sabr

sorry for being annoying i could kill myself right in front of you if you want

sorry for being annoying i could kill myself right in front of you if you want

has anyone else noticed that we must go on

I’m going to unlearn shame *bursts into tears and beats my head against a brick wall*

it’s a new week!!! let’s do this!!!!! (cries uncontrollably)

whys it so hard to stop fixating and ruminating and worrying about things that are out of your control

dropping out to pursue a career in naptime

lucky i wasn’t born with a dick bc i’d get hard from seeing a beautiful body of water

i think an uncomfortable truth is that there is an inherent arrogance one has to overcome after spending too much time alone, which is not so obvious when it's forced (i.e. through ostracism) because the assumption is that someone who has been ostracized is more likely to lack confidence and thinks poorly of themselves. but then there's this dance between victimhood and low self-esteem yet also subconsciously believing that your own view or daily decisions are "correct" or "better" because you've never had anyone tell you otherwise, because you've been alone. and in addition have gotten used to being extremely independent and considering others' input doesn't even occur to you. so when others DO provide feedback, it's almost jarring, like you don't have a behavioral pathway with which to respond or receive the feedback so you just respond with irritation because your system is confused

unfortunately its true you'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling

citationless behavior

sourceless behavior

i hope you all get to shake some ass this weekend (not me tho, i will be in my bedroom experiencing delusions)

I don’t think I’m tall enough for this ride (life)

at the core of my being i'm a girl that loves sitting on the balcony