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pirates and angels and demons oh my (plus robots)

@robotsnchicks / robotsnchicks.tumblr.com

Perpetually sleep deprived and hangry fangirl. Call me RC or Kate. Multifandom blog with OFMD, Good Omens, SPN, Pacific Rim, Star Trek, other scifi fandoms and robots. 18+ only due to occasional NSFW content. No ship hate here. Beautiful icon by oriley42
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sharkfish

like most people i hate doing this (especially since i've barely written this year lol), but i need a new (well, refurbished) phone and have had to return two "new" ones already because apparently i don't have enough dollars to get one that doesn't suck. i think with a little more money i would find much better options!!

(i feel like this is almost a frivolous ask when so many people are in a rough spot, but a lot of folks have patreons these days so...)

also if you have a suggestion for an inexpensive phone with a good camera & battery life, please share!!! i am not committed to a specific OS. :)

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sharkfish

ace incubus in search of sustenance

Rating: Teen Words: 2,687 Tags: Incubus Castiel, Demons Are Known, Human Dean Winchester, Demon Castiel, Asexual Castiel (Supernatural), Asexual Character, Wings, Horns, Cuddling & Snuggling, Naked Cuddling, Kissing

Dean’s hand reaches to guide Cas’s chin into another kiss. This feels like the fore-warning to satiation, the promise of a rich meal to come, and Cas’s wings curve forward to hold Dean closer to him.

So I was telling shark about this show I was watching with an ace succubus type character and how I had never seen it before but it was angsty...and they reminded me that they had written this gorgeous soft piece years ago. 

It is amazing and glorious and so so soft and sweet and lovely so go read it now and join me in the happy feels!

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tiktaalic

You know what’s crazy. MARY’s the one who revers the car. John snaps “I wouldn’t have given you the damn thing if I thought you wouldn’t take care of it.” Mary runs her hand gently over the doors and says “hi sweetheart. Remember me?” John gets a big dumb pickup when he needs another car. Mary gets a blue mustang with white stripes. As always. Dean is most his mother when he’s trying to be his father

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seeing people get excited over tumblr maybe possibly allowing porn again is like watching charlie brown line up to kick that football

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no one ever loved stede before ed, really and fully and deeply and in a my life won't ever be the same without you kind of way and thats not a knock on alma and louis, but they're kids, they adapt, and stede was kind of absent as a dad.

but stede grew up so unloved, so uncared for, so brutally shut down on every social level, that even when he irks me and irritates me and i demand that he do the work of self-improvement i understand that he is coming from such a lonely, hurt place. stede's spent his whole life sans the kind of love that comes from acceptance and understanding and being wanted not in spite of yourself but because of yourself, and it's why he finds it so easy to take himself out of people's lives - because he is convinced, deep down, that he is so inherently wrong and unwanted and ruinous that surely he can't be missed.

alma being furious with him was probably a shock, because he never imagined anyone would miss him. mary and louis' reactions were what he expected but they still cut to the quick.

ed's reaction? stede isn't going to be anything close to ready. no one's ever loved him enough to be destroyed by his absence.

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glamaphonic

it never for a single second occurs to him that ed would genuinely miss him!

like, he knows ed LIKES him. he has been forced to see that by way of ample evidence. but even all of those things, that ed seems to enjoy his company, that ed considers him a friend, that ed wants to help him, stede still doesn't put it all together into anything Bigger. he doesn't think of it all as things ed feels uniquely for him. things ed would do only for him. he is utterly unable to parse ed's sacrifices to save him at the end of the season as choices ed has willingly made out of love.

stede only sees his own failures. he only sees the idea that he is an inherently corrosive influence that destroys everything it comes into contact with. he doesn't see what ed has given; he only sees what he believes himself to have taken.

he believes himself to have diminished ed, to have, through his inherent wicked, wrongness, forced ed to become something less than what ed deserves to be. because why would stede ever think that anyone could be truly happy stripped of everything except stede's companionship?

when stede sets out after ed, i think he expects ed to be annoyed, a bit pissed off that stede didn't show up, but otherwise, going about business as usual.

because even though stede knows now that he loves ed, he doesn't know that ed loves him back.

the idea that ed does, that he feels it as strongly as stede does, that he was utterly heartbroken by stede leaving, is going to turn stede's entire world upside down.

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