dilute me.

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And so I was whipping those things across the room. And there was one that did hit Chad. And you know when you do something and you don’t know what the reaction is going to be? And he loved it. He was just like “Oh God this feels so real.” Like he was so game for it…And then when she finally loses her shit I did this thing where I like covered my mouth and that was a total natural reaction to spitting all that venom out. And he threw his hands up in the air. And i think that was like the only takes that we did. And it was like he couldn’t handle her crazy. He’d driven her to the brink of crazy…God he makes her nuts.  -Hilarie 

[Sings] And Lucas totally loves Peyton. -Hilarie

He does. Why did he propose to Lindsey? -Bethany

…The look on your face is so good. And the look on his face. Like it was so…I was like, Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God! -Sophia 

Alright, cliffhanger. Who's Lucas gonna pick? Lindsay making the phone call. Here's my analysis. Lindsay called him when she knew that he had a game. She's admitting that she lied to him, that she was seeing someone, she is admitting that she does have feelings for him and has just put him in this purgatory for no good reason. And so I think that he definitely should not pick her because she's been kind of toxic. That's my take. Yeah. -Hilarie

Does that have anything to do with how, how you might feel for Peyton Sawyer? -Sophia

All I'm saying is Peyton has made it very clear, that of the three girls, she's the only one who actually wants him. -Hilarie

Peyton painting that mural though. Okay. What did it actually say? Do you know what the quote is? 'cause I kept trying to read it and I couldn't catch it. -Bethany

It's the end of Lucas's book. It's the whole thing about how like love remade him and.. -Sophia

Made me like young again. Made me whole again. And it's a picture of the comet smashing into all of it. -Hilarie

Oh man. I've really missed that. -Bethany

And and he says it, it what it looks like at least is that in his writing of that final paragraph, he says, I will always love you, like in, in it at some point. 'cause you can see that kind of at the bottom of the comet and then she does the like return Return Yeah. On the computer screen thing and says, I will always love you Peyton. So yeah, she like gave him his book back. -Sophia

Really? Made me miss the River court. Damn. That shot of Chad standing in the middle of the quote. -Bethany

The big aerial shot. -Sophia

There was so many epic artistic shots and moments in this episode. -Bethany

ONE TREE HILL (2003-2012) 4.09 “Some You Give Away”

« Your art matters, it’s what got me here. »

BLUE EYE SAMURAI Maya Erskine as Mizu

they are the future of rpf. everybody take notes

Jenny Qi, from "Postcards From the Living"

Ocean Vuong, On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous

May Sarton, from "The Autumn Sonnets", Selected Poems

if i get too close and i’m not how you hoped, forgive my northern attitude, oh i was raised out in the cold.

if the sun don’t rise ‘til the summertime, forgive my northern attitude, oh i was raised on little light.

I love the energy of multiplying by 0. God that bitch is so powerful. She said “shut Up. actually.” and everyone stayed on MUTE