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your life is not your own. bbc sherlock's sherlock holmes. mostly canon. written by allison. remade several times.
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INDEFINITE HIATUS

     I’m officially moving from a semi-hiatus to a full indefinite one. I feel very badly about all of my blogs, my writing, how I am as a person on here. I’m not having a lot of fun anymore, as it’s gotten stressful and all I ever feel is bad, in one way or another, when I come on. I can’t pinpoint it, what it is exactly, but I just can’t be here right now. I just want to be good for you guys, and be here consistently and not sporadically like I have been. I want to bring positive things to the dash, and not the negativity I’ve been bringing lately. I’ll be back at some point, I promise. Just, not right now.

     All of my blogs will be on hiatus for the time being: bbcmycroft, bbcmary, vtrevor, abhordull.  It’s unlikely I’ll bring them off all at once.

     I might check messages every now and again, but chances are I’m not going to. I will also still write outside of Tumblr, things that I can kind of keep going on the fly but don’t have to put all of my immediate focus and energy into. If you want to keep in contact with me, or continue writing, please please please add/follow me on one of the following (mutuals, preferably –– tell me who you are if you add me, please):

personal/fandom blog: morstans –– it’s unlikely that I’ll follow any roleplay blogs back, but I’ll change my settings so people I don’t follow can still IM me. twitter: bbcmorstan –– I’ll follow pretty much anyone back here, and sometimes my tweets are funny. facebook: here –– I don’t actually post much, but I use messenger a lot & it’s good for roleplay things. skype: allisonrepnyek –– I’m always logged in, so it’s readily available to me. email: alliestormoody@gmail.com –– also good for roleplay things. imessage: above email –– texting is my preferred contact, but this is definitely mutuals only & I will give my phone number out to those who ask and are mutuals.

     I don’t know when I’ll be back. I don’t know how long it will take to get out of this funk, to feel better about everything. Could be a few weeks, few months. I don’t know. I don’t want to lose my friends, though, so please keep in contact & I’ll do my best to do so as well.

     I’m going to reblog this a few times on all my blogs, and let my queue run out on them all. I’m sorry. Thanks, for being there, and understanding. <3

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INDEFINITE HIATUS

     I’m officially moving from a semi-hiatus to a full indefinite one. I feel very badly about all of my blogs, my writing, how I am as a person on here. I’m not having a lot of fun anymore, as it’s gotten stressful and all I ever feel is bad, in one way or another, when I come on. I can’t pinpoint it, what it is exactly, but I just can’t be here right now. I just want to be good for you guys, and be here consistently and not sporadically like I have been. I want to bring positive things to the dash, and not the negativity I’ve been bringing lately. I’ll be back at some point, I promise. Just, not right now.

     All of my blogs will be on hiatus for the time being: bbcmycroft, bbcmary, vtrevor, abhordull.  It’s unlikely I’ll bring them off all at once.

     I might check messages every now and again, but chances are I’m not going to. I will also still write outside of Tumblr, things that I can kind of keep going on the fly but don’t have to put all of my immediate focus and energy into. If you want to keep in contact with me, or continue writing, please please please add/follow me on one of the following (mutuals, preferably –– tell me who you are if you add me, please):

personal/fandom blog: morstans –– it’s unlikely that I’ll follow any roleplay blogs back, but I’ll change my settings so people I don’t follow can still IM me. twitter: bbcmorstan –– I’ll follow pretty much anyone back here, and sometimes my tweets are funny. facebook: here –– I don’t actually post much, but I use messenger a lot & it’s good for roleplay things. skype: allisonrepnyek –– I’m always logged in, so it’s readily available to me. email: alliestormoody@gmail.com –– also good for roleplay things. imessage: above email –– texting is my preferred contact, but this is definitely mutuals only & I will give my phone number out to those who ask and are mutuals.

     I don’t know when I’ll be back. I don’t know how long it will take to get out of this funk, to feel better about everything. Could be a few weeks, few months. I don’t know. I don’t want to lose my friends, though, so please keep in contact & I’ll do my best to do so as well.

     I’m going to reblog this a few times on all my blogs, and let my queue run out on them all. I’m sorry. Thanks, for being there, and understanding. <3

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INDEFINITE HIATUS

     I’m officially moving from a semi-hiatus to a full indefinite one. I feel very badly about all of my blogs, my writing, how I am as a person on here. I’m not having a lot of fun anymore, as it’s gotten stressful and all I ever feel is bad, in one way or another, when I come on. I can’t pinpoint it, what it is exactly, but I just can’t be here right now. I just want to be good for you guys, and be here consistently and not sporadically like I have been. I want to bring positive things to the dash, and not the negativity I’ve been bringing lately. I’ll be back at some point, I promise. Just, not right now.

     All of my blogs will be on hiatus for the time being: bbcmycroft, bbcmary, vtrevor, abhordull.  It’s unlikely I’ll bring them off all at once.

     I might check messages every now and again, but chances are I’m not going to. I will also still write outside of Tumblr, things that I can kind of keep going on the fly but don’t have to put all of my immediate focus and energy into. If you want to keep in contact with me, or continue writing, please please please add/follow me on one of the following (mutuals, preferably –– tell me who you are if you add me, please):

personal/fandom blog: morstans –– it’s unlikely that I’ll follow any roleplay blogs back, but I’ll change my settings so people I don’t follow can still IM me. twitter: bbcmorstan –– I’ll follow pretty much anyone back here, and sometimes my tweets are funny. facebook: here –– I don’t actually post much, but I use messenger a lot & it’s good for roleplay things. skype: allisonrepnyek –– I’m always logged in, so it’s readily available to me. email: alliestormoody@gmail.com –– also good for roleplay things. imessage: above email –– texting is my preferred contact, but this is definitely mutuals only & I will give my phone number out to those who ask and are mutuals.

     I don’t know when I’ll be back. I don’t know how long it will take to get out of this funk, to feel better about everything. Could be a few weeks, few months. I don’t know. I don’t want to lose my friends, though, so please keep in contact & I’ll do my best to do so as well.

     I’m going to reblog this a few times on all my blogs, and let my queue run out on them all. I’m sorry. Thanks, for being there, and understanding. <3

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INDEFINITE HIATUS

     I’m officially moving from a semi-hiatus to a full indefinite one. I feel very badly about all of my blogs, my writing, how I am as a person on here. I’m not having a lot of fun anymore, as it’s gotten stressful and all I ever feel is bad, in one way or another, when I come on. I can’t pinpoint it, what it is exactly, but I just can’t be here right now. I just want to be good for you guys, and be here consistently and not sporadically like I have been. I want to bring positive things to the dash, and not the negativity I’ve been bringing lately. I’ll be back at some point, I promise. Just, not right now.

     All of my blogs will be on hiatus for the time being: bbcmycroft, bbcmary, vtrevor, abhordull.  It’s unlikely I’ll bring them off all at once.

     I might check messages every now and again, but chances are I’m not going to. I will also still write outside of Tumblr, things that I can kind of keep going on the fly but don’t have to put all of my immediate focus and energy into. If you want to keep in contact with me, or continue writing, please please please add/follow me on one of the following (mutuals, preferably –– tell me who you are if you add me, please):

personal/fandom blog: morstans –– it’s unlikely that I’ll follow any roleplay blogs back, but I’ll change my settings so people I don’t follow can still IM me. twitter: bbcmorstan –– I’ll follow pretty much anyone back here, and sometimes my tweets are funny. facebook: here –– I don’t actually post much, but I use messenger a lot & it’s good for roleplay things. skype: allisonrepnyek –– I’m always logged in, so it’s readily available to me. email: alliestormoody@gmail.com –– also good for roleplay things. imessage: above email –– texting is my preferred contact, but this is definitely mutuals only & I will give my phone number out to those who ask and are mutuals.

     I don’t know when I’ll be back. I don’t know how long it will take to get out of this funk, to feel better about everything. Could be a few weeks, few months. I don’t know. I don’t want to lose my friends, though, so please keep in contact & I’ll do my best to do so as well.

     I’m going to reblog this a few times on all my blogs, and let my queue run out on them all. I’m sorry. Thanks, for being there, and understanding. <3

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INDEFINITE HIATUS

     I’m officially moving from a semi-hiatus to a full indefinite one. I feel very badly about all of my blogs, my writing, how I am as a person on here. I’m not having a lot of fun anymore, as it’s gotten stressful and all I ever feel is bad, in one way or another, when I come on. I can’t pinpoint it, what it is exactly, but I just can’t be here right now. I just want to be good for you guys, and be here consistently and not sporadically like I have been. I want to bring positive things to the dash, and not the negativity I’ve been bringing lately. I’ll be back at some point, I promise. Just, not right now.

     All of my blogs will be on hiatus for the time being: bbcmycroft, bbcmary, vtrevor, abhordull.  It’s unlikely I’ll bring them off all at once.

     I might check messages every now and again, but chances are I’m not going to. I will also still write outside of Tumblr, things that I can kind of keep going on the fly but don’t have to put all of my immediate focus and energy into. If you want to keep in contact with me, or continue writing, please please please add/follow me on one of the following (mutuals, preferably –– tell me who you are if you add me, please):

personal/fandom blog: morstans –– it’s unlikely that I’ll follow any roleplay blogs back, but I’ll change my settings so people I don’t follow can still IM me. twitter: bbcmorstan –– I’ll follow pretty much anyone back here, and sometimes my tweets are funny. facebook: here –– I don’t actually post much, but I use messenger a lot & it’s good for roleplay things. skype: allisonrepnyek –– I’m always logged in, so it’s readily available to me. email: alliestormoody@gmail.com –– also good for roleplay things. imessage: above email –– texting is my preferred contact, but this is definitely mutuals only & I will give my phone number out to those who ask and are mutuals.

     I don’t know when I’ll be back. I don’t know how long it will take to get out of this funk, to feel better about everything. Could be a few weeks, few months. I don’t know. I don’t want to lose my friends, though, so please keep in contact & I’ll do my best to do so as well.

     I’m going to reblog this a few times on all my blogs, and let my queue run out on them all. I’m sorry. Thanks, for being there, and understanding. <3

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INDEFINITE HIATUS

     I’m officially moving from a semi-hiatus to a full indefinite one. I feel very badly about all of my blogs, my writing, how I am as a person on here. I’m not having a lot of fun anymore, as it’s gotten stressful and all I ever feel is bad, in one way or another, when I come on. I can’t pinpoint it, what it is exactly, but I just can’t be here right now. I just want to be good for you guys, and be here consistently and not sporadically like I have been. I want to bring positive things to the dash, and not the negativity I’ve been bringing lately. I’ll be back at some point, I promise. Just, not right now.

     All of my blogs will be on hiatus for the time being: bbcmycroft, bbcmary, vtrevor, abhordull.  It’s unlikely I’ll bring them off all at once.

     I might check messages every now and again, but chances are I’m not going to. I will also still write outside of Tumblr, things that I can kind of keep going on the fly but don’t have to put all of my immediate focus and energy into. If you want to keep in contact with me, or continue writing, please please please add/follow me on one of the following (mutuals, preferably –– tell me who you are if you add me, please):

personal/fandom blog: morstans –– it’s unlikely that I’ll follow any roleplay blogs back, but I’ll change my settings so people I don’t follow can still IM me. twitter: bbcmorstan –– I’ll follow pretty much anyone back here, and sometimes my tweets are funny. facebook: here –– I don’t actually post much, but I use messenger a lot & it’s good for roleplay things. skype: allisonrepnyek –– I’m always logged in, so it’s readily available to me. email: alliestormoody@gmail.com –– also good for roleplay things. imessage: above email –– texting is my preferred contact, but this is definitely mutuals only & I will give my phone number out to those who ask and are mutuals.

     I don’t know when I’ll be back. I don’t know how long it will take to get out of this funk, to feel better about everything. Could be a few weeks, few months. I don’t know. I don’t want to lose my friends, though, so please keep in contact & I’ll do my best to do so as well.

     I’m going to reblog this a few times on all my blogs, and let my queue run out on them all. I’m sorry. Thanks, for being there, and understanding. <3

#important things. // psa.
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Molly feels his eyes on her and she’s suddenly very interested in a piece of lint on the sleeve of her jumper. She just can’t bear to see the pity she is sure is in his eyes. Poor lovelorn Molly Hooper. 
When he finally speaks it’s not exactly what she was expecting him to say.
“No, I know,” she says with a faint shrug before she does look up at him. “You didn’t have to. I know that’s not really…your area. Which is fine. Really.”
She gives him a small, understanding smile that fades quickly. 
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     “I don’t think you’re understanding what I’m saying, Molly.” His voice is patient, slowly letting the words properly sink into the other’s mind. He’s not sure he even fully understands what he’s saying, as he’s not fully understanding the emotion that he’s feeling for the woman before him.

#amongdeadthings#v: post four.
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if this was any other wedding ( & they were any other people ), it would be the maid of honor helping her with the wedding planning. janine could hardly be considered her best friend. was it possible to be best friend’s with someone when the whole base of your friendship was the job your friend had? besides, sherlock had much better taste. “ what about the orchids with the clear vases? they’ll match the bridesmaids dresses better? “
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     Why was Sherlock so adamant about helping Mary with the wedding? It helped him cope with it, helped him get closer to Mary, be better friends with her. Also because John was hardly doing a thing and anything he contributed ended up being all wrong anyway. “Much better.” He goes to take another sip of his wine but he finds it out. He gives a near pout towards the empty glass before looking back to the arrangement in question. “I think it ties in really well. Better than the other one. And to think John wanted blue flowers.”

#terrifyingskillset#v: series three.
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       ‘ well, i just find that simple sight seeing is a tad boring. ’ a sudden blush paints her cheeks, sheepish smile finding its way onto her face. it was true however, she much rather enjoyed a more adventurous vacation than just plain old touristy trip. ‘ i still have a week left of it. thought i could relax over that time, but this is more exciting than cleaning up the flat.’
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     “Relax? Why would you ever want to relax when there are bones to see, Molly?” He has a grin on his face, knowing he’s going to win this. Not that it’s anything to win, but it’s a small victory, being able to get Molly to go right back on another holiday with him. “I’ll book a flight.”

#mollv#v: post four.
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NAME. Allison. STAR SIGN. Aries. HEIGHT.  5′3″ CURRENT TIME. 4:48pm. FAV MUSIC ARTIST.  Mumford and Sons. SONG STUCK IN YOUR HEAD. I actually don’t have one. LAST MOVIE WATCHED. no idea. LAST SHOW WATCHED. Dr. Phil is currently on, so that. WHEN DID YOU CREATE YOUR BLOG. This particular one in like, February? But Sherlock’s been a thing for years now. WHAT KIND OF STUFF DO YOU POST.  Roleplay. OTHER BLOGS. bbcmary, bbcmycroft, vtrevor. WHY DID YOU CHOOSE YOUR URL. Because he’s abhors dull. HOGWARTS HOUSE. Slytherin.  ALIGNMENT. Idk. POKEMON TEAM. Idk. FAVORITE COLOR. Grey. AVG HOURS SLEEP.  5-8.  LUCKY NUMBER. Don’t have one. HOW MANY BLANKETS DO YOU SLEEP WITH? Two. DREAM JOB. Something with animals. FOLLOWING. 147. FOLLOWERS. 174

tagged by: @mollv tagging: whoever wants to!

#allison the puppeteer. // mun.
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She doesn’t expect the door to open, though outwardly she doesn’t show it. Eurus merely watches him enter, her eyes fixed on his form, her hands still in her lap. No movement is made; she remains immobile.
You say you’re here, but are you really here? You don’t care, none of you do, you took care of the problem and once you leave again, you’re not going to come back. You don’t care you don’t care, Sherlock, not about your psychopath of a sister.
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     He knows this isn’t going to be easy, knows she won’t come to him. He has to go to her, show her that he cares about her, wants to continue doing so. He hasn’t known her long, and she tried to kill him and the people he cares for, put him through horrific things. But she’s family, and that means something. 

     Sherlock waits another minute before stepping closer, slowly closing the distance between them. “I am here,” he repeats. “I wasn’t here before. How could I be?” She didn’t exist to him. “But I’m here now. Believe me.”

#eastwiind#v: post four.
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  There was that smile she had longed to see on his features that only a case seemed to bring him. Or at least, it was the only time she had been able to see such a smile. “Both the Austrian and Irish governments have tried. He likes to travel and changes his MO rather often. Likes power plays to an extent, but never when there’s a risk he might lose but he likes bragging as well.. Also has a liking for petite women, prefers dark haired or red haired.” She pulled out her phone and opened a file on it before handing it over to him. “You’ll find the details there.”
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     “Obviously we have to use you as bait,” Sherlock says without hesitation, fingers taking the phone from the woman. He reads through the file, silent for a few moments as he skims through it. “He’s in England now - believed to be. Which is why you’re here. You already have a plan and need me to help you carry it out. I will.”

#letshavedinner#v: post four.
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“You don’t need to apologize anymore either, Sherlock,” she says in return before her eyes drop from his. He’d apologized for what happened while he was at Sherrinford and she had accepted it. There wasn’t anything else for him to apologize for.
“It’s not your fault that you don’t…feel how I do. We can only be who we are and want what we want. I…well…it’s not like I’ve lost anything.”
She never had him to begin with, so nothing’s changed except now he knows.
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     Sherlock is quiet for a few minutes, too long for what they’re talking about. He doesn’t take his eyes off Molly, taking in her words, letting them go through his mind as he thinks about them, thinks about his own feelings. “I never said I didn’t feel the same,” he settles on without him even meaning to speak quite yet.

#amongdeadthings#v: post four.
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  ❝——I suppose we have rather different views on this matter. Despite everything, I always hoped for more from my parents, and of course was left disappointed at the end. But then again, that’s just the tragedy of all families. My sister is my only real family now. And you.❞ His mother was still alive, but not to him.
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     “We’ve both been disappointed.” For different reasons, vastly so. Victor’s parents never hid a sibling from Sherlock. There’s a slight smile on Sherlock’s face at Victor’s next response. “Is that all you need?”

#vxctorx#v: post four.#it is!
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docknowsit:

“Rules are rules, mister Holmes. I’d enjoy spending time with ole’ dead Sally in the back letting me roll my cigarettes on her forehead, but we unfortunately have to adhere to the rules. 
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Half an hour won’t kill you, it will give your lungs some time to breathe some clean morgue formaldehyde-ridden air.” she stated with a shrug, before her eyes moved onto the file. “So, moving away from small talk, you finding what you need there?”
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     “A look at the body myself will be better for me.” Sherlock always preferred to get a look at things himself if possible, rather than in reports or photographs. “Allow me that?”

#docknowsit#v: series three.
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