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let's gather feathers.

@etherati / etherati.tumblr.com

bury magnets. swallow the rapture. birds, anatomy, art, abandoned places, zombies, medicine, owls, writing. fandom wise, mostly castlevania right now, with some bg3 thrown in. scroll far enough and you'll hit watchmen, homestuck, welcome to night vale, etc. [gq, pan, they/them, "too old for fandom"] [ao3: etherati || twitter: @etherati / @ethNSFW. icon is Leon Belmont about to beat your ass.]
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Castlevania Fic Masterpost

Seemed worth doing, with fandom starting to wake up again.

The Wellspring Trilogy - Post S2 AU

Wellspring || Trephacard || Mature || 80,768 words || complete [[Wellspring (n): Where something begins. Trevor’s been throwing rocks and coins and shit into wells for most of his life, without any expectation of getting wishes granted or anything stupid like that. All he really wants is to know there's something down there.]]

Taproot || Trephacard || Mature || 167,812 words || complete [[Taproot (n): The oldest, most central root; that from which all else arises. Every family has its roots, diving down into the shadowy, secretive earth--and there's no such thing as a bloodless inheritance.]]

Polestar || Trephacard || Mature || 0 words || not yet started! [[Polestar (n) : The north star; a guiding principle; that which around all else turns. It's hard, finding your orbit around something larger than yourself. But in every night sky there is a light that guides, and eventually, gravity will have its way.]]

Other short Wellspring-verse stories

Careless || Trephacard || Teen || 850 words || complete [[So, Sypha’s the one who’d said it, however long ago—maybe in the market, maybe in the library, maybe in the bed the three of them share, sheltering against the cold and dark and all the truths that lurk around the edges of those things. She’d told him: watch your mouth, Belmont, or you will say something you regret, later.]]

Never || Trephacard || Teen || 610 words || complete [[“I swear to god,” he says, the god he barely believes in, though at the moment he’s considering it just to have one more person to rage at. “Of all the idiotic, selfish, reckless things the two of you have done—”]]

Pick You Up || Trephacard || Gen || 1658 words || complete [[Alucard's different forms each have advantages and disadvantages. Like, being a bat? Pretty cool! You can fly! Who cares if you have tiny hollow bones and no real mass at all and you're basically made of glass; that would NEVER COME UP, right?]]

Post S4

Four of Swords || Early Trephacard || Teen || 5987 words || complete [[From the Tarot Minor Arcana: The four of swords. The knight lies upon his own tomb, in rest and contemplation--rest to recover from his ordeal, and contemplation to understand how close he came to not surviving it. It is a time of recuperation, of peace, of repairing what was broken and strengthening what remains. Trevor doesn't realize, when he first comes home, how badly he'd been missed. He figures it out.]]

That other weird story

Our Possible Pasts || Trephacard || Teen || 12,122 words || in progress [[Having pinned Dracula's castle to the ground in Braila, our heroes set out on the long journey there, grow closer, learn about themselves and each other, and try to figure out how their feelings fit into the world. This isn't that story. Because before they ever make it to Dracula's door, they cock it all up in a fight they should have been able to handle, and whoops, they all die. And then wake up again, weeks before, on the eve of Gresit's fall. But something isn't right, and none of them find themselves in a life they recognize. This is the story of what happens after the heroes fall--and what can be, when we are given a chance to learn from our mistakes by seeing them from another person's perspective. Or: “Before you criticize someone, walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes.”]]

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scumtrout

I think the reason why I don't read/write smut anymore is because I'm tragically uninterested in ideas like 'what if people rubbed their genitals together, would that be nice or what?' and more concerned with godawful nonsense like, 'how do you deal with the fact that existence is generally quite difficult (and genitals are only a temporary distraction)?'

I'm not pretentious. It's just that existence is generally quite difficult, and I am fascinated by this. Like even if you have everything going for you, you're still going to worry about stuff or face excruciating pain at some point or have a relationship end or any of the other things that suck the fun out of sentience.

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etherati

I'm going to toss out a counterpoint, here, as someone who came from the same fandom background. I think the reason I do still write... Not gonna say smut, more just sex scenes, in my longfics, is because sometimes having characters rub genitals is not for my excitement or the readers', it's because it makes the characters happy and that's something I aim for-- because the world is terrible enough already and I find pain and misery to be terribly boring, and because it's ALSO fascinating to watch a character who has never really been happy or loved or wanted, who has spent their life being told they didn't deserve any of that, or would always be an outsider, or that intimacy would always be transactional, or whatever--watching them PROCESS such an ultimately simple and innocent form of fulfillment and happiness. Watching them process another person willingly offering all of themselves and being asked to offer the same in return, and how that works out for them. Watching them realize that their broken pieces aren't ugly to everyone, that they aren't defined by the things that have been done to them. That's all very compelling to me. And I don't think there's anything wrong with that. Not that you're saying there is--just that in general, there tends to be a very dismissive attitude toward any sex in fic as "porn for titillations sake" when sometimes it's just there's because it's part of life or part of processing intimacy and how to be vulnerable or part of dealing with boredom on a rainy day, or whatever.

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I'm having so much fun, people.

This is Ten Second Tidy by Somethingmoresubtle, one of my favorite post s2 trephacard fics mostly for its complete irreverence and willingness to lean into the absurdity of three idiots cleaning Dracula's Castle all on their own, while also being entirely sincere and genuine in the emotional bits.

Wooqu purple bookcloth, cover paper from local art store, gold metal HTV. Printed on French parchtone white in 80lb text weight, though I think they may have mislabeled the grain direction 😬 Cover font is Good Dog Plain, body text in High Tower Text, title headers and drop caps in Manuscript. Chapter header is just a screencap from the show put through infinite Photoshop filters. Hand wound headbands. Typeset in Word.

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afterword

idk who needs to hear this rn but suffering is not noble. take the tylenol

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wahoo-shem

One time when I was younger I was refusing to take headache medicine and my mom said “the person who invented that medicine is probably so sad you won’t let them help you” and now every time I find myself denying medicine I just imagine the saddest scientist making those big wet eyes like “why won’t you let me help” and whoop then I take the medicine

scientist when you don't take the medicine they developed to help your pain

As long as you are taking a SAFE dose of it, then it's *good* for you. Pain is bad for the body. The inflammation from prolonged pain can worsen chronic issues and make it harder to heal.

Ibuprofen is best for pain that has inflammation, while acetaminophen doesn't help with inflammation but is more broadly effective on other types of pain. As long as you are taking the recommended dose, you can even take them TOGETHER, since they have different mechanisms of action.

You do need to be aware of how much and how often you are taking any pain medication. Overdoses can be very painful (even lethal.) And if you are in chronic pain often enough that you need more than the safe dose, then you need to look into other medications to manage that pain.

(Also, if you are specifically taking Acetaminophen/Tylenol for your go-to pain management, getting some NAC and taking that with it reduces the risk of overdose AND may strengthen the effect.)

One other thing: NSAIDS (ibuprofen, aspirin, and naproxen being the three big ones) can cause digestive issues with chronic use, including stomach ulcers. That doesn't mean "don't take them," it means "if you're at the point where you're on them all the time, every day, constantly, you should talk to a doctor about either reducing that risk or switching to another medication that doesn't have those side effects."

I don’t have the source for this table anymore but I felt it should be added to this post.

Also please please please consult your doctor if you are on any other type of medication that put large strains on your liver or kidneys before taking any kind of NSAIDs as they can recommend alternatives.

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stcndupeight

Yes Chronic Kidney Disease and liver disease prevent the use of NSAIDS entirely. Please remember this. Tylenol is the least harmful to these organs. If migraines are your problem, ask neurologist about the triptan drug family. Downside with these is nausea.

I feel that it is worth bringing up again:

As a scientist, this is the way I feel when people in pain don't take the medication that was developed to help with pain:

Especially because as a scientist, I know that pain sensitization is a thing, and that experiencing pain for long periods of time can even train your whole nervous system to be even more reactive to potential pain. So if at all possible, I want my friends who are experiencing pain to try to control that pain as much as possible.

So if you are in pain, and you do not have any massive kidney and liver strain that prohibits you from taking a NSAID or paracetamol/Tylenol?

Please take the pain medicine. Please. Pleeeaaaaaase. I'm a scientist.

yeah i'm a scientist who specializes in designing new pain meds. suffering is not noble, this is exactly how i look when y'all don't manage your pain:

take the meds! i became a scientist in this field explicitly to help people! i became a scientist because i too experience chronic pain and i failed out of literally all pain meds on the market. those of us in this field, we make these things to be used. be safe, follow doses, and if you have questions, ask your doc and pharmacist!

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etherati

TAKE 👏 TYLENOL AND IBUPROFEN 💊 TOGETHER! 🫶

seriously if you can take both of them individually, then take them together. Treat the combination as one medication. Evidence now shows that this combo works almost as well as Tylenol w/codeine. But only if you take them together, and not staggered. We used to tell you to stagger them! Don't! Evidence changes, and tomorrow makes fools of us all!

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Anonymous asked:

Hi! I was looking at your blog and I absolutely adore your "new chapter" posts with the aesthetic boards and the formatting of the posts and I was wondering if you had any advice on how to make fic/chapter update posts look so good and appealing like that? Is there a template you use? A specific thing you keep in mind when formatting the link to make it flow?

I'm flattered that you enjoy those posts, but I'll be honest, there isn't a lot to it - I literally just type a bunch of nonsense content warnings and then stick the mood board in. 😬 If you're referring to the link to AO3, that's a preformatted thing that happens when you post a link to AO3. The next chapter | last chapter doohickey is just a manual link made in the Tumblr post editor, which is probably the most effort intensive and dumbest way to do it because I have to go back into each old chapter to edit it every time I post a new one. There isn't really a template aside just making sure it all looks roughly the same as all the others.

If I've completely missed the point and there's something else you're asking about, let me know!

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The newest quarto binding, featuring my first hand-wound headbands - the four finished stories in the watchmen Carrefour AU. Cover design meant to evoke the idea of crossroads, along with marigolds, which were an important image in the story. I wrote these collectively with Daylilymoon back in the day, and it's one of my fondest memories. Daylily if you are still around, please reach out to me, I'd love to make you a copy too--and I won't even fuck up the spelling on the spine, for your version DX

Text is Sylfean, Trajan Pro for the titles and drop caps, Caslon Antique for the cover text. Chapter header graphic and back cover version of the Kalfu veve by me. The text block was printed on some rustic, thick grain paper that I bought ages ago at Meiningers and I have no idea what the brand was, but it seemed appropriate for an 1800s era story. Cover and endpapers are art paper also from the art store. Siser metal HTV as usual.

I cannot believe I misspelled the spine, aughhhhhhhhh

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A question, for the ficbinding community.

I know that the community is largely centered around the gifting culture of fandom. Is it considered weird, or tacky, or cringey, or a general faux pas, to mostly bind your own fic?

Because I have SUCH a backlog of fic I've written that I want to bind, but I don't generally see a ton of self-binding out there. I do have some projects in the works for other people's fic but most of them are looooooong and are taking forever to typeset, and I keep getting impulses to just do quick lil quartos of my own mid length fics, and I just don't know if that's considered WEIRD.

Hey let's just make this a poll for ease of information gathering.

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wniemocy

Hiii I'm alive btw. Just fighting for my life with art block and my uni being close to finals again... An you know what? I have no power left in me for that, but who cares about it? Non.

Anyway. Trevor been poking me a lot lately so I decided to give him a go and end up drawing the whole trio :> Hope you enjoy it, like I did drawing it. It's a wip yeeee

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