IM DYING

imagine losing your virginty to axl

SMUT INCLUDED 

“oh fuck you” i said as i lightly punched his arm.

“ oh come on , i think its hot“ he said chuckling

“ that I’m a virgin?” i asked sarcasticcaly

“ yup” he said gulping down whats lefts of his soda.

“ go screw yourself “ i huffed getting off his couch

until he grabbed arm” wait…I’m sorry didn’t mean it that way” he said sweetly as he caressed my cheek, “ i know this is really important to you , and its important to me too.” , i looked down until he lifted my head with his index finger.

“ let me see those beautiful eyes of yours “ he said as i looked into his green ones.

he slowly lent in until his lips were softly brushing mine , soon his kiss got deeper and more passionate as he slipped his warm tongue into my mouth , feeling the heat rising to my cheeks , he grabbed a hold of my waist with his right hand, and the back of my neck with his left.

we struggled to get to his bedroom , since our only focus was on each other , after what seemed like forever we finally got there while  axl shut the door behind us , he shoved me gently onto the bed, as he hovered over me and started to kiss my neck softly , my hands began to roam his body as they slowly started to remove his shirt , as he did the same thing , leaving us both topless , his rough hands began fondling my breasts , my head sunk back in pleasure as he continued to undress me .

“ oh god…. axl” i moan as my hands clasped on his strawberry blonde hair .

as he started to unbutton my jeans his fingers itched down my under where , i quickly held on tighter as a new sensation was running through my body .

“ ow …” i moaned in pain as his fingers slid through me .

he quickly stopped” is it too much ?” he asked in a caring tone

“ no… no , its okay” i assured him with kiss.

a few seconds later the pain disappeared and pleasure took its place  , his fingers continued pumping in and out of me .

“ fuck… axl , don’t stop” i panted as i got close to my climax.

“ jesus axl , I’m gonna cum ..” i whimpered ,thats when he pulled out , leaving me feeling empty.

 i raised my head pissed,” what the fuck was that for?!” i huffed.

“ don’t worry baby , you’re gonna cum , but thats only gonna happen  when I’m inside you” he said seductively as he lent in for a kiss.

His mouth trailed onto my collarbone kissing gently , I moan as I wrap my hands around his neck , he raises his head , “ are you ready ?” He asks sweetly 

I nod smiling , he repositions himself and before I knew it , I felt a stinging pain rush though me , I quickly clasp onto his back , “ just tell me when to move , alright babe ?” 

I wait a couple of minutes until the pain was tolerable, “ you can move “ I whispered into his neck.

Slowly but steadily he started thrusting in and out , “ A-Axl …” I moan out load as my head sunk back onto the pillow , “ God …. Y/N” he said as his hands wrapped around my hips thrusting faster and harder.

I felt my walls tighten around , as my orgasam began to peek through , I started to whimper “ A-Axl Im g-gonna cu ….” I whimper 

“ It’s okay baby , cum for me “ he groans 

With a few more thrusts , we both reached our peek and collapsed next to each other .

“ That was amazing “ i say panting while smiling like an idiot looking into axls piercing eyes

He smiles back

“ What “ i ask chuckling 

“ I love you “ he says quickly 

“ What?” I ask shocked raising myself up

“ Fuck , listen Y/N you don’t have to say it back , I shouldn’t have said anything “

“ No , no “ I say chuckling as I cup his face and kiss him slowly , “ I love you too”

Apparently ,he loves torturing us😀

FUCKKKKKK , FUCK , people your girl here , yes me , is FUCKING going to see GNR in march , I'm the same amount of happy as when I saw this picture for the first time, people dreams come true 😭😭😭😭😭

I get so emotional when I hear him sing this 😭

It's hilarious when he's pissed off

imagine axl giving you a lap dance.

i giggle as I talk to this guy who i met at axls house party , he’s actually a fucking nice guy , axl and i are like two opposing forces , i fucking love that man to death but he drives me crazy , we've been good friends for quite a while now , i mean I’ve known that man since high school , anyways back to the conversation.

“ you’re a pretty cool girl , you wanna hang out sometime?” he asks shyly as he scoots closer.

 i smile as i nod , and get closer as well , he begins to lean in for a kiss , as i tilt my head , i feel a dark figure standing infront of us , i look up and its non other than axl .

“ get the fuck out “ he growls at the poor guy.

the guy scurries away , i stand up pissed “ what the fuck is wrong with you?”

“ oh please don’t act like you’re annoyed , i just saved you from that snooze” he replies smirking.

“ oh yeah ?, try again , he impressed me more than you ever did” i reply sassily.

“ is that so ?” he says glancing at me, “ HEY STOP THE MUSIC” he yells , and quickly the music shuts down , and the room went silent.

“so this young lady here thinks i can’t really do much to impress her, so how about i change that mindset?” he says as he looks around the crowd of people surrounding the living room.

 "Hey duff , why don't you give me some of that bass bang " he says in his deep raspy voice as looks towards me with a smirk plastered across his face . 

 I look at him confused " what the fuck are you doing ?" I whisper , as duff plugs his bass in , and plays a few chords , until resigning on a consistent beat. 

 "Oh you'll find out in a second " he answers with a sexual tone .

 He pushes me back onto the couch , while he lightly grazes my arms , sending shivers down my spine, " so ladies and gentlemen, I always thought if my singing career didn't work out, I would have become a male stripper , and now is the perfect time to test that theory " he says while looking into my eyes.

i felt heat rise up to my cheeks as he began strutting slowly around me with slow and loud steps echoing through the room , never letting his sultry eyes leave mine , until he came back infront of me lowering himself to my thighs spreading them slowly as he raised himself once again making my heart race and goosebumps spread all over my body.

 I felt embarrassed , turned on and pissed off all at the same times as he continued swaying his hips to the rhythm of duffs bass , he let his arms wrap around my neck , pulling him even closer to me , as most of the guests were whistling and making crude noises , i couldn't stop watching while he gently placed himself on my lap , rubbing and grinding his nether regions against mine ,making my hand uncontrollably move south exploring his toned torso, i can't lie and say that i didn't want to strip and take him right there , which i presume he noticed when he whispered

“ you want me don't you ?” nibbling on my ear as he said so.

as his lips got closer to mine , duff stopped , and axl quickly got off me and acted like nothing happened while people started whistling and cheering , however i was speechless , wide eyed , and didn't have the ability to process what happened , slash slowly came up to me

“ uh... Y/N  are you okay?” he said as he chuckled placing his hand over my shoulder.

which quickly snapped me out of my trance “what , uh huh yes , I'm completely fine , why wouldn't i be fine ?, you know i could really use a drink right now” i mumbled through my words quickly as grabbed his whisky , and let the burning fluid go through my throat , which then i quickly gave back to him.

“ooooookay ... if you say so” he answered back unsure.

i had this feeling inside me , i wasn't really sure what it was , was i turned on, happy , mad ? but i know for sure that axl is right behind me , i quickly turned around.

“ oh hey, you've got some pretty good moves “ i say winking , which i quickly regret , idiot , idiot.

he chuckles , “ I'm not sure who enjoyed it more me or you” he said as he got closer .

i stepped back “ uh , i don't really know what you're talking about” i played dumb.

“ oh come on , you know what I'm talking about “ he says smirking .

“ don't be so full of yourself axl” i say crossing my arms 

“ well , I'm sure you weren't thinking that , when your hand was practically on my dick” he says with his deep raspy voice.

i kept walking back until i hit the hard white wall , leaving me no where to escape as axl places both of his arms on the sides of the wall.

he slowly lent in , placing his lips on mine , getting a hold on my neck , as his tongue explored my mouth , his lips were so soft , so tender , making me wish this moment wouldn't end , until unfortunately it did when we had grab some air.

“ fuck...” was the first thing i said as i looked into his eyes.

“ don't worry honey , were gonna be doing that soon too “ he says winking.

Imagine having a fight with Axl and end up staying with slash .

waiting for axl backstage in his dressing room , fiddling around with his things , after a few minutes later i started hearing the crowd screaming wildly , I’m guessing the shows over , soon after i started hearing footsteps approaching the door , the door unlocks and my precious ginger and my drinking buddy walk in .

 i quickly walk towards him “ hey babe” he whispers in my ear as he wraps his arms around my waist , “ hello my sweaty boyfriend” i say giving him a kiss on the cheek ,he gives one back sweetly.

i then a kiss and a hug to the top hat fellow drinking out of his of jack.

we crashed together on the couch while axl started changing right infront us .

taking off his boxers , leaving him butt naked , since slash was so hammered out of his mind he said this” dude , your dick is like fuckin tiny” he slurred as he chuckled like a five year old ,” isn’t that right Y/N ?” he asks smirking

since i had a few drinks myself i agreed along laughing .

“ i don’t understand how he keeps you satisfied baby” he smirked 

“ I’ve wondered that myself” i answered giggling ,at this point axl is giving us the most terrifying glare you might imagine 

“are you fucking kidding me ?! both of you get the fuck out now!” axl yelled

slash and i looked at each other for a moment then back at axl and bursted out laughing .

“I’m not fucking joking , get the fuck out , were through , pretty sure plenty of others would like to suck my small dick” he growled

fuck he was actually serious , i thought to myself , “ babe i was just joking” i said as i walked over towards him and wrapped my arms around his waist .

he pushed me away ,” fine asshole , if you can’t take a joke , then you can go and fuck yourself preferably with your baby dick.” i yelled as left slamming the door.

soon after slash followed me, “ Y/N wait hold up !” I heard slash call out.

I turned around wiping my tears away.

“ What do you want slash?” I asked coldly.

“ Are you alright?” He asks timidly.

“ Do I look alright ? “ I ask sarcastically, he doesn't say a word .

“ Never mind I'm out of here “ I say as I turn around until slash grabs my arm and pulls me back.

“ Where are you going ?” He asks softly.

“ A hotel I don't fucking know, but I'm sure as hell not near that psychopath “ I say frustrated as I push my hair back .

“ Just stay at my place, it's the least I can do “ he says smiling.

“ Fine but don't expect me to be tidy “ i say as I start walking away but i quickly  turn around and gave him a hug .” Thanks “ i whisper as he hugs back.

One week later

A Knock on the door interrupted my nap , I woke up grumbling ready to kick this persons ass , I rub my eyes as I head to the door , and lord and behold it's axl rose.

“ I'll  get slash”  I say quitely as I head upstairs.

 “ No Y/N wait , I want to talk to you “ he says softly 

“ what’s there to talk about ?” i ask blank faced 

“ i wanted to apologise , i shouldn't have overreacted the way i did” he says while fiddling with his fingers.

i stayed silent.

“ well? say something “ he says

“ I'm sorry axl I'm afraid if I speak another word I might hurt your feelings” I say pouting .

“ Okay you made your point , I'm sorry “ he says looking down at the ground embarrassed.

i crossed my arms smirking and got closer to him , raising his head with my index finger , giving him a deep kiss, which he quickly gave back .

“ i love you” he said as he pulled away

“ i love you too “ i said back.

Izzy seems to really love that vest .

He's so adorable !