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we were bound to burn

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ran, 28, part time writer/full time procrastinator, i should be watering my plants but instead im crying over fictional firefighters
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Buck’s taking him to therapy, where he knows Eddie’s therapist’s name and Eddie’s entire history with him; Buck, who let himself into Eddie’s house with food from Eddie’s favorite coffee shop with coffee crafted perfectly for Eddie’s tastes; Buck, who apparently has a book on Eddie’s coffee table with so many dog-eared pages it’s like any interruption at Eddie’s house is worth putting it down.
Buck, who touches him with a devotion as palpable as all the little pieces of himself scattered throughout Eddie's home.
Eddie thinks he might have solved his own question, but he’s afraid to look at the answer too closely—because he’s fairly certain his best friend is in love with him, and Eddie can’t remember a single thing about him.
Or, the one where Eddie wakes up from the shooting only to think he was hurt in a certain 7.1 earthquake years prior and learns to appreciate the life he's created for himself since then.
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tlirsgender

Sometimes I see a respected mutual in my notes and remember they follow me and I'm like. Should I apologize for what I'm doing here. But they did choose to be in my house

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sibylsleaves

im just thinking about Buck's "I know how great Eddie is of course you wanna hang out with Eddie I've known that since I first met him" and like. this man really just assumes Being In Love With Eddie Diaz is a natural and neutral state of being. he's like yeah of course i feel infinite love and affection for Eddie that's just the way everyone feels about Eddie. he's like im not in love with my best friend i just think he's the handsomest silliest bravest beautifulest bestest guy in the whole universe because he Objectively Is <3

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I recently had surgery, and at the time I came home, I had both my cat and one of my grandma's cats staying with me.

- Within hours of surgery, I wake up from a nap to my cat gently sniffing at my incisions with great alarm.

- I was not allowed to shower the first day after surgery, and the cats, seeing that The Large Cat is not observing its cleaning ritual, decided I must be gravely disabled and compensated by licking all the exposed skin on my arms, face, and legs.

- I currently have to sleep with a pillow over my abdomen because my cat insists on climbing on top of me and covering my incisions with her body while I sleep (which is very sweet but not exactly comfortable without the pillow). She also lays across me facing my bedroom door, presumably on guard for attackers who may try to harm me while I'm sleeping and injured.

That's love. 🐈‍⬛🐈❤️

cats are so very unclear on what is wrong with us but they want to help

Last time I had a really bad migraine my cat curled herself round my head and purred sympathetically, and actually stayed there through two of her normal mealtimes. It wasn't until I was able to stagger to the kitchen and grab a protein bar for myself that she gave a very small, polite miaow to the effect of "while you're up... could you get something for me too?"

My cat loves playtime. In Jan 2022, I had a blood clot in my lung and was hospitalized for a day. It took me more than a month to recover once I got home. I was in excruciating pain for the first two weeks and could barely move. Basically, I could only sit still or stand still. I couldn't even lie down bc the pain in my chest and my breathing were so bad. Which also meant I couldn't play with Spotty. My family tried to play with him but... he's very lackluster with others (i don't know why haha). Well, after a while I decided I could probably play with him if I sat on a chair or on the floor and swished around his favorite wand toy. This very stationary playing doesn't usually entertain him, but during this time, he got really into it. And the first time, he kept stopping in the middle of what he was doing to head butt my leg. He was so happy to play with me!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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