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@anshioree

i draw, sometimes QwQ
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May I ask how you can take a picture of a drawing on paper and it look so good? Is there some trick to it? Everytime I try there's my shadow over it or the angle looks strange...😅

Oh,hi sorry late reply. I have a dark room so I usually take my drawing picture while facing a window, in the living room,haha good lighting there. I also edit the pics with filters.Or maybe you can use a LED desk lamp to take the pics of your drawings?

Sorry my English is not very good, wa hey also,who are you? I WANNA SEE YOUR ARTSs♡

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Guys, please take care of yourselves. Eat if you haven’t eaten. Sleep if you need to. Take a mental health day. Do what you need to do. But put yourself first when necessary.

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Levi glanced at Hange questionably and then back at Erwin. “Mind telling me what the Scouts could possibly want with a brat like this?” The raven-haired man jerked his chin to the boy currently standing at the edge of the cramped room. Off to the side, Levi could see a fiery array of emotion swirl behind the most memorable pair of emerald eyes he’d ever seen.

(The Last of Us AU nobody asked for. Inspired by this amazing artwork.)

I am excited to finally have posted the first chapter of this. This and Mirrored Souls are my newest projects. I am especially excited for this though. I hope I do the game some justice. I’ve been hoping to see a TLOU AU featuring Levi and Eren but I have yet to see one pop up. So here I am lol. Thank you to all of my readers who continue to give unconditional support and thank you @anshioree for inspiring me! Between waiting for Season 3 of Shingeki no Kyojin (the trailer blew me away, omg) and waiting for The Last of Us 2 to come out, I hope writing this will hold me over lol.

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anshioree

YoOooOo omg, (=゚Д゚=) I've been dying to read this~ it's amazing even though the chapter is kinda short ufufuf, but hey I appreciate it sm. 'Through the valley' ayyy I love when Ashley Johnson(Ellie) sing the song. Thank you for tagging me ♡~♥~♡ and OH OH WHERE CAN I REAd more of your works?

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So you’re feeling suicidal…

I’m not going to sugar coat it; it happens, especially for those of us suffering from BPD, Depression, and other mood and anxiety disorders.

And sometimes, it’s really fucking scary

So here’s my unsolicited advice to you; take it or leave it

*Personally, when I get really suicidal, like the “shit the rope is around my neck” or “the pills are in my hand just fucking take them” the last thing on my mind is “how can I save myself”, so…

  • Step 1: fight the urge. Survive the near attempt. Find a fucking ounce of hope that convinces you to live
  • *this can be anything, ie: because I love fuzzy sweaters, or because there is so much art I haven’t done
  • Step 2: ok, so you survived the near attempt, or very scary serious thoughts. Chances are, you’re still feeling pretty agitated, depressed, suicidal, or an impossibly infinite number of emotions. For me, the next step is to focus on something other than myself
  • *I use an app called “Calm Harm”. It is intended for self harm, but works equally as well for suicidal urges. It gives you suggestions and different tools to help pass the urge to self-destruct. Some are distractors, expressive outlets, or meditative techniques.
  • Step 2.5: if the urge does not pass, remove yourself from the unsafe environment. I cannot stress the importance or genuine effectiveness of this tool. Go to the library. Take a walk. Do what you have to do.
  • Step 3: When I manage to ride the wave, pass the urge, I am almost always left feeling numb, emotionless, and terrified of my own mind-more often than not, this makes me want to self harm.
  • If you are left feeling like you want to self harm, return to step 2: ride the wave, wait for the urge to pass.
  • If you do self harm- don’t beat yourself up about it. It happens, and usually it’s not the end of the world. However, if you do self harm, please take care of yourself afterwords
  • Step 4: if you’re feeling like you are able to, or if the option is feasible, remove the dangerous objects from your room; ie. pills, ropes, knives, razor blades, etc.
  • This can be a difficult step to take. Push yourself to take it, but make sure you take baby steps. Removing all coping mechanisms (such as cutting) can make things worse in the long run. So take it slow. Start with putting your pills in the bathroom so that they aren’t there to temp you, or moving the ropes to the garage. You’ll get there, but give yourself time.
  • Step 5: Self Care. Whether that is cleaning the wounds, making some tea, curling up with a good book or taking a nap, self care is key. You made it. You can do this. This is not the end of your story.

Being suicidal is no easy feat, and each and every time you get through that battle, you are one step closer to winning this war.

I’m proud of you for making it through those feelings and this post.

You are strong.

You are important.

You have an amazing future.

You just have to do is survive long to find it 🖤

@ssimplypatton @so-take-your-gloves-and-get-out and all of my followers who need this. Stay alive.💜 We will get through this shit.

Thank you doll💙

One thing, break time down into chunks.

So like “I won’t do anything for 5 minutes” can really help with riding the urge.

Just doing that over and over I’ve waited out about an hour before and by that point the urge is fading and that.

Thank you for making an actual useful post instead one of those stupid flowery “Don’t kill yourself!” ones. This one will actually do some good.

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