Avatar

Gems of Memory

@memorydragon

Don't mind me. I'm just a dragon of the dusk that hoards the gems of memories in her cave at the end of the universe. I don't bite (much) provided you don't try to steal my treasure and would much rather prefer to be curled up with a book and a good cup of tea than fighting pesky knights. You can find my fics on my AO3 account or my lj.
It wasn't a dream, it turned out.  Either Lan Xichen had just woken up from a decade long nightmare, or he was suddenly and inexplicably in the past.  He wasn't sure which theory he preferred.
If he was cursed, there was no one he knew who could have done it.  He'd been in seclusion for months, only seeing his brother or uncle on occasion.  Wangji's husband was the only one who might have managed such a feat, and despite Lan Xichen losing his temper at the Guanyin temple, Wei Wuxian hadn't seemed to harbor ill-will towards him.   But here he was, in the Cloud Recesses before it burned down, not allowed anything remotely sharp in his rooms (sword included), with both his brother and Uncle hovering constantly after his breakdown.  Whenever he tried to speak of the coming war or other things from the future, they looked at him like his wits had been lost on a nighthunt.  

So since I’m typing this monstrosity up before continuing writing, I thought I’d post little tidbits as I get to them?  It’s been a while since I’ve actually posted anything, so like... we’ll see how it goes.  I’m pretty sure no one is actually following me for potential Mo Dao Zu Shi fic, but hey.

Anyway, I might actually use bits of this part for a summary if/when I ever actually post anything.  Spoiler alert 1:  He’s suddenly and inexplicably in the past.  Spoiler alert 2: It’s most definitely his brother-in-law’s fault.  Really, who else has a ton of good intentions and history of those good intentions blowing up in everyone’s faces?

I’ll probably be tagging this Time Traveled and Traumatized (not an actual title for the fic, but very apt for a working title, I thought), so if you want to block, that’s the tag to go for.  It features Lan Xichen being Even More Traumatized so that he can get the Most Hugs and Gusu Trauma parties galore.   It’s also currently written to 89 pages in my notebook and only just now finishing the Cloud Recesses arc.  Yeah, it’s gonna kill me.  But damn it, the scene I want to write is at the end, so here I go.

A general note: I’ve lived in China for years now, but I’m still a foreigner who will get things wrong.  Please do let me know if I do end up fucking up culturally, because it’s certainly not intentional. 

Second note: Lan Xichen is ace.  It’s my fic and that’s how I’ve decided to roll.  You don’t like it, please block the tag.  Though if you’re follow me and you don’t like ace fics, that’s probably on you by this point.

Also, I think I’m going for a very, very different Lan Xichen then a lot of fandom seems to write.  Mostly going to be a Frankencanon of the novel and donghua, with a few details of other canons thrown in based on personal preference (example: I love a tiny, fierce Wen Qing from the live action, just because).  Don’t expect regular updates on this, as I’ll just be posting as I’m typing and will eventually go back to Writing Mode which is writing by hand.  I also won’t post any actual chapters until I’ve completed the whole damned thing, because that’s how I roll. 

This is mostly just something new I thought I’d try. Is it promoting?  Is it just me sharing bits to keep my sanity?  Will it Ever actually be finished?  Your guess is as good as mine.  But enjoy?

Place boat in lake superior. Lake Superior perfec t size to put boat captain for n\ap! inside lake very Calm and Gentle crew sleep soundly put boat in Lake Superior. Put Boat In Lake Superior. no problems ever in lake superior because good Shape and Support for boat on water surface great floating and not sinking. Lake Superior yes a place for a boat put boats in lake superior can trust lake superior for giveing good love to boats. friend lake

Avatar
Reblogged

Why do people insist on doing things the hard way, then dump their work on you when the hard way unsurprisingly doesn't work. Like you told them it wouldn't.

If you're going to ask me to cover for a class, do not give me a 45 minute barebones lesson plan and claim it's 90 minutes.

Anthony Mackie: *Talks about raising his kids to be masculine which to him means respect, compassion, responsibility, protecting your family etc.*

Anthony Mackie: *Talks about how growing up in the 80s and 90s in the south you grow up misogynistic sexist and homophobic*

Anthony Mackie: My roommate was gay. I didn't know how to deal with that. My brother is gay. I didn't know how to deal with that. So being a MAN I used my art to better myself. I played Perry so that I could understand my brother better

Anthony Mackie:

A bunch of people online: He is clearly a homophobe alpha male type

___

Look. I get seeing a headline and taking it a certain way. I get the kneejerk reaction to not read what someone says in good faith. But Mackie has been pretty open about a lot of things in his life. So you can find out pretty quickly how he feels about things and that he is teaching his kids non toxic masculinity.

that podcast was so fucking good. i watched it like three times. i need to gif it, because there are SO many fucking teachable moments there. people hate on him, because it's easy to hate on black men. :)

Had a dream where Johnny from “The Devil Went Down To Georgia” came out as a trans woman and the response was so unanimously positive it reversed nearly all of the transphobic bills in the South. She played live in Georgia to an audience of about a third of the US.

Happy late pride month to Joanie, the best that’s ever been 🏳️‍⚧️

Joanie recently changed her name to Jolene because “it’s funnier”, she says

you ever get tired of living but in a non-suicidal way

like everything is bad everywhere and no one has money and im tired of this cycle

i tried to explain how i was feeling like this to my drug counselor and she was like "yeah that still sounds kinda suicidal" and i could not figure out how to explain that i don't wanna die, i just like. am so so so tired of the way life is for me and all my friends and family. i'm tired of living like this but i'm gonna keep doing it bc i guess there's no other choice

I don't wanna die, I wanna go lay on a warm field under the sun and watch the clouds go by. How is this hard to understand?

I just want to spend a few days in the dim twilight between sleep and waking, but specifically the dim twilight of a Saturday morning in April.

Burnout. The word is burnout, but not because of an unusual state of overwork or an overly demanding position, but because the bare minimum being demanded is beyond capacity.

How is it that Tumblr consistently puts the posts that talk about what I am feeling at the top of my feed every. single. time?

oh, tumblr, we're really in it now

odysseus absolutely does present a threat to penelope if he perceives her as at all unfaithful, and i feel the unfairness of this, and i think people tend to undersell how much tension at least potentially exists between odysseus and penelope. but i'm also like. his reaction, all speculation aside, his actual reaction in the odyssey to her flirting with the suitors is delight, because he immediately ascertains that she is running a con. sorry that they're so in-sync in spite of the forces that try to drive a wedge between them, including their own misgiving hearts. sorry that they invented homophrosyne ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

oh, you meant they literally did, ok

would i, tumblr user thee odysseyofhomer, lie to you?

this is the only funny addition to this post

You are using an unsupported browser and things might not work as intended. Please make sure you're using the latest version of Chrome, Firefox, Safari, or Edge.