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A Container for Randomness

@moirica / moirica.tumblr.com

So you found your way to my blog. Hope you enjoy the complete randomness of it that is multi-fandom and sometimes ranty.
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Ludinus needed something “divine” to make the key work. Which is what he used Vax for. But he also had a beacon there, so why did he need Vax? Does this mean that the beacons are not actually divine like the Kryn believe?

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I think that the Luxon and the Prime Dieties are both divine but in very different ways. According to Kryn lore the Luxon came first and so imagine it a crocodile, unchanged for millennia. The Prime Dieties came later, they are the mammals of the divine. Both devine but fairly different from one another.

Which gives reason as to why Ludinus needed Vax as a sliver of the divine because the gate guarding Ruidis was ostensibly made by them and Predathos is the predator of the Prime Dieties. The Luxon might have just been to different to be the lense or much more useful as a source of power, it is presumably taking the place of the crown that the Calloway's stole.

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My mind is still reeling from last episode but I literally have SO much to say. Matt Mercer has once again blindsighted me and I have no idea how he keeps doing this shit. And the thing is, this has felt fishy from the beginning. It felt like Bells Hells were set up to fail from the moment they met Ira in that tower, they're a new group, barely breaking double digit levels, barely able to grasp teamwork and doing things together AND they're expected to somehow avert the apocalypse against the craziest group of overpowered villains CR has ever had? There was simply NO WAY they could take down Otohan, Liliana, Ratanish, Ludinus AND however many fighters they had in that excavation site without the help of Keyleth, and Keyleth being there is what eventually led to the beam working in the first place. From the very beginning there was a catch. Another shoe about to drop.

The only way they could win without Keyleth is if they knew everything that was about to happen. And THERE is the catch.

Now, I have no idea if we've been sent back in time, if time is frozen, if it's an alternative reality, but the fact that Ruidus is still on the sky makes me think that whatever the plan was, it didn't go the way they thought it was going to. Whether this means they went back in time, forward, or nowhere, I have an overwhelming feeling that we'll get to see a do-over of the Apogee Solstice.

I do not believe Matt would just stack the odds like that against them and not give them a chance to win, I also don't believe he would pulverize four beloved PCs while barely giving their players a chance to fight back. He simply wouldn't. Now what exactly they have to do is still a mystery but I can't wait to see what comes next for Bells Hells and I can't wait to see them eventually obliterate Ludinus' pretty face.

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I'm genuinely crying over how many punchlines there are on Vax being marbelized. Never change, fandom.

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Hey Rita! I don’t know how much you check tumblr anymore but if you see this I’d love to have a better way to contact you. Also, I’m moving to Victoria soon!! I still have your Persona 4 disc (oops). I’ll hold onto it in case you ever want it back. I hope you’re well! :3

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Hey! I hope you are doing well too! I don't check tumblr often to be honest but I still get notifications lol Better ways would either be Facebook Messenger or Line probably.

Congrats on moving soon! That's exciting!

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ki1l-claudio

im thinking about professor widogast, in a tweed coat with patched elbows, grading papers with a cat on his lap, his door always open to any student who needs it.

about a living room cluttered with books and paper and all manner of components, two wizards passed out on top of each other on an old sofa after finally cracking that one arcane equation.

about essek’s disguises subtly showing age, mirroring caleb’s, so they can still walk together arm in arm through the city.

I’m thinking about a ship’s wedding, tables piled high with sweets, and orly officiating. A green cloaked figure appears in the back, and later guests argue over whether it was really there at all.

about the home for orphans they build in nicodranas, which takes in, loves, and protects every child who comes through its doors, so none of them ever feel disposable.

about how the stories of captain tusktooth spread, and turn to legend, and every version includes the blue skinned she-devil who loved and fought by his side.

im thinking about a new baby on Veth’s hip, dark skinned and curly haired, and the proud, frantic message to Caleb after Yeza walks in on her magically making the flame of a candle dance.

about a family apothecary, underneath a large apartment, which almost blows up about once a week until someone (Yeza) decides they need somewhere else for their experiments, and they invest in a warehouse down by the docks.

about Grandma Veth in a rocking chair, brown braids now grey, delighting small children with exciting, gory tales of daring adventure, which she will tell at any opportunity.

im thinking about a cottage somewhere beautiful, which always smells like fresh baking because Yasha is learning. Before too long, her bugcakes become legend for miles around.

about nights that arent so good, when Beau comes home late after a frustrating day or Yasha wakes from a nightmare, breathing heavy, and how one of them will hold the other close until they wake in the morning to a new day that doesn’t feel nearly as hopeless, because they know they have eachother.

about a wedding in the blooming grove officiated by caduceus, and decorated in wildflowers. As soon as the ceremony ends, the sky goes grey, and everyone runs inside except for the brides, who stand kissing in the pouring rain.

im thinking about a caduceus who spends his days doing what he loves the most, tending the earth and occasionally exploring the world, splitting time between his two families.

about an old pirate king who ventures inland as he feels himself dying, asking the Clays if he can be buried in the blooming grove, because he trusts them not to let anyone mess with his body, and, besides, he wants to be buried among friends.

about the graves that slowly fill, each in their time. Generations of Clays know to keep the ninth one empty until, centuries later, an old elf takes his place.

i’m thinking about the Nein, the Nine, and how their journey all together may have come to a close, but the rest of their lives are still to come, and those lives are bright.

i’m thinking about how each of them, in their own ways, will leave the world better than they found it.

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cannot stop thinking about some Solstryce Academy freshman in 10-20 years being like, “…and for Transmutation 101 I have Widogast. He seems kinda dry, lecture-wise, but there was a cat on his desk the whole time so, like, pretty good?”

“Oh hell yeah!” says the other student in the cafeteria. “You got Widogast? I’m so jealous. I heard he nearly gets fired or even arrested like every other year for treasonous rhetoric.”

What.

“Yeah! Also, the cat. He has like three I think.”

A third student leans across the table to speak in an undertone. “I heard he used to be a Volstrucker.”

“Volstruckers aren’t real,” scoffs Student B. “What’s real is he - ” They lean in and lower their voice even more. “He and Archmage Beck used to be a thing.”

“Bullshit.”

“It’s true!”

“It’s true.” An older student, eavesdropping, leans over from the adjacent table. “I was there when she came and arrested him personally two years ago. They had tension, man. When she handcuffed him…”

“I wish Archmage Beck would handcuff me,” Student C says wistfully.

Halfway through class one day, he stops abruptly in the middle of a sentence, hand with chalk frozen at the board. Then he says, “Do not worry, Jester, I’ll be there as soon as possible. Save your spell slots; I’ll contact the others. Care for Fjord, delay if possible.” Then he puts the chalk down and looks back to the students, as he starts gathering books off his desk. “Class is dismissed - I have a family emergency to attend to. Read Chapter 15 and prepare to discuss it next week - and extra credit to the first person who can find me Expositor Lionett of the Cobalt Soul or her wife, and ask them to come immediately. Tell her Fjord’s old snake friend may be waking up at last.”

He strides out of the room without waiting for a response, books under one arm, drawing bright sigils in the air to cast a wizard’s Sending as he walks. “Old friend, do you have Teleport today, or a circle? Our captain needs urgent help, all of us. I’ll gather the ladies - can you Caduceus?”

The classroom was silent as the professor walked in. Professor Widogast looked much like he always did, though perhaps his hair a little singed, a few bandages placed haphazardly across his arms and one on his neck. He looked at his wide eyed classroom before putting his texts on his desk and sighing; he’d get no teaching done today.

“Alright, questions one at a time please,” he murmured.

Immediately every hand shot up. He pointed to a shorter student near the back, her balance shifting from side to side.

“Sorry, professor, but is it true you actually exploded a ship into a giant sea serpent like everyone’s been on about?”

It was going to be a long day.

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Here is the thing about Lucian/Molly/Kingsley. They are a perfect example of nurture and nature.

Think of it like a seed. Everyone starts off as a seed of a person and that is your nature, the little base things that will always be you. You can't just be a seed though, you have to plant the seed and depending on how it grows that is what really shapes the person.

Lucian grew up in Shadycreek Run. A lawless little town where he probably learned very early to be ruthless to survive. He also dreamed big, bigger than Shadycreek Run which is what led him to the Tomb Takers and the ruin delving. Then he finds the book and is given the future he always dreamed of. The destiny he was meant for. The destiny he fights for, even through death and back.

Mollymauk wakes up naked and alone in a shallow grave. He is a fragment of a person (a person who was the nonagon so perhaps even more than a single person really) and that has left him feeling empty. If there is one thing he can figure out though it's that whoever he was it led him to an unmarked and shallow grave so fuck that person and anything he stood for. He avoids his memories and embraces whatever is given to him. That just happens to be a circus and the flamboyant and strange people there embrace him and shape him.

Kingsley came into being much like Molly, a fragment separated from a whole(a being of thousands of souls if you think about it). So of course he starts off feeling just as empty. This time though he is surrounded by people who love and care for him, even if he doesn't quite remember them. The fact that they cared so much about who he was though makes he him think that maybe he wasn't such a bad guy. He's not that guy though, not the experiences and memories that made him. He's Kingsley. So he forges his own path and doesn't reject his past and these people that love him entirely but he has a chance to grow into his own, surrounded by friends and love and happiness.

They all came from the same seed. There are things that carry throughout all of them, the little things. It is the different circumstances that change who you are.

This character also fits so perfectly with some of the campaign's bigger themes of loss and acceptance and embracing change. Don't like who you are? Change. Be who you want to be. Be better. The past can shape you but it doesn't have to and that's beautiful.

What a beautiful character. Even if it was more bittersweet in the epilogue than some people hoped. Not everything lasts forever but change isn't always bad. Leave every place better than you found it, even yourself.

Long may he reign.

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As a foreigner living in Japan, one of the stand out aspects of 'Japan Sinks 2020' was the decision to make major characters half-japanese or foreign. It is a reflection of 2020 Japan where it is slowly creeping towards less homogeneity as the birth rate declines and more foreign workers come to Japan. It just really struck me because while you see foreigners in anime it is usually a caricature whereas the Mutoh's are just a regular family. They also didn't shy away from their foreignness, with Go often speaking English. I really enjoyed that part of the message they were trying to make with this anime.

On a side note there is also the character of Daniel, who is most definitely a slightly cringe worthy caricature of foreigners in Japan. It is not completely unfounded though because I would put money on that character being inspired in part by Mr. Yabatan. Their way of acting was just too similar.

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For weeks now I've been wondering how to react to the whole JK Rowling and Harry Potter controversy.

I read her tweets. I read her longer essay. I can see where she is coming from but I also know that she is wrong. Trans women are women, their existence does not devalue being a woman. The things JK Rowling are saying are wrong.

But where does that put me as a fan of Harry Potter. There are so many people saying they are just going to drop Harry Potter after all of this. If that's what they need to do then I can understand that. There is definitely a pressure at the moment to be doing the same though and the idea of just dropping Harry Potter seems near impossible.

There are many reasons why that is though. Of course it's a series that I grew up with. I remember reading it for the first time. Getting Goblet of Fire before a camping trip and devouring it. The midnight release for Deathly Hallows. The movie premieres. My first time going to Harry Potter world at USJ. Harry Potter has been a big part of my life.

It's not just the canon series though. When I started university I got into fanfiction and for the last 12 years of my life I'd say that at least 70% of what I read is Harry Potter fanfiction. To the point that I find it hard to remember the difference between fanon and canon. To the point that I'd rather reread a good fanfiction than the actual books.

Let's be real, after reading fanfiction for so long it's easy to see the places where JK Rowling dropped the ball on things or didn't give enough detail. There's so many stories that just do better, make Harry Potter more. I've been living in the fandom for years now. What Harry Potter is for me transcends what is the 'canon' material.

Fans have taken what we were given and made it better. I won't let JK Rowling being a TERF take that away. Which leaves me in the weird limbo I've been feeling with regards to what to do now. I don't want to support Rowling's biggoted views but I don't want to drop Harry Potter either. I guess I'll just play it by ear for bow.

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some of y'all didnt grow up as the person nobody has a crush on and it really shows

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daglout

some of yall never have to deal with the constant doubt in your own ability to be loved to the point where you get second hand embarrassment at the idea of someone being in love with you and finding you attractive because you’ve been diagnosed with ugly and cringy your whole life and it really shows

some of yall didnt grow up with people telling you their friend liked you as a joke at the friend’s expense or people daring their friends to ask you out and it shows

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The world is really weird right now.

Living in Japan during this whole pandemic has been interesting because it's very different from the rest of the world at the moment. Everything here is business as usual, other than events being cancelled and places like museums and amusement parks closing its pretty much normal life here. Which I personally have been grateful for because I just moved and I have shit to do. I've had to get things for my new house, move all my stuff, register the move with city hall, all kinds of shit.

Honestly it's the rest of the world and people back home that are making me anxious cause like the rest of the world is shutting down. On one hand I'm happy to be here and able to live normally but then there is the anxiety of why Japan isn't doing the same and what if it gets bad here because they don't. You get two perspectives here, the Japanese which is worried but pretty chill and the expat living here who is freaking out because of how things are back where they are from.

You can't talk to people back home either because everyone feels so fucking righteous that they are doing their part and staying home, which is commendable, but when you say that the situation here isn't there yet they get judgy and say that it will be and that you shouldn't be going out even if it's perfectly fine to do so here.

Then you feel shitty because yeah staying home is a totally valid way to minimize the current situation, they aren't wrong. But I also have shit to do. Like guess what, I live alone. Who is getting groceries? Me. Who is getting settled in a new house? Me. I can't fucking stay home for two weeks, even if I wanted to.

And then you feel even MORE shitty because you haven't been in perfect health this entire time, no fever but other super mild symptoms, and you worry that you are some mostly asymptomatic asshole who may have been spreading it because what if you do have IT and it's not just allergies or that cold from last month that didn't completely fuck off.

And to top it all off you are a cynical asshole who, while you acknowledge that this pandemic is a very bad thing, knows that the world is overpopulated anyways and this kind of shit is just how nature responds to that. That and most people get better. This ain't some plauge inc game where everyone who gets it has it forever and then we all die once the whole world is infected.

Okay I'm done ranting now. Thanks Corona.

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2009 StarKid musicals: lmao what if harry potter was all like stoned american teens being jocks in magical castles and also dumbledore had a lion counterpart on mars and voldemort was freakin’ ripped and gay for quirrel

2019 StarKid musicals: capitalism saps the happiness from the working classes and makes them seek comfort in the very same consumerism that keeps them in poverty because the temporary satisfaction of acquiring new things feels like a way to patch up the gaps in their life and this is exactly the type of phenomenon that an eldridtch being that feasts on slavering devotion could exploit to its own twisted means with a click of its squishy-wishy plushie pawsies

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moirica

Also a valid timeline for growing up a millennial.

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Why am I awake at 1am? Because I have to spend my entire savings tomorrow on the initial costs for my new apartment and still somehow live, commute to work, move and furnish a new apartment with appliances with what I have left....

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