this month feels a bit like a whirlwind. where things seemed to go far too slowly before, days inching by where sua would count down until she could actually deny her contract renewal as if driven by a snail … it all seems too fast now. now, sphere expects the same out of her that they did back in january, too much time spent in practice rooms and not enough rest. it’s like they’re telling her once more that they want to break her, but sua is resilient and resistant. she always has been the rebel with a cause.
this month, aside from her own filming and modeling and recording - now, with the addition of chungha, she has a third song to learn in a short period of time. two songs of her own, and one shared with the second girl in their three part subunit learned in the span of two months. is it always going to be this hasty?
sua keeps the music sheets in front of her, her face carefully neutral. love letter is another song that she finds surprisingly to her tastes, and singing it with chungha at her side feels oddly fitting. turning her attention to chungha, sua tucks back a piece of her now blonde hair - that she quite frankly, hates - behind her ear before speaking. “ sorry i haven’t been around to practice with you enough the past week.” she pauses. “ they’ve had me running everywhere, but .. looking at it, i think this song is good for us. what do you think?”
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honestly chungha was still waiting for sphere to pull out the rug from beneath her. it was lingering in her mind every day as she learned the lyrics to singing in the rain. it was more electropop (kind of?) sound but it was definitely unique. it caught chungha’s attention immediately. she had found herself loving it more and more as time went on. sometimes it just didn’t click to her that this song was hers. it wasn’t a cover, it wasn’t homage to another idol, it was hers.
it didn’t seem real.
throw in learning the choreography (which wasn’t too bad, honestly) it really began to cement to chungha that this was it. how crazy was that? her song, her lyrics, her choreography. to add to it: she was even getting a duet with sua who had been confirmed the previous month. chungha’s entire life had been absorbed by the heartz project thus far but it seems like now that’s all her life was. nothing but heartz every day now. it felt chaotic but not in a bad way.
“i like your hair,” chungha tells sua with a smile. it was a little thrilling to be in a subunit with sua. they’ve both come such a long way to get here. it sort of felt....right, almost. she shrugs off sua’s apologies. chungha knew how busy she must have been with her own debut less than a month away and now she has to do a duet with chungha for her debut. it was crazy.
“i can’t expect you to drop everything and sing with me,” chungha jokes. truthfully most of her attention had been on her solo song as well. of course she practised love letter. it was every bit a song of hers as singing in the rain was but it fell to the backburner a bit. especially with her having to do the group evaluation too this month.
“i think i like the sound. it’s kind of slower tempoed but i think it’s really cute. i only heard the track and singing guide. i know it’s going to sound a lot different with our voices.” and the editing and changes to suit their vocals too. even if chungha liked it now, she knows it wouldn’t be the final product. “how have you been doing? excited for next month?”