haunted by the look in my eyes

@deanwinchestergf / deanwinchestergf.tumblr.com

paula, 25, lesbian
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I need to (remembers to not make casual suicide jokes in order to encourage a more outwardly positive mindset and healthy conversational environment in my day to day life) kill myself

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worst part about getting angry is how much it makes you want to be mean

sorry i said something dickish. a few mildly frustrating things happened to me in succession and it turned me evil

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and i just dont understand........how you dont miss me!!! in the black dog!!!! when someone plays the starting line and you jump up!!!!but shes too young!!! to know this song!!!! that was intertwined in the magic fabric of our dreaminggggggg old habits die SCREAMIINNGGGGGGGG

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stole this from natalie but i can NOT stop staring at this screencap like......

sam: rip cassiel 🙏 sucks to be you i guess 😔

dean: i literally wish i was dead

jack: this is NOT mcdonalds

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please don't ever become a stranger whose laugh i could recognize anywhere. i see your face in every crowd. have i known you twenty seconds or twenty years? you couldn't recognize the face of your love until they stripped you of your shiny paint. when did your winning smile begin to look like a smirk? when you are young, they assume you know nothing, but i knew you. can we always be this close? you are not like the regulars, the masquerade revelers. how you laugh when you lie. how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you? you put me on and said i was your favorite. you'll always know me. i see you around in all these empty faces. where did my baby go? you showed who you are; then one magical night, i forgot that you existed. devils roll the dice; he looks up grinning like a devil. you turned into your worst fears. back when we were still changing for the better. i thought you were leading me on. are you still the same soul i met under the bleachers? though i can't recall your face, i still got love for you. break my soul in two, looking for you, but you're right here. chasing shadows in the grocery line. we think we know someone but the truth is that we only know the version of them they have chosen to show us.

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