Crazy how I just realized that it’s not that I don’t want to move out my parent’s house, it’s that I don’t like where I live enough to pay rent and keep building a life here…
the x files was queerbaiting
Why the HELL did I dream abt my first love/situationship/who I never shut up abt during 2022 getting married and me attending the wedding suffering the whole time 💀
Nothing like waking up to find out the northern lights were apparently visible and everyone saw them except you ✌️
Oh lord I graduated college a year ago to the day
I’m dogsitting and the woman’s son came over to drop off his dog and I literally had to covertly text her and ask her to tell him to leave bc he decided to linger and he’s not too much older than me and I had a gut feeling he would have hit on me if I let him stay and this is NOT the time for that…it was soo uncomfy and we were literally in the house alone and he’s a stranger so I had to try and be nice cause I was worried abt what would happen if I told him I was uncomfortable or straight up asked him to leave 💀why is life like this
The whole thing was so 🥴 Honestly he was giving ~autism vibes~ which is relatable and maybe it was just that, but the sad reality is I can’t afford to misjudge a strange man who I am alone in a house with :/
I’m dogsitting and the woman’s son came over to drop off his dog and I literally had to covertly text her and ask her to tell him to leave bc he decided to linger and he’s not too much older than me and I had a gut feeling he would have hit on me if I let him stay and this is NOT the time for that…it was soo uncomfy and we were literally in the house alone and he’s a stranger so I had to try and be nice cause I was worried abt what would happen if I told him I was uncomfortable or straight up asked him to leave 💀why is life like this
TRUTH, DARE, SPIN BOTTLES
it’s kinda fucked up that you’re only an age for a year. I didn’t know how to be 23 yet, let me try again
The Josh/Donna pairing from West Wing has bewitched me so much that I'm about to reinstall dating apps 💀
I didn't feel like mercury retrograde was affecting me as it was happening but now that it's over it's like I've suddenly remembered I'm a Person and can Do Stuff so I guess perhaps it was?
why dont beautiful men women and people want me a 23 year old unemployed tumblr blogger with bad skin
There is supposed to be a place where no one can reach you. Traditionally, the home, but now we settle for the ocean, the airplane, the summit of a mountain, the middle of a lake, the shower, the womb, the grave
but violence is built to be wider / always / on the other side / sing elegies to the exit wound.
—yves olade
ending of the poem i used in the other post, but the entire collection hits so fucking hard y'all
The Scene from the x files pilot, as seen on my 1999 crt tv :)
All these parallel universes and I ended up in the one where I dog-sit my old bosses’ dogs while she and my former situationship/almost gf go out to dinner