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It feels as if I just had a dream in a dream

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27 | ♋️ | Filipina-American | Multi-stan | Slytherin | Writer/Reader | Multi-Fandom Fanfic Blog
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akirag3

I've always listened more to the live version of this song (disorder tour, red haired Ruki, you know?) because the bass is more prominent. I don't know.

my thoughts are all scattered, I'm sorry.

this song has been stuck in my head the past few days, especially the instrumental parts. listening to it seems to be one of the few things that make my heartbeat slow down.

Ruki's lyrics have always helped me express my feelings. he has a better way with words than I do, and I've ended up relying on that when it comes to things as big as this. these kinds of feelings that, when I was young, I thought only him and I understood; but now that I've reconnected with the fanbase and I've forced myself to search out and search a community again, I realize are pretty common. they're just as intense, just as meaningful, and just as important. it just takes something really special to be able to express them correctly.

Reita's passing has reminded me to cherish the people around me. my relationship to him and to all the other members has always been parasocial, but that doesn't take away how dear to my heart they are, how much they matter to me. and so I thought I should also make sure that the people I can actually reach out to, give a hug to, give a gift to, speak directly to, know that I love them and that they are important to me.

I've been re-learning to appreciate my environment, to appreciate the little things that bring me happiness, to take care of those around me.

and I have to thank this band for making me a better person again.

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marvelstoriesepic

Breaking chains - Masterlist

Pairing: Biker!Bucky x reader

Summary: Leaving behind an abusive and possessive boyfriend, and finding refuge in the hometown you once yearned to escape, certainly wasn’t a chapter you anticipated in your life’s story. Yet, eyes as blue as the sky at dusk, belonging to a mysterious biker drew you into a world of unexpected possibilities, where a job at his bar becomes more than just a means of survival - it’s a pathway to freedom and self-discovery. Though, breaking away from your past proves daunting when shackled by invisible chains.

Word count: 26.7k (more to come)

Warnings: mentions of a toxic relationship and possessive behavior; implications of abuse; self-preservation; toxic parents; nightmares; anxiety

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~Chapters~

• part one

• part two

• part three

• part four

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slytherinyourrpants

This is itching that part of me that has been searching for more biker!bucky content, so thank you! I'm excited and a little anxious to dive into this new world that I pray is kind to our main girl as she deserves all the love!

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blackthornluce

Anne Hathaway and Nicholas Galitzine as Solène and Hayes in The Idea of You (2024) directed by Michael Showalter.

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httpwanning

ありがとうれいた

"Goodbye, see you again, I hope you stay healthy Goodbye, we'll be able to see each other again, right? You, that I love, become a very precious memory. I'm so lonely that I could die, and your voice still does not leave my mind".
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alzheimerphan

A part of my youth has temporarily left.

It's weird knowing that he won't be here with us anymore.

Thank you for being born and thank you for appearing and letting me know you in the days of my youth.

Good night Reita | the GazettE.

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Reita,

I'm so sorry I'm just now finding out about your passing.

Thanks to you, I discovered the magic of The GazettE during the age when I felt most alone. I fell in love with the style, the rhythm, and the balance you created.

A big part of me is unable to believe this is real. Even though there is an official statement and thousands of memorial content, I cannot grasp the reality of it. I recently thought of you, wondering if I've missed an Instagram post that was lost in my dashboard. Sadly, I came across a post of an article about your band members bidding you farewell. Lord knows I was hoping you had decided to leave the band to take a break and live life...

My eyes were opened to the world of Visual Kei all because the universe introduced me to you. I came across "Filth in the Beauty" and immediately started searching for the identity of the man wearing a bandana on his face. The need to know more about you, the band, and your music was intense, no one could stop me. It was then I fell in love with wearing masks or any face covering all because I wanted to be as cool as you.

You meant so much to me when I was young. Around that time I was having difficulty finding myself, the youngest of a big family who struggled silently with depression and self-harm. I didn't know who I should be, what music I wanted to claim mine, or what style of clothing to adopt. Back then I didn't have anything or someone that was mine to discover. If I think back far enough, you were probably a MySpace theme.

During my first year of fanfiction, I found some VK writers asking for people to submit artists and prompts. Of course, I sprinted and asked for some of the reader and you. I wanted to read about Suzuki Akira being doted on and loved like he deserved. (And to also imagine I wasn't as young and to be your partner like all fangirls do) It was probably then that I realized not only did I admire you, but that I loved you.

I admit I had grown apart from the VK scene by '07 when I got into K-Pop. But even so, I always came back to you and blared your bass part in "Cockroach" on repeat to give me the edge I search for. Time was the only thing to change, my love and admiration for you was on in the same.

Reita, I loved you when I was age 9, I love you at age 27, and I will love you in the next life.Without you, I wouldn't have discovered all the things and people I love today. I wish you peace wherever you are and to please watch over your brothers until you all meet again.

Sayonara, my love.

#Reita#the gazette#ruki#aoi#Kai#uruha
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