hi so this is @bubbleflexe and I was very very very stupid and accidentally deleted my tumblr account. Please reblog to get the word out in case anyone’s wondering what happened/if they want to re-follow; i would be very grateful!!

— TOME

help me see a doctor.

hi. i hate to make this post. but i’m fucking desperate.

i’ve spent the last few months horrifically depressed and actively suicidal. i have been unable to get out of bed most days, to the point that it is affecting my grades drastically. in the last few weeks i’ve come close to attempting suicide at least three times with one actual attempt.

i recognize that i need help, but i cannot afford it.

if i can get to a doctor, i may be able to get a doctor’s withdrawl on my classes, ultimately saving me a ton of stress as well as my scholarships. on top of this, i will be getting an actual evaluation and the help i need. i don’t have insurance, and i don’t want my parents knowing that i’m in this state. they will not help the situation, and may make it worse.

i have commissions open, but i cant guarantee that i’ll be able to get them done until after i get some kind of treatment and get to a better place. link for that is in my desc.

please consider donating to me. https://paypal.me/Davenchurch . please also consider reblogging this. i’d appreciate it a lot.

thank you.

an update

i’m currently in the hospital because my counselor feared for my life and my safety. they plan to have me transfered somewhere asap for inpatient care.

i have no idea how the hell i’m going to pay for this. i dont know what else to say but

please help me.

I’ve been s a v i n g all my summers for you Like froot, like f r o o t.

“I think this new album is much more reflective, It’s also centred around extremely different things; half of the album is about a relationship that I had to end. It’s not something I feel good about, and it’s not something I’d really addressed before in my songwriting. In pop music in general it’s always this spurned ex-lover type of thing, but this time it wasn’t that at all. It was more like the guilt that you have to deal with that comes from hurting someone else. It’s just as hard as being rejected or dumped.” - FROOT 13.03.2014

me: bein alone not that bad, im coo 

me: *spots happy couple on bus all snuggily*

Mulan (1998) // Memoirs of a Geisha (2005)

The Emperor’s New Groove - 2000

↳ Ah, how shall I do it? Oh, I know. I’ll turn him into a flea, a harmless, little flea, and then I’ll put that flea in a box, and then I’ll put that box inside of another box, and then I’ll mail that box to myself, and when it arrives…I’ll smash it with a hammer! It’s brilliant, brilliant, brilliant, I tell you! Genius, I say!

the world wasn’t ready for his talent or honesty

selpherix