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“Hope, even when the world tells you to despair”

@julesherondalex / julesherondalex.tumblr.com

a 24 y/o book lover. i am in love with azriel of night & a ship called elriel. that's what i write about. this blog contains acotar, tog, tsc, tfota, hp, soc, marvel, the office and some more.
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Love Me Tonight (Elriel) - Part I

Summary: It’s only a matter of time before even the stubborn shadowsinger will have to yield to his sweet flower-grower. Or: In this, Azriel is fussing. That is pretty much all.

Word Count: 3784                   Song of the Fic

Read on AO3 here.

Part I | Part II

Elain Archeron sensed the spymaster as soon as the first kernel of his shadows attached itself to Velaris.

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Day 100 of Spreading Elain/Elriel Positivity

I want to try and spread as much positivity to the Elain stans and Elriel shippers as I possibly can

Happy 100 Days of positivity!! I cannot believe that so many days has passed since the start of this series. I am trying to continue this series for as long as possible, since I always want positivity in the Elain and Elriel tags.

As we all know, this fandom can be harsh. However, many of the Elain stans and Elriel shippers have constantly made things better. From the theorists to the artists, you all have helped keep the ship afloat.

I want to show some appreciation to others, so here are a few accounts that you should look into!! I am sorry if I wasn't able to get everyone, please know that you are all important and I am glad that you are a part of this fandom.

Analyzers/Theorists

@dancingwithfae - amazing at analyzing characters and disproving anti arguments!

@dracolovebot - one of the longest Elriel defenders on Tumblr!! Look for one of their amazing posts that analyzes Azriel's shadows and what it means regarding ships

@elriell - formerly known as "silver-flames" they are one of the most popular Elriel blogs. Make sure to check out their theory that connects Elriel's book to Sleeping Beauty!

@hacawijo - this blog is just amazing when it comes to refuting anti Elriel arguments and proving why Elriel is endgame. Also founder of the TarGwyn ship lol

@icedflames - they have received so many asks about Elriel, and always gives great answers! Made many great parallel posts regarding Elriel

@juusworld5728 - amazing at defending Elain!! Their posts about why her book is next is just spot on

@mrspettyferr - their theories and posts providing parallels helps confirm that Elriel is endgame even more. They also have written some fanfics!

@offtorivendell - this blog provides some very well-researched theories that are filled with an insane amount of evidence and reasoning! Look out for the ones about Koschei

@psychee92 - this blog's theories about what the next book will be about leaves you with no doubts that Elriel is next!

@sciencebaetch - if you are wondering about the fourth dread trove item then be sure to check out this blog!

@silverdreamscapes - they provide some great posts that invalidates any of the anti arguments!

@silverlinedeyes - this blog has many theories but is most notable for the Lightsinger Theory!

@suelky - this blog has made many metas that will blow your mind. The one about Elain, Azriel, and Windows, is a must read!!

@wingedblooms - this blog has some very interesting theories, including one that connects Elain to the Welsh Spring Goddess Blodeuwedd!

Writers

@batboyazriel - great AU fics, including one called "Famously In Love"

@danydragons21 - check out their in progress multi-chapter fic "The Shadows That Sing"

@dottielovegood - “Pretty Little Angel” is definitely worth reading!!

@fawnandshadows - they are currently working on a "25 Days of Elriel" for December so be on the lookout!!

@featherymalignancy - such a talented writer!! You must check out their masterlist

@gopeachllama - check out their amazing fics and HCs!!

@gripefroot - You all must read their “A Court of Dusk and Shadows” fic that is set to have 33 chapters!

@insulindsay - incredible writer with the most heartwarming fics!!

@julesherondalex - they have some amazing work so definitely read their many Elriel fics

@nikethestatue - in addition to writing fanfics, this blog is amazing at answering any anon thrown their way!

@rhysanoodle - if you are looking for a lengthy fanfic to read then "Perfectly Aligned" is for you!

@snelbz - this blog has a variety of fics for whatever mood you are in with Elriel!

@thefangirlofhp - make sure to check out their wonderful Elriel one-shots that were done for this year's Flufftober!

@the-laughing-bubble - they have a couple of fics and some great HCS!!

@tswaney17 - the in progress multi-chapter "I Do Bad Things With You" is a must read!!

Artists

@demonlovesangel - this blog creates the cutest art of Elriel!!

@elisiarin - (on Instagram with the same name) such a wonderful artist! Their art is just so pleasing to look at

@livlochan - (on Instagram as livlochan.art) the way I cannot breathe when I see their art. Seriously, truly phenomenal!!

@sncinder - (on Instagram as sncinderart) so talented!! Such showstopping work

Instagram@: jessdraw.s - they make absolutely stunning work!! Elriel always looks gorgeous

Instgram@: one3yedneko - their Elriel art is so pretty!

Instagram@: theclever.crow - all of their art is incredible. They recently did an Archeron sister piece that is phenomenal

Bookstagram

Insta@: captnswreads - (on tumblr as @forget-me-not-s ) they make some great reviews and has commissioned quite a few incredible Elriel art!!

Insta@: courtofelriel - their aesthetic is just breathtaking. They frequently post credited theories and such!!

Insta@: stephdaydreams - this blog shares some amazing reviews and has commissioned a couple of great Elriel art!

TikTok

TikTok@: aelinelain - (on Twitter as twinklingminna and on Tumblr as @elrielgarden ) you will be mesmerized by their cosplay of Elain!!

TikTok@: hey_itsjoanna - their theories and predictions about the next book will reassure you that Elriel is endgame!!

TikTok@: fkzreads - in addition to Elriel be sure to watch their other great videos that will get you reading more!

Again I am so sorry if I did not get everyone. The Elain stans and Elriel shippers make the fandom worth it and I am so glad for all the people I have met. Whether you make 10000 word fanfics or you hit like on the posts, I am happy you are here!

Have a wonderful day my lovelies ❤️🌸🦇🌹💙

Thank you for the kind mention 💜 lovely day to you too 😘

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I have to laugh at the idea that Elriels are making Rhys into a villain, as if most Elriels don’t love him. (He’s actually my favorite character). Not everything is black or white, good or bad. The situation was much more complicated than that. I think most of us understand that he wasn’t coming from a place of maliciousness or hatred or even selfishness, but rather fear. He was afraid for Feyre, he was afraid for his court, and he was afraid for what it could mean for his tenuous political alliances. He was afraid but he wasn’t correct when it came to Azriel. And Azriel is partially to blame for that.

From the moment he summoned him, Rhys was angry and hostile and assumed the worst, but he never actually asked about Azriel’s feelings, and for that matter Azriel did NOTHING to help himself. He offered nothing of his true feelings probably because:

Azriel is unreadable and keeps his emotions and thoughts to himself. The man does NOT like sharing with people, I imagine less so when he’s cornered.
Rhys was incredibly angry and accusatory from the moment Azriel entered Rhys’s office, and it probably caused Azriel to shut down even more than usual
Azriel was never going to reveal his true feelings for Elain in a bonus teaser chapter most won’t read
I think SJM purposely didn’t want Azriel to reveal his true feelings because she wanted to leave Rhys, and perhaps even the reader, with the impression that it really was just about sex for Azriel. The ultimatum/conflict between Rhys and Azriel will probably play out for a little while, and I think it’s why SJM brought up the snowball fight and them trying to hurt each other with the rocks. There’s anger there for the both of them.
And honestly, Azriel has a lot of shame and guilt, and feels unworthy of Elain. He probably feels like Elain, along with everyone else, would be better off if she just accepted the bond with Lucien. If he’s not going to pursue her or be with her or have a future with her, what would be the point of correcting Rhys’s assumptions that it’s just sexual attraction and not something deeper?

Rhys is 100% the setup man for the angst/forbidden love trope, but nobody thinks he’s the “villain”. Rhys assumes it’s just sex and Azriel says nothing to correct him, and that’s why he tells Azriel to go fuck someone else and pay for it. But it’s a false assumption for the reasons above.

When Rhys says to Azriel “stay away from her or I’ll make you regret it.”, that’s the moment it becomes forbidden. And there’s no way I can see Azriel actually abiding by that order. At least not forever. At some point his feelings are going to override his high lord’s order. Ultimatums, especially based on false assumptions are meant to be defied. But again, Rhys is not a villain. He told Feyre that if Elain wants to break the bond, she would have their full support. And when Rhys finally realizes that it’s not just a sexual attraction on Azriel’s part, I think he would support Azriel and Elain’s choice completely. Nobody thinks Rhys is the evil asshole keeping them apart, but rather it’s the circumstances surrounding them, and that’s a big difference. These characters aren’t perfect or right or good 100% of the time and that’s ok. It doesn’t make them evil, it makes them nuanced.

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!!! Bro idk many people on here who actually dislike Rhys that much because of it, people make jokes about when feyre finds out/analyse the scene but I think the majority love him 😂😂

Also brilliant post as well ✨✨

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one of the most amazing things that has been said to me in therapy is that self esteem doesn’t exist.

and that floored people and the psych went onto say that what she meant was that self esteem is a concept that actually includes a vast array of things and labelling them all as one thing is really limiting and prevents actual improvement

you could have real strong pride in the things you create and hate your body

you could hate your creations but also want to share them with people

you could not hate yourself at all but not take care of yourself, engage in reckless self endangerment

thats all bundled under ‘self esteem’ but saying ‘i need better self esteem’ doesn’t mean anything

whereas if you say ‘i need to work on ways to keeping myself safe, refusing to act on destructive urges’ or ‘i want to be in a place where i believe compliments trusted people give me’

thats concrete, thats a goal.

having it said in therapy helped a lot of people in my group stop saying ‘i have low self esteem’ and start specifying about the actual issue they have

Wow, that is so, so helpful.

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The Inner Circle’s favorite thing to do is excite a pregnant Elain just to watch her powers glow with joy. The imagery is one Azriel conjures up on his darkest days.

-Elain Archeron at Rosehall during her birthday, pregnant with her first child. The dress was a gift from her loving husband, Azriel, who is as besotted with her as she is with the gardens at the estate, and as fire loves innocence, and as secrets love to be told.

You draw?! This beautifully?! Holy shit, this is amazing! 💜

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Flufftober Day 4: Indirect Kiss

Fandom: A Court of Thorns and Roses Pairing: Elain Archeron/Azriel Characters: Elain Archeron, Azriel, Azriel’s shadows.  Rating: General Warnings: None Word Count: 2,733

indirect kiss (plural indirect kisses)

  1. The act of kissing an object that someone else kissed recently, symbolizing a kiss between the two people.
  2. Touching one’s lips to an object that someone else has touched their lips to (such as food or a cup).

“I know you want this as much as I do.”

His towering frame bent at the waist, affording more efficient eye contact for them both. His eyebrows curved up just slightly as the singular talent she possessed in her brows flaunted itself- it was one of the things he so ardently loved about her, amongst everything else. Elain had more control over the muscles controlling her eyebrows than he did over his own emotions and instincts. The way they practically danced with every change in facial expression brought him no little joy and small parts of grief that he couldn’t do the same.

Sometimes, she’d perform mesmerizing wave-like motions with those finely shaped brows that always resulted in his forgetting whatever he was about to say. It was the reason, amongst others as well, that he was so quiet in her presence. While his silence around others was an elected preference, his reticence around her was enforced upon him, and he was helpless to speak, much less even think.

“Well?” Elain quipped. “I know you have thoughts, my Lord. I can practically see the fog of dark and ominous happenings stirring around your head. Or is that just your hair?”

Azriel thinking every little thing concerning Elain matters to him. Yeah, my heart right about broke then. 💔 So beautiful and heartbreaking!

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Flufftober Day 3: Under The Rain

Fandom: A Court of Thorns and Roses Pairing: Elain Archeron/Azriel  Characters: Elain Archeron, Azriel, Helion Rating: General Warnings: None  Word count: 2,980

The rain soothed him.

It was a fact she had successfully gleaned through a series of considerate and careful observations over the years, and was proud of having it tucked in the folder of his personality that she kept in her mind. Elain wasn’t in the habit of diligently tracking the workings of the characters of the people around her, but he, she found, was a soothing volume to contemplate on the nights where the whispers in her head were too loud and sleep wouldn’t come collect her.

On a dim autumn afternoon where they gathered for yet another family meal in Feyre’s river house, Elain had passed by the family room briefly on her way to the stairs. The light rain drummed its fingers against the firmly shut windows, the wind whipping the droplets that rolled down in trembling fashion. Standing before one of the large vertical windows made of diamond panels, he was still against it. His forehead pressed to the cool glass as a child would seek a chilled hand in the throes of a fever.

It made Elain pause as her gaze automatically strayed and lingered on his figure, never quite following her conscious bidding when it concerned him no matter how much effort she put in. She’d yet to see him this relaxed more often- shoulders drooped as his head rested against the cold support, his arms still at his side and scarred fingers freed from any conscious clutch. His wings, habitually tucked away so sternly and tightly she often wondered if it hurt to keep them locked so terribly, were parted and angled downwards, and the tips of the largest edge had drooped to the carpeted ground.

His shadows had abandoned him, or he’d dismissed them- she couldn’t tell. But standing there, his face the picturesque frame of a man finally enjoying a moment of silence, Elain felt that he looked more human than anyone else she had ever seen. Which was an odd thing to notice, but Azriel looked little like the fae monster in Elain’s fairytales that had terrified her all her human life, and more like the simple lumberjack she used to observe in the town’s square. Those moments of serendipity as he finally sat behind the stack of his labor, collecting his breath.

But the more important thing Elain noticed was the ghost of a smile on his lips.

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My heartttttt. I cry

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