warmth and cold, both as flowers, both on theme colours

peace as a starry sky, violence as pure black. peace being here linked to both life and death and decay with the stars, violence as a complete void. the true darkness isn’t the natural processes of death and decay, it is violence.

at the end, the classic BALANCE picture, with the thoughtful addition of the skull to serve as kylo and rey’s memento mori. ‘remember you’ll die, kylo! remember you’ll die, rey. and it’s okay. death is as part of the balance as it is life.’

10/10 im fucking amazed, its one of the most thoughtful pieces this fandom has ever thrown on our faces

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Wow! I absolutely loved the new chapter of Equilibrium! It’s so, so good! Can you please tag me in? I love your story so much, it’s one of my favorites! I’d be completely honored if you did. Thank you!

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Awww you’re such a sweetheart. And yes, I’ll add you to the tag list darling!

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Equilibrium

Warnings: The angst is real in this one. 
Word Count: 4922
A/N: So two months later and I finally finished this chapter. I hope that those of you who keep up with this fic enjoy this chapter. If I’m being honest, I actually enjoyed this one alot. 

Chapter 14: Confrontation

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Sometimes I hate the ways this world works

How we all end up hurting the person who loves us the most .

How from all the emotions love has turned into the most manipulative one and trust into the most doubted one.

How the quiet ones are always judged .

How the talkative ones are always perceived as fake, childish or too happy for their own good.

How the pain and hurt are so common and smiles are so fake and rare.

How we have to pretend that we don’t care about our heart by turning so cold towards emotions that we actually end up killing it.

How nights are no longer for sleeping but crying alone hiding away from everyone.

How we are no more excited for new days because all we have to do is behave like a machine and wear the mask that people love and deep down we hate.

How passions are turning into side hobbies and study is not about knowledge but about jobs and money.

How people are scary than ghosts and monster don’t hide under the beds but inside us.

How our eyes are no longer readable and our lips have nothing to do with saying of our soul and heart.

How death seems easy to most of us than life.

How we all know all these and many more things like this but we do not care because it’s not the way our world work

How this world is ‘our’ and how 'we’ all have created all these ways but each and every one of us suffers because of one and many of these ways.

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Aww baby, we are going to miss you so much, but I support your decision no matter what. I loved your fics, (especially angst ones) but you should do what you like, don't force yourself to do something you don't want. Love you :)

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I’m not going anywhere hun, no worries. :3 I do like writing, especially for Equilibrium because thats my baby, and I do want to finish it, just sometimes I lose inspiration. 

Either way, I’m sticking around. Just thought you all should know because I love you all and you deserve an explanation.

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I’m working on Equilibrium and I keep misspelling Leia.

Why?

Because my bff’s name is Reah, and I’ve got her name saved as PRINCESS REAH ORGANA AND I KEEP SPELLING LEIA LEAH.

>_>

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