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Hurt Soul

@londonmoongirl

"You know what they say about hope? It breeds eternal misery" ~ Spencer Hastings PLL
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I havent posted for a long time, Im sorry. I had my reasons.

Anyway im already at week 16 😍 the baby is as big as an avocado, weight of 100 grams 😍

I have already felt a lot of butterfly movements inside, especially after sugar 😂 i can feel it tumbling around, its sooo cute 😍

I also found out the sex of the baby and its a boy 😍😍😍 although im going in for a check up in a week that will confirm the sex 100%, so right now its 90% chance its a boy 😅

I wont post any ultrasound pics for safety reasons. Sorry 😅

I hope you have a great time 😁🥰 byee

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Early pregnancy signs!  I am experiencing the majority of these so fingers crossed :)

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londonmoongirl

Omg xd i had number 1,2,3,4,9,10,12,13,14 and 15 quite a bit

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londonmoongirl

"Baby dont cut"

Baby dont cut

Baby dont cut

Every time you cut you hurt me too

Baby dont cut

Baby dont cut

You dont deserve the pain you give yourself

Baby dont

Dont cut

Its not worth it

Its not the way to get over it

Baby dont cut

Let me help you out

Baby dont cut

Let me pull you up

From that puddle of blood your sitting in

Im here to help

Im here to free you

Im here to make you loved

And im here to lead you

Baby dont

Dont cut

Dont cut me out of your life

Im here to pull you out of this madness

I know you have your reasons,

You feel useless and guilty

You feel depressed and unworthy

Of love

But i dont care

I love you too much to let you go

And watch you destroy yourself

Baby dont cut

Baby dont cut

Why do this to feel pain

If you could feel love instead

Baby dont cut

Baby dont cut

Theres nothing you can gain

By laying with bleeding arms in bed

Baby dont

Dont cut

Dont cut the life out of youself

Baby dont cut

Let me help you out

Baby dont cut

Let me pull you up

From that puddle of blood your sitting in

Im here to help

Im here to free you

Im here to make you loved

And im here to lead you

Baby dont

Dont cut

Dont

Baby dont cut

~ A. S.

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the-no-longer-human

Fuck it

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londonmoongirl

Thats what i thought back when i wrote the poem. But now that im practically over most of my depression, and believe me... i did not just have the regular depression, i was really deep in to it, now i look back and i think... "it wasnt that hard to get out of all that mess i was stuck in" its really not that hard. I know that it might now look that way from someone battling it still but it does get better... although it doesnt go away by itself, you have to put some work in to it. I also know the addictive feeling that the darkness and pain and stuff gives and that is really hard to let go but its worth it to start working on a better life for yourself. I wish you the best ❤❤❤

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Soooo i know its been long but i havent been feeling the best, i mean i AM pregnant after all and im bound to be sick a lot 😂

I have actually started a job in a Cafe and its really not a lot of stress or anything because there arent many customers. So i get to relax a lot. Plus i get paid a lot and that helpes since my gynecologist appointments cost 200zł so about... 50$.

The father of the baby is the most caring father ever 😍 im so glad we are getting married.

So just a quick update on how the baby is doing. Im now in to my 6th week. And morning sickness is a bitch 😂 I cant wait to hold my tiny little human being in my arms 🥰🥰🥰 SOO EXCITED 😁

#pregnancy#teen mom#teen pregnancy#daily updates#my babiiiiiiies#love baby#my baby#babies#pregnant#early pregnancy#my pregnancy#love my baby#teen moms#cant waiiiit#cant wait
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OMG guys! I cant believe it! IM PREGNANT!!! 😍🥰😍🥰😍🥰

Ive always wanted to be a mother and finaly my dream came true 😍

Im 4 weeks and 4 days pregnant and this is how the baby looks like right now:

I have an appointment with the gynecologist in a little bit.

I'll keep you updated on how things are going 🥰

#pregnant#pregnancy#pregnancy update#im a mother#babies#childbirth#my pregnancy#teen pregnancy#early pregnancy#love baby#my babiiiiiiies#my baby#my babies#loving my life#best thing ever#cant stop smiling#teen mom#best day of my life
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sabertoothwalrus

hold the fuck up I just noticed there’s an apple juice emoji

🧃

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circusbattery
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SCREAMING

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t4tsonadow

Thats a GRAPE JUICE BOXBDBDBDND

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circusbattery

OH SHIT.

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compleatedsadboy

God I wish I could have some apple juice :(

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tigwex
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what the shit is this????? boiled egg????? boiled egg juice???

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im-extremely-scottish
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its orange juice clearly

🧃

Is appl

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dualclock

J Ü C E

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spelledslots

Juicebox tower of Babel

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hisuian-samurott

Some people have sunny juice even

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gayluigi

Can we talk about how OpenMoji has people straight up drinking lemon juice from a juice box?

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owiez

Lemonade ..... youre talking about lemonade

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terminallybutch

Everyone in this post has brain damage

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mrdyketator

🧃It's apple juice everyone

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rudolphsboyfriend

... emojipedia has emoji juice

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moobrvoobl-moobmoob-oobmpoobroom

JoyPixels has green juice.

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londonmoongirl

Wait hold the fuck up....

🧃 its orange juice 😍😍😍

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thetenderpassion

Roast the fuck out of them. Being family doesn’t mean you ever have to be okay with that shit.

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margoteve

*slow clapping at the dad*

I always reblog this.

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scandinavianfairytale

Toxic people are toxic people…doesn’t matter if they’re friends, family, lovers…

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michaelbogild

Poetry challenge #25

Parallel universe.

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versesforthedew

My happiness inhabits a parallel universe:

I will travel through space and time to find it,

Using my dreams as compass,

Using my dreams as maps.

Here be dragons, there be dragonflies

That carry Dawn on their wings:

I will travel through black holes

To find the true meaning of Spring.

We exist in worlds that never touch

But are married in the illusion of our gaze,

We sip the nectar of the Milky Way

And get drunk on starlight,

We dance on the rings of Saturn

And dive into Mars' oceans.

Birds will nestle in our daydreams

And lead us to one of our tomorrows

And we will hesitate at crossroads

We will choose the misty path

That leads to the end of Sorrow.

P. F.

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Bloodthirsty

Bloodthirsty thoughts

Cross through my mind.

A flash of silver

A bubble of red.

The blade carving my misery

In to my skin.

From left to right

It cuts so deep,

The curves of my feelings

The canyons of my darkness.

Red rivers flow down

Down twoards the edge

Of my world.

The blood starving me to death

And leaving with lust for more.

~ A. S.

#deep#poetry#depressing feelings#feelings#blood#darkness#sad poetry#sad thoughts#poems#depressed poem#im gonna cry#pain#emotional pain#just my thoughts
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