Semi-Permanent Hiatus. Deuces! ✌🏽

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loveiswhat asked:

i know your on hiatus but i just wanted to say that your writing for victor stone actually made my heart melt. thank you <3

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Thank you for reading them. Victor was never the most popular character I wrote for, but I still enjoyed it when I got inspired. So I’m real glad it still wound up resonating even after all this time 😊 Hopefully some day soon I can try doing it again

#response#the void speaks
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Anonymous asked:

I used to lurk regularly but then life happened and I haven't been on here in a bit (like 18 months?) I know you're on hiatus, and you may not see this. But wherever life is taking you, I hope you're well and happy.

I’ll admit, I meant to reply to this sooner 🙃. Preferably when things got better so that it’d be more genuine and fulfill the message. Buuut life sort of has a way of stacking things one right after the other, so that wound up not happening. But I guess this will just have to do 🤷🏽‍♀️

I’m still somewhat here, actually. Just not as active even on my main account. But the thing is, I do miss this blog. I miss writing. I miss creating. But right now, I’m just not in the best place to cater to that. Not yet at least. But I really hope some time soon that I will be. I still have so many ideas I want to play out, I just don’t have the drive or focus or confidence to do them.

As implied(??) before, life’s been kinda hazy these last few months. Nothing too terrible, but it’s really starting to hit me just how unhappy I am about where I’m at currently, both as a person and in terms of location. But especially the latter. But I think I can fix it if I actually try. So in the meantime, I need to at least begin to work on that. Not to put all my eggs in one basket but I really do want to believe that if I can get that ball rolling, then maybe slowly but surely I’ll feel more at peace. Happier. And then who knows? Maybe I’ll come back better than ever 😊 (Or I’ll just come back whenever lol)

In the meantime, however, I hope life’s treated you well since you’ve come back. Thank you very much for considering mine. I hope I can get myself happy and well soon, too! ✊🏽

#in nicer things though?#I’ve taken up cooking and baking!#actually this started last summer but by now it’s one of my actual straight up hobbies and I do get fulfillment from it#also I’ve been inspired to draw again for the first time in ages#in tiny ways but still#so who knows — maybe writing will be next 😊#response#the void speaks
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Last night, I began to doze off into a work dream. I was in the dvd section, sorting out a pile of movies that needed to be put into the proper sections when I found

Goncharov.

I had to scan it to see if our system classified it as action or drama but I wound up never finding out because the delayed shock made from simultaneously finding Goncharov and learning it had a DVD made me wake up to tell my friend we had Goncharov in stock.

#we’ve gone too far guys#goncharov#martin scorsese#personal life
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So the other night, I went to go see Black Panther: Wakanda Forever.

It was a very last minute decision, especially considering that I actually had been dreading the idea of seeing it. But part of me thought that wouldn’t be fair, and that maybe actually seeing it might give me a sense of closure or catharsis of some kind left by the raw wound I’m still trying to heal even two years after Chadwick’s sudden passing. But I also went for another reason.

Let me preface this by saying that this post isn’t a review or analysis regarding my thoughts and feelings about the film, be it personally or critically. But if Youtubers can start at Point A just to get to an eventual Point D, then so can I. Just . . . be warned, this is going to be all over the place, per the @regrettablewritings way.

#long post#long post is long#regrettablewritings#I don’t know how to tag this tbh#regrettable updates#the void shouts back to the void#I suppose#fanfic writing#fic writing problems
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Anonymous asked:

Hi! Do you still write for Ella Lopez from Lucifer TV Show? If you do, would you be okay writing some general nsfw headcanons for her?

I am currently on hiatus and am not entirely certain when or even if I’ll continue writing, though I do still enjoy Ella Lopez. Additionally, I doubt I’d do nsfw headcanons again because I frankly feel like it’s pretty one-note when I try to. Sex stuff just ain’t in my wheelhouse. Sorry…

#response#the void speaks
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Anonymous asked:

Would you be okay with writing for Cat Valentine from Victorious?

No, I would not. Cat Valentine is a minor regardless of the incarnation. Also, I am on a hiatus.

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Anonymous asked:

For the ask game, 3-7-11-12! :)

3. What’s your favorite/least favorite quality about yourself; why?:

I actually don’t have a quality I feel pretty confident about; I’m rather neutral to myself 🫠 But that’s honestly probably one of the qualities I don’t like about me: I constantly doubt myself and that winds up self-sabotaging. I wouldn’t say it’s necessarily my least favorite because I have multiple traits about myself that I dislike and need to work on, but it’s the most relevant I think.

7. Would you ever cheat on someone?:

Why, are we trying to make a thing happen? Of course I’m going to say no. I don’t think anyone would admit to that. But I’m of the belief that because life is so uncertain and zigs when you expect a zag, you can never truly confirm certain decisions or occurrences. Personally, I don’t think I could ever cheat: On average, it’s pretty selfish and, even when you don’t mean for it to be, it’s basically a means of hurting your partner. Even if your relationship isn’t living up to your expectations, there’s probably multiple ways to go about it besides being unfaithful.

But that being said, who knows what kind of person I’ll be in the future? If a relationship is bad enough, could bad enough decisions be made under the justification that immediate and short-term happiness matters? Or will I become a self-serving, self-destructive numbskull like a certain Internet personality and actively ruin my life and career for a relationship that only serves me on a shallow level?

Who knows! All I can do is try and keep up the work of never stooping to that level or at least never having to.

11. What are your ambitions?:

But in all seriousness, I wouldn’t call myself a particularly driven person (though friends and family may argue otherwise). I try to live simply and not ask for much so I don’t tend to see my wants as especially ambitious. But for now, what I really want is to find a fulfilling occupation/direction in life and to move out of this hellhole of a city but I’m pretty sure that’s what anyone could want, so it’s not particularly riveting or anything 😅

If I think enough about it, a lot of my short-term ambitions/goals tend to be rather “domestic”-oriented, like learning how to sew or figuring out how to bake the perfect pie crust. Maybe understand the science of baking enough to create my own recipe from scratch. How to figure out taxes on my own, get over my fear of driving so I can actually learn how to. Things of that nature, y’know?

Oh, and learning to be more confident in myself, I can’t believe I nearly forgot that — And probably figuring out my whole identity situation. It’s been way too quiet on that end and I’m suspicious of the sudden inactivity 👀

12. 3 deal breakers in a relationship:

You mean besides obvious things like political affiliation, bigotry, lack of commitment etc?

  • Lack of communication. Last partner beefed this hardcore and I still get angry thinking about it years later because while I would stress how talking about things was important to me and he would seem to agree, he never actually carried out on it and left me to drag along the relationship, trying to instigate necessary conversations.
  • Be willfully ignorant and inconsiderate. It speaks for itself. I feel like how one treats service workers is coupled in here, also. Remember, kids (though there had better not be kids here), how somebody treats the waitstaff can say a lot about who they are as a person.
  • Being presumptuous. This one is kinda weird and admittedly has roots more towards my experiences working/being hit on, but I hate it when people assume things about me like wanting to have kids or that they’re entitled to have me. Granted, most of the former is from old folks borderlining senile and the latter is gross guys, but they still fit in the same box of irritations for me. Additionally, in the case of the guys, it becomes this whole sociological (??) discussion on attraction and the types of guys that tend to hit on me approaching me with this expectation that I inherently be attracted to them or must act a certain way because we share an ethnicity. (And when I say “act a certain way”, I mean the amount of times a guy has used certain words around me or felt comfortable enough talking about stuff they didn’t know if I was comfortable with is staggering. It makes for good stories, but not for good self-esteem if we’re being real.) It is the bane of my existence — or, at the very least, one of many.

Thanks for asking, hon!

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