So. I don’t know if there is anyone out there that still cares about me or thinks that I’m NOT literally Satan incarnate, but if there is, I owe it to you to tell you I’m alive. I’ll spare the details but when certain family members saw what I did to myself my laptop was taken away indefinitely. I’ve only now been able to sneak on, after I realized there was a small chance that someone might be worried about me.
But I can’t stay even if I was allowed to. Not only did I stagnate to the point where I started to be pretty terrible to people, not only did I do damage to others, I was also hurting myself… A lot. Tumblr is BAD for me. I never left the house for a long time and it just made my depression worse and worse, and as my depression got worse, so did the way I treated others. And then I felt even more awful.
Besides, I have improved so much being away from Tumblr that it’s really not worth it to return, at least until I get my ducks in a row. I need to learn how to take care of myself and be a decent person. Which is going to take lots of time, effort, and therapy.
Thank you, followers, for sticking with me even though that post containing receipts on me has been spreading. I’ll still probably play ESO when I get my computer back, and Discord for the sake of Pokemon Go groups, but please don’t chase me there just to scold or berate me. It won’t do you or me any good.
