didn’t go to the “”rave party on the island bc a full day of interaction got me really wanting my bed too much for this
today i try to not think too much about relationships (some days it s hard not getting out of insecurities when you re far away) n cook for my friend s birthday tomorrow! i ll do a cake and a chili (i have 20 euros left and a credit card blocked in berlin hm so i tried to do the groceries buying the cheapest ever and beans are always a good option) then some friends i met in the polish residency invited me to a “crazrave party on an island “ but i never been to a rave party i guess and also i feel a bit old and tired tho i really want to have fun with friends n i am always up to do stuff i never did
confused in berlin n as i wanted to share here my posts kept disappearing so i wrote in my notebook instead
test
- come on i just wrote a lot and my post vanished - i use this space as a diary what s the point if i cannot be spontaneous - i guess it got out of me at least ahah
leaving torino in 2 days for berlin :o)
some pictures with the camera i used to love using for filming
i ll take some time to reply properly to some asks here when i come back from liguria :o))
i didn’t mean for it to happen but hair turned blue
Anonymous asked:
How are u ? <3
<3 quite in a good mood as i am in the train but i had very sad nights staying at my grandma s place, she is suffering a lot and it got me to think about when my father was sick and also questioning a lot where i am heading to.. but i had sweet moments with her n i saw my brother and mother too. also the hills around so nice and being able to work with olive tree in the garden again !
Anonymous asked:
Tell us more about your partner? x
we met 3 years ago during a residency in the desert of poland, they were doing the graphics of the collective n were playing but at that time we barely talked as we are both quite shy ! they are living in torino n i’m going to their family place rn in the north of italy (actually super close to my grandma s house !) i didn t give so much info here but rn i feel strange writing 🙃
leaving my family s place in the south of france i’m on the train rn for the north of italy, i wonder if i keep moving as a way to escape thru change but it feels good atm