Currently in limbo.

Waiting for the federal government to give me the ok to start working in a classroom. I have been playing stardew for the past week straight. Maybe I should write some. Set a page goal for each day. Yeah that sounds good.

Ever come across something on your tl by one of your moots that you don’t talk to as much anymore. And you’re heart just tightens in your chest and you throat feels dry cause look at you. Look at you being amazing and still going and I miss you with every fiber of my being but reaching out feels too far gone. So you just sit watching from afar silently cheering them on as their interests change from yours and you both grow into new people. I miss you and love you. Look at us go.

Have i spent the last three days writing obsessively just to avoid feeling anything: yes

do i like anything ive written: no

will i continue since im 4 chapters deep: also yes

Last final was just turned in… my college career is almost over. Just student teaching left now.

Damn… didn’t realize how true the three month rule is.

I’m so in love with Huh Yunjin it’s not even funny.

LOOK AT THIS BEAUTY😭😭

AHHHHHH I just got amazing news!!! I heard from my placement advisor that I’m going to be getting my first choice for my student teaching!!!!

I’m so so excited and feel so much stress leaving my body, the finish line is so so close I can almost taste it!

Just sitting here thinking about love again…

Literally the only reason I want a partner rn is the though of sitting on their lap and doing their make up. The thought of that just makes me so happy and lonely at the same time lol

BRO @staff QUIT PAUSING MY MUSIC. I AM TRYING TK LISTEN TO SPOTIFY WHILE READING FANFIC AND YOUR APP KEEPS PAUSING IT AND RUINING MY IMMERSION. ITS NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE WHAT IS GOING ON?!?!?!?!?