20 yrs old

5’2 ft

hw: 140 lbs

lw: 111 lbs

cw: 125 lbs more or less

gw: 110 lbs 🔒

ugw: 100 lbs 🔒

i watch anime pls if you have anime or manga recommendations tell me all of them >:) i love talking about anime it makes me so happy 😩🙏 doesn’t matter the genre or even just any types of shows or books you rlly like pls i’m bored and i have too much free time because i don’t have friends pls pls <//3

i just got a job a month ago and every time i get my paycheck all the money goes straight to food. i’ve gained so much weight. i can see it. i’m scared to even step on the scale. idk what to do..

btw sorry for being so inactive. i keep thinking i’m getting better but i seriously need to shed off some pounds right now.

all i want is a thigh gap… why is it so difficult ?

love how i started to lose weight right when school started.

i’ve come to the conclusion that i will never stop relapsing. relapsing is within me and i will forever thank God and the universe for bringing relapsing into my life. 💗 /s

oh my fucking god i am so tired of relapsing over and over again….

why can’t my brain just choose..

i genuinely hate saying this but i really hate my mom right now. she’s been calling me fat this entire week and it didn’t bother me the first day but now it’s getting to my head. and it fucking sucks because i was JUST getting more confident about myself and my belly fat but no. i’m thinking of turning to laxatives.

bruh i’m gonna sh00t myself why couldn’t i had been born with skinny genes God WHYYYY. if i don’t reach my goal weight before i turn 18 i’m actually gonna b depressed for the rest of my life and i’m gonna blow up every gym i see 💕 nd for legal purposes that was a joke 😝

n e ways here’s some ulzzang inspo 🥲

idk why my fatass thought i’d have the confidence to go to the pool tomorrow with a two-piece swimsuit. i’m really regretting not buying a one-piece, but now i can’t do anything abouuuut iitttttt but cryyyyyyhgyy‼️‼️‼️😎😎😎🥳🥳

just weighed myself and i’m 130 pounds.. it’s the highest i’ve ever been and i feel like a fucking pig. cant wait to get all this fat off me 😁

am i the only one who gets excited when they start to restrict and exercise after a really long time of eating like complete shit ??

every time i tell a guy that i want to lose weight they always tell me they don’t date thin girls liiike..... oookaaayyyyy ? 🤨 who said i wanted you ? tell me how to be 90lbs so i can block you.

i honestly hate proana accounts or people who say shit like “starving urself shows how strong u are”. if u actually have an ed and know how draining and unhealthy it is why would u want 2 brainwash other people by telling them that having an ed is ok ?? like i don’t mind ppl who give tips and shit but stop making ppl think that having an eating disorder is a good thing, especially since there’s literal kids on ed tumblr.

y’all we’re finally learning about eating disorders in class 😁 it’s my time to shineeeeeee

why is it so hard for ME to eat less ? why do I have to have a food addiction ?