The sexual tension + combination of mender and jender in endverse destiel I'm going crazy
āTe amoā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āI love youā
āY yo a ti Casā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āI love you too, Casā
DEAN AND CAS SPEAK THEIR TRUTH. AND NOW WHEN YOU SEE CAS āFINALLY HAPPYā AS THE EMPTY TAKES HIM, IT WILL FOREVER HIT DIFFERENT.
Supernatural has helped me over come my childhood fear. Lmao.
In which Dean and Cas find a home.
āThat one.ā
Dean followed the trajectory of Castielās pointed finger: a house, red like a barn, with dark brown shutters on the windows. A wild garden was blooming over most of the concrete path leading up to the front door, and ivy grew in reckless abandon over most of the house. āThat one? It looks like no one even lives there.ā
āIt has a wild beauty,ā Castiel shrugged.
They continued their walk down the quiet neighborhood street. It was a warm day; Dean could feel the sun leaking through his leather jacket. The occasional bird twittered from one of the tall oak treesā branches draped over the road, and white noise filtered from the freeway in the distance.
āI wouldnāt want to live on this street,ā Dean said.
āWhy not?ā
āYou can hear the highway.ā
āYou spend most of your day travelling on a highway,ā Castiel gently reminded him.
āI know; but when Iām home, I want my peace and quiet.ā
Castiel hummed thoughtfully. He nodded his head to the left of them, toward a sprawling rambler. āWhat about that one?ā
āI want two floors. At least.ā
A few more steps and Castiel gestured to a towering old Victorian-style home, at least three stories high. It was akin to the types of houses Dean and Sam had squatted in over the years while healing from a difficult hunt: dilapidated and abandoned. Dean raised a questioning eyebrow at Castiel, who said defensively, āItās tall, like you wanted.ā
Dean was beginning to realize that Castiel had no idea what was considered a proper home to live in. He held out his arm; it hit Castiel across the chest and he stopped. āLook at this one,ā Dean said before Castiel could protest.
The house that Dean chose smiled at them with a huge bay window, its glass reflecting the afternoon sunlight. It was painted a gentle grey with a large cedar door as an entrance. A little white porch, decorated with a splatter of wicker lawn chairs and a collection of wind chimes, was seated at the entrance.
Dean put a hand gently onto Castielās back, smiling down at him. āWell?ā
Blue eyes turned from the house to regard him. āIt has a very nice garden,ā he stated.
āYouāre really jonesinā for a garden, arenāt you?ā
The corners of Castielās lips lifted into a small grin. āWhat do you wish for in a house?ā
āA big kitchen,ā Dean replied without any thought. āBig kitchen with lots of sunlight. I want to be able to see the crap that I cook. And I want a huge bathroom, one that connects to our bedroom. A shower that I can actually move around in; not one of those āIām a shower but also a crappy bathtubā situations. And a big garage to work on Baby, and a huge TV so you can watch your dumb soap operas andā¦ what?ā Dean asked, self consciously cowering under Castielās gummy smile.
Castiel laced his fingers between Deanās, pressing into his side. āA comfortable couch,ā he continued softly. āFor when we watch my ādumb soap operasā.ā
āYeah,ā Dean said in a hoarse voice. āNot leather. A soft fabricā¦maybe.ā
āCan we have a large living room as well? Higher ceilings? We can hang plants.ā
Dean scoffed, āHang plants?ā
āThey brighten up a room, Dean.ā
Both men stood for a moment longer, hands entwined, staring wistfully at the house. Dean tried very hard not to think of the symbolism in that moment: the house in front of them owned by someone else. Someone who can live a very normal life with sunny kitchens, a garage, kids, maybe even a dog if they wanted.
Someone who could live a traditionally long life with someone they loved, giving them all the gardens they wanted in the world.
āLetās go,ā Dean said abruptly, pulling Castiel away from the house. āWe told Sam weād only be on this stupid walk for an hour.ā
āDean.ā He felt Castiel tug against his hand, pulling him into his space. He stared at Dean very intently, brushing a hand against his neck, making Deanās skin shiver.
When Dean didnāt protest or move away, Castielās hand came up to cradle his cheek. Deanās breath hitched and he closed his eyes against the touch. āCas, weāre in public,ā he murmured in a barely argumentative tone as Castielās chest pressed up against his.
āI donāt want you to be sad.ā
āIām not sad.ā
āRegretful, then.ā Dean felt gentle lips pressing against his jawline. āYou donāt need a house to have a home. Sam is your home, as is the Impala, and the bunker.ā
āI think youāre forgetting someone there, Cas,ā Dean said as his arms tightened around Castiel in an embrace.
āWho?ā
Dean rolled his eyes. āYou, ya dummy.ā
āOh, yes.ā Castiel rested his forehead onto Deanās shoulder, smiling into the crook of his neck. āYou are my home as well, Dean.ā
Deanās hand ran up and down Castielās back. āWeād be happy in a house,ā he said thoughtfully.
āYes,ā Castiel agreed. He pressed a kiss against Deanās lips and guided him up the road, toward where Dean had parked the Impala. āOne day, we will be.ā
Some of the very funny and cute birthday tweets for Misha. Iām so happy heās being showered with love š
Of course Mary will assume that Dean and Cas are a couple when she first sees them together, just like pretty much everybody else does. And surely Dean will be quick to assure her that āno mom, itās not like that!ā
So now all I can picture is the three of them at some diner late at night, having some coffee and taking a minute to breathe after all the crazy before they continue their search for Sammy. Mary sitting across from her oldest son and the angel, and asking the default question anyway:
āSo how did you two meet?ā
Naturally, Cas will be all deadpan like āhe stabbed me in the chestā.
While at the same time, Dean will blurt out āhe dragged me out of hellā.
And when Mary raises her eyebrows at the two of them in confusion, Cas will undoubtedly roll his eyes at Dean and say something along the lines of āyou werenāt conscious for that part, I hardly think it countsā, while simultaneously Dean argues āI didnāt stab you in the chest on purpose!ā
Casā comeback being āI fail to grasp how you could stab someone in the chest not-on-purpose, Deanā.
And Mary simply smiling smugly at them from behind her mug of coffee while they continue to bicker like a married couple, because she was totally right about their relationship, even if these two idiots wonāt admit it.
You look worried, fellas.
SUPERNATURAL HIATUS CREATIONS // Week Thirteen: Favorite Episode [2/2]Ā [Part 1] ā³02.01 In My Time Of Dying āDean, you gotta hold on. You canāt go, man, not now. We were just starting to be brothers again.ā
Castiel is so helplessly in love with Dean Winchester and it kills him that he canāt see it.
Even though Cas has literally given everythingĀ up for Dean, he wonāt accept it because he is so sure that he can never have anything good.Ā
And Cas is the epitome of good, heās an Angel of the Lord, so thereās no way he could love Dean Winchester.Ā
But Castiel does love Dean Winchester, he loves him more than he loves himself, and heās tried to show Dean more times than he can count.Ā
One day Deanās going to see that, because Cas has had enough of this, heās done waiting and heās done pretending itās okay.Ā
Heāll grab Dean and make him look him in the eye and heāll tell him how much he means to him, how worthy he is of everything good and beautiful in this world and more.
And of course Dean wonāt accept it until Casās eyes flash so much hurt that it breaks his heart in half and he decides to be āselfishā just this once
And he pulls Cas to him by the lapels of that damn trench coat and kisses him with everything heās been holding back for 8 fucking years
And itās everything heās never let himself hope for and more when Cas kisses him back
7x19 | Of Grave Importance
Dawg Day Afternoon | Dark Angel 2.18
7x19 | Of Grave Importance