not doing so well

do you ever get in an “i don’t know” phase in your life. where you literally don’t have a solid answer to anything. you. just. don’t. know.

I wish there were more guys to relate to about trauma because trauma really fucks up your masculinity and sexuality and like everything and we don’t normally tell people to save those images it just blows

i really wish i could get a refund for all the love i’ve wasted on people like! repay my emotional labour your bill is in the mail

when people say my name im like.   cant believe i exist

imagine being secure in ur relationships and not convincing urself that ur friends all secretly hate u at least once a day

does anyone else feel like….idk how to explain it….like completely disconnected from life around them? constantly going “these are my friends” and “this is my home” and “this is my life” and “this is my body” to remind yourself that you’re not just some timeless floating essence and even those mantras are completely useless and you almost never come down from it and you’re feeling like….everything is real but also completely fake at the same time

me researching and connecting my childhood trauma with all my mental problems at three am 

opening up

This right here is the realest shit I’ve ever read

Tbh

me: i literally couldnt care less about what people think about me

also me: