*squints at u* that’s not fair.......

but hmm... i think that i’m pretty proud of my growth as a writer, character creator, and tumblr rper?? like in the beginning, i had very vague, broad character descriptions that hardly had the unique characterization that i was craving. not only that, i was afraid to give my ocs fears and faults because i was worried that too much would make them too tragic. but now they all have been sculpted so well ( at least in my eyes ) and i can explain them so well with excitement to anyone who wants to hear!! i’m just so proud of my ocs cos they’ve become so well rounded over the years :’)

and then... lately i’ve realized that i’ve become less anxious and shy about sending in memes and starters to people i really want to interact with. and i feel like that’s a big sign of progress for me!!

^ that’s me @ you. chin hands like hELL!! UNAIZA!! you are one of the coolest people i know. you’re so chill yet also so fiercely passionate, i just admire that so much about you!! and listen, i have seen your me.rlin so much that it is the only mer.lin i will accept. cos he could have been so much but they just... dwindled him down. your mer.lin is what i imagine to be more true B) and your b.b-8!! gosh you play her so well, my fave little droid 

with all your muses i see an overlap: you are fiercely passionate about them and tolerate absolutely no dumb shit about them ( though simultaneously you point out all their dumb shit in a loving manner LOL ). like?? do you have any idea how much i look up to you for your writing and your passion?? you’re so amazing!! i’ll always be in awe about it all. not just that, you’re such a great person to talk to and rant to about the ridiculous things of the world!! i love talking to you ( no matter how much i forget to respond rip ). 

not to mention you’ve followed me since practically the beginning of my roleplaying days. like wow?? you’ve seen my dumb ass grow and you’ve stuck with all my crazy characters

you!! my favorite rendition of anakin ever!! like, i’m not even kidding here!! in the movies, while i did enjoy them, i feel like anakin had a bit of an injustice. i always imagined a ‘ happier ‘ ending for him in which he never turned to the dark side but i could never picture it properly. but you brought it to life!! your ani is more than i’ve ever imagined!! and it’s amazing. 

and what’s best is seeing your posts about your anakin!! it really shows how gosh darn passionate you are about him. i love writers who are passionate about their muses and alas, you are one of them!! i am always so excited to read your threads and come up with plots in your universe with him cos it’s just so different from anything i’ve read!! while it’s a ‘ happier ‘ version of what happens, it’s not entirely fluffy. and i adore that.

i really do look forward to more interactions with you