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You know what? I’m fine with that!

I know I am going to the same place as the three people whose main demographic are college students and they know that but still, in the midst of a global recession, said “hey give us even more money”

If me getting a few jokes about them is sending me to hell, then they must be going to super turbo hell.

All three of them deserve lashings. All three of them deserved to be whacked and made fun of by the Internet. No one is innocent, they each own, I’m assuming, 33.33% of the company. Steven is the CEO but the CEO answers to the board of directors who are Ryan and Shane!

they are all Equally shitty in the situation! Idgaf, i’m not letting y’all make me feel bad for getting in a few jokes about people who are tone deaf🫶🏾 

Keep the jokes coming yall! I’m having a ball on this bitch 

i'm sorry but steven going 'uwu its just 6 dollars, everyone can afford it' made me want to whack him with a stale baguette filled with lead, like how tone-deaf can you be, you silly little tesla-driving man

@ftglossmp3 I FOUND ANOTHER SOUTH AFRICAN AND DIDNT HAVE TO PAY R115 TO DO SO WE ARE SOOO BACK

"its just 6 dollars!" if i convert that to rands (south african currency, where I live) that's R114!! A MONTH. I need you guys to be soooo fr right now

6 dollars is. 500 rupees. bruh.

Baby, you know what? Go hunt yourself some ghosts with that money

does anyone else still wonder about marcus' place in the whole review (s1e07) equation? like whyyyy was he so obsessed with perfecting a donut? it always bothered me.

sometimes i chalk it up to it being comedic relief but when carmy put his hands on him and he quit, it felt deeper than just a joke about how into donuts he was. i sympathize with him being so excited about this newfound love but it also feels too shallow for me to extend as much sympathy as i do with other characters in that episode who fucked up.

like when you think about sydney, carmy and richie and their place in how that mess started. the whole season led to this episode, and this explosion was bound to happen in some capacity because there was too much history, personalities and motivations going against each other.

for sydney, who represents a radical change. she wants the restaurant to be great. She's ambitious, a leader and creative. but like sheridan road sometimes it can get too much and blow up in her face. which kind of creates this loop of making everything the "thing". etc etc.

richie represents being firm in the past. like yes richie was a raging asshole to syd and carm but with prespective the audience is meant to sympathize with him trying to hold onto the last thing he can, bc everything is changing around him too fast (dead best friend, divorce, co-parenting).

carmy is right in the middle. he wants to fix his brother's restaurant. to fix is to make something better. to change it. he used the Beef to fix his relationship with his brother when that's impossible. hes holding onto the past bc he thinks he can change it somehow.

so with all those factors + ego + the fact that all 3 of them are pretty angry ppl = the review. richie gets stabbed. carmy rages. and syd quits.

but where does marcus fit? the show has never given us a reason as to why exactly he has such an emotional attachment to the donuts that he went into his own little world as every thing was going to shit. i felt like s2 gave a really good opportunity to explore that when he went to coppenhagen but they didnt. or maybe i missed it idk.

I feel like a combination of things. Maybe at some his mom had a passion for baking, but I think more than not, it’s to show how he doesn’t fit the idea you would have for somebody as built as him to simply be. He’s a creative and gentle giant, who is so taken with the art of pastries.

At first he was kind of just making bread and going through the motions, but then he finally has Sydney and Carmen, who encourage and nurture that inquisitive nature he had about it, and when he finally figures it out, he’s so excited and he’s so focused on that that he loses sight of the bigger picture, which I do think season two brings back to it.

Marcus works to take care of himself and to be able to pay for his mothers nurse, but then he now has the opportunity to explore this desert world more, while being reminded to keep his eye on the wider picture. I do believe it tied into season two from season one. 

And the second part is to show that Sydney and Carmen are not the ones with the mentor/mentee relationship but instead, they are the mentors to Marcus’ mentee. Sort of establish firmly that Sydney is extremely talented and to remind us how big a deal that Carmen is when he has contacts in Copenhagen. 

so interesting that a certain group of shippers insisted that gina and ej’s conversation on the couch, where they established that they didn’t really understand each other, was fine because it gave them a chance to get to know each other and that’s all good and well but gina telling ricky that she didn’t know who she was or if she even liked herself before getting to east high and having that change because of him, appreciating that he sees and knows and understands her, that she craves that kind of understanding and gets to experience the great joy of being known because of him is so crazy when you think about it

Ricky saw who Gina really was and Gina saw who Ricky really could be

Back in 2021, when I first uploaded the demo for Citadel, I didn't really know what to expect. And, I have to say, this all still feels a little surreal.

But, what I know for sure is I'm so, so grateful for all of you. Thank you for playing my game, for sending in asks, for liking/reblogging my posts, and for cheering me on through medical school and now through residency. I can't emphasize enough that Citadel would not be possible without you.

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The worst ppl on this social app is “Syd x Carmy” shippers! Y’all make my stomach turn y’all are the most weirdest, delusional, & disrespectful people! Y’all disrespect what Ayo Edebiri says who is an executive producer of “The Bear” look it up while y’all at it. She have a lot of power who the show’s direction so if she said that I believe her! Y’all ppl I bet y’all are the same ppl who made up that Olivia Benson & Elliot Stabler was in love for years! I bet y’all think any man or woman who talk to y’all is in love with y’all! I see why the world is fucked up. Ppl don’t know what real love is I mean romantic love or platonic love. Carmy & Sydney are platonic friends, he is her mentor nothing more they don’t even know each other that long. It’s been a total of 4 months and he was dating Claire for 3 of them! Go away and seek help y’all the type who wished y’all teachers loved y’all more 😂😩I can’t y’all ruin GREAT SHOW BY MAKING THEM CHEESY!! GROW UP!

I’m crying because you really deduce all of that from who they ship. Like since we’re psychoanalyzing each other it seems like you’re projecting to the fact that no one in your life loves you onto people who actually enjoy watching love happen like damn and also, he’s not her mentor they’re on the same level. We can say that Marcus is their a mentee, but Sydney is not being mentored by Carmen, even he himself says he holds her to a higher standard. Get a job leave her alone. 

Let people have fun. the show has enough platonic love of opposite sexes. you can just say you don’t see Carmen and Sydney that way and also no one said she should be his savior. All of us agree he needs therapy before he could even be in the realm of deserving Sydney, the same way she has her own shit to work through. 

Y’all are delusional y’all lying saying scenes are this way. What if ppl never watched the show y’all taking scenes where they are not evening making contact and saying “omg Carmy looking at her lovely”, he said “menu at the apartment” and y’all saying Omgg he want her to move in YALL NEED JOBS AND WATCH THE TV SHOW PROPERLY YALL NOT KIDS! Y’all liars and weird!

He brought Sydney’s chef whites y’all say “Omgg so what he broke what his girl wants she gets” like what Carmy is not broke and as her mentor of course he should have ordered her one!

And Marcus going to Copenhagen was all on Carmy’s dime & connections not Sydney he was already thinking it..what show are y’all watching!! Marcus call Sydney because he is connected with her but she is not his mentor she can’t even bake! WTFFFFFFF Carmy help Marcus all Sydney did was give him books smh but as a black man of course he want to bond with the black girl.

Y’all need help! Chris Storer ain’t make this show that hard to follow along! Stop being weird! And they work together in a big stressful environment all of their relationships should STAY PLATONIC ESP WHILE THEY COOKING OTHERS FOOD! Or should they bring their home life into the kitchen to entertain y’all bored ppl that never had a platonic relationship in y’all lives! And I been in a real romantic relationship for 6 yrs! And I have 3 platonic male friends in my life for over 10 yrs each! Y’all don’t know real love or never had it if you think Sydney & Carmy are secretly in love! Now you salty and still weird!

And that’s how I know you don’t watch the show right SYDNEY IS NOOO WHERE ON CARMY’s LEVEL HE WORKED IN “NOMA” THE BEST RESTAURANT IN THE WORLD!!!! He got the best new chef when he was 21 what awards do Sydney have! She had a catering business! She went to NY and ate Carmy’s food and stalked all the way to Chicago please watch the show!! Season 1 episode 1 when Marcus find all Carmy’s awards! Bye ✌🏾 you are weird Sydney & Carmy is never on the same level! She at his apartment following his recipes and getting them wrong Everytime because she needs help cooking! She is green season 1 episode 6 when Carmy tell Sydney all her former jobs said she “impatient and very green” smh y’all truly weirdos! I’m done! Watch the show correctly & not to full the loveless lives y’all have!

And Carmy said he hold Sydney “can’t handle pressure ass” to a higher standard because she worked in high class restaurants and went to CIA!!! Duh what show are y’all watching it’s embarrassing that’s why ima correct every post I see saying Sydney is a savior or Carmy is in love with her because it’s not true at all! Sydney can’t even handle the expo with Carmy next to her she is clingy & weird.

That’s how I know the world is on fire! I gave you facts and you won’t accept them because they don’t help your case! I hope you don’t work around other humans. You are selfish and weird and childish. It’s not cute and you are ruining Chris Storer’s show which is a tribute to his deceased friend who committed suicide and his sister who is a chef.

Have some respect and stop being a weirdo! Carmy & Sydney is not here for y’all miserable asses! Accept the facts and move on and stop lying on the internet.

I hope yall don’t work around others because y’all are liars and weird.

Oh, now I get it…You just hate black women. How the hell are you taking a TV show this seriously? like you probably think of Carmen and Sydney more than we do😭

Why are you acting as though we’re holding a gun to everybody involved in the writing and acting of the shows head?

Get a job move awn! you don’t have to interact and if you say you’re “confronting” us I need you to remember some thing… You’re on the Internet you literally mean nothing to me.

You can bring as many facts to the table as you want, people are going to ship what they want and right now we want to ship Sydney and Carmen there’s nothing you can do about it. 

I’m done interacting with you, you’re a boring loser weirdo who brings nothing to the table except dragging down the mood. I know everybody around you cheers when you leave the room 

The worst ppl on this social app is “Syd x Carmy” shippers! Y’all make my stomach turn y’all are the most weirdest, delusional, & disrespectful people! Y’all disrespect what Ayo Edebiri says who is an executive producer of “The Bear” look it up while y’all at it. She have a lot of power who the show’s direction so if she said that I believe her! Y’all ppl I bet y’all are the same ppl who made up that Olivia Benson & Elliot Stabler was in love for years! I bet y’all think any man or woman who talk to y’all is in love with y’all! I see why the world is fucked up. Ppl don’t know what real love is I mean romantic love or platonic love. Carmy & Sydney are platonic friends, he is her mentor nothing more they don’t even know each other that long. It’s been a total of 4 months and he was dating Claire for 3 of them! Go away and seek help y’all the type who wished y’all teachers loved y’all more 😂😩I can’t y’all ruin GREAT SHOW BY MAKING THEM CHEESY!! GROW UP!

I’m crying because you really deduce all of that from who they ship. Like since we’re psychoanalyzing each other it seems like you’re projecting to the fact that no one in your life loves you onto people who actually enjoy watching love happen like damn and also, he’s not her mentor they’re on the same level. We can say that Marcus is their a mentee, but Sydney is not being mentored by Carmen, even he himself says he holds her to a higher standard. Get a job leave her alone. 

Let people have fun. the show has enough platonic love of opposite sexes. you can just say you don’t see Carmen and Sydney that way and also no one said she should be his savior. All of us agree he needs therapy before he could even be in the realm of deserving Sydney, the same way she has her own shit to work through. 

Y’all are delusional y’all lying saying scenes are this way. What if ppl never watched the show y’all taking scenes where they are not evening making contact and saying “omg Carmy looking at her lovely”, he said “menu at the apartment” and y’all saying Omgg he want her to move in YALL NEED JOBS AND WATCH THE TV SHOW PROPERLY YALL NOT KIDS! Y’all liars and weird!

He brought Sydney’s chef whites y’all say “Omgg so what he broke what his girl wants she gets” like what Carmy is not broke and as her mentor of course he should have ordered her one!

And Marcus going to Copenhagen was all on Carmy’s dime & connections not Sydney he was already thinking it..what show are y’all watching!! Marcus call Sydney because he is connected with her but she is not his mentor she can’t even bake! WTFFFFFFF Carmy help Marcus all Sydney did was give him books smh but as a black man of course he want to bond with the black girl.

Y’all need help! Chris Storer ain’t make this show that hard to follow along! Stop being weird! And they work together in a big stressful environment all of their relationships should STAY PLATONIC ESP WHILE THEY COOKING OTHERS FOOD! Or should they bring their home life into the kitchen to entertain y’all bored ppl that never had a platonic relationship in y’all lives! And I been in a real romantic relationship for 6 yrs! And I have 3 platonic male friends in my life for over 10 yrs each! Y’all don’t know real love or never had it if you think Sydney & Carmy are secretly in love! Now you salty and still weird!

And that’s how I know you don’t watch the show right SYDNEY IS NOOO WHERE ON CARMY’s LEVEL HE WORKED IN “NOMA” THE BEST RESTAURANT IN THE WORLD!!!! He got the best new chef when he was 21 what awards do Sydney have! She had a catering business! She went to NY and ate Carmy’s food and stalked all the way to Chicago please watch the show!! Season 1 episode 1 when Marcus find all Carmy’s awards! Bye ✌🏾 you are weird Sydney & Carmy is never on the same level! She at his apartment following his recipes and getting them wrong Everytime because she needs help cooking! She is green season 1 episode 6 when Carmy tell Sydney all her former jobs said she “impatient and very green” smh y’all truly weirdos! I’m done! Watch the show correctly & not to full the loveless lives y’all have!

And Carmy said he hold Sydney “can’t handle pressure ass” to a higher standard because she worked in high class restaurants and went to CIA!!! Duh what show are y’all watching it’s embarrassing that’s why ima correct every post I see saying Sydney is a savior or Carmy is in love with her because it’s not true at all! Sydney can’t even handle the expo with Carmy next to her she is clingy & weird.

The worst ppl on this social app is “Syd x Carmy” shippers! Y’all make my stomach turn y’all are the most weirdest, delusional, & disrespectful people! Y’all disrespect what Ayo Edebiri says who is an executive producer of “The Bear” look it up while y’all at it. She have a lot of power who the show’s direction so if she said that I believe her! Y’all ppl I bet y’all are the same ppl who made up that Olivia Benson & Elliot Stabler was in love for years! I bet y’all think any man or woman who talk to y’all is in love with y’all! I see why the world is fucked up. Ppl don’t know what real love is I mean romantic love or platonic love. Carmy & Sydney are platonic friends, he is her mentor nothing more they don’t even know each other that long. It’s been a total of 4 months and he was dating Claire for 3 of them! Go away and seek help y’all the type who wished y’all teachers loved y’all more 😂😩I can’t y’all ruin GREAT SHOW BY MAKING THEM CHEESY!! GROW UP!

I’m crying because you really deduce all of that from who they ship. Like since we’re psychoanalyzing each other it seems like you’re projecting to the fact that no one in your life loves you onto people who actually enjoy watching love happen like damn and also, he’s not her mentor they’re on the same level. We can say that Marcus is their a mentee, but Sydney is not being mentored by Carmen, even he himself says he holds her to a higher standard. Get a job leave her alone. 

Let people have fun. the show has enough platonic love of opposite sexes. you can just say you don’t see Carmen and Sydney that way and also no one said she should be his savior. All of us agree he needs therapy before he could even be in the realm of deserving Sydney, the same way she has her own shit to work through. 

IDGAF HOW MUCH THEY TRIED TO GASLIGHT ME OTIS STILL HAD FEELINGS FOR RUBY AS HE SHOULD