positivebees

ouch my heart hurts. i was fine yesterday.i don't even want him back, i am starting to remember aome things in the relationship in a less attractive light. how dare life be so painful and why are the stakes in love so high? how could he just stumble in my life, say he loves me, then stumble out? I know I will be okay soon and then not okay and then okay again. realising that the caring and loving intimacy we had in the beginning had long begun to fade. sex felt like a chore towards the end. i miss him though i miss him i miss him, please god cure this broke heart.

It hurts so much tonight but differently - I am not overthinking, denying, fleeing from or trying to figure out this breakup. I am just mourning him and all the things I loved about him.

Pain is the fuel for the raging fire that is grief. You have to consume it before moving on. First day since he dumped me where I did not cry once 💔 🔜 💖

Got dumped 1,5 week ago if your wondering about all the sad posts...