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To all the selfshippers who choose to selfship with their weird and/or obscure  F/Os knowing damn well they’ll be laughed at, sent to the cringe comps, or ignored in favor of more handsome F/Os, you have my full respect and love

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Anonymous asked:

How many f/o have you dropped? If it's okay to ask. It's okay if you don't want too. I think you should start making yourself happy. You deserve happiness Kaden. Your care and happiness should always come first.

It’s fine.. kinda

  • Axel (Kingdom Hearts)
  • Reno (FF7)
  • The one I’m going off about right now (bloops)
  • Cloud Strife (FF7)
  • Gaster(Undertale)
  • Gaster!Sans (undertale AU)
  • Farkas (Skyrim)
  • Paladin Danse (Fallout 4)
  • Charon (Fallout 3)

… Yeah I don’t want to talk about this anymore.. these are a little painful.. so I’m going to stop.. You’re right, I need to focus on what makes me happy for a change..

#sad post;#Anonymous
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You know I thought it would be easy to keep feelings pushed down and hidden from everyone. God knows I wanted to be. I care too much about what other people think but I think before the weeks out I’m going to be taking action. It might “feel weird“ for a little while and I’m going into this only expecting the support of two very special people in my life but really that’s all I need.

I don’t want to hide it anymore. I keep having dreams about them. Every time I see them its like a stab to my heart. it’s mixtures of regret from hiding my feelings away and it’s happiness because oh look there they are... I’ve sacrificed more than one f/o to make other people happy. I think 2020 should be about making me happy, no matter who might get upset with me. I shouldn’t have to always be the one to stop loving the f/o, I shouldn’t be the one having to hide and go “Nah, its fine we’re just platonic now“ mean while I’m crying as I type it out--

I’m done. It’s time for me to be happy... no matter how much it might suck for someone else. There are blacklists and block buttons if it really comes down to getting blocked I am ready to accept it...

I’ve dropped so many for the good of of others and it’s only builded and snowballed into this terrible feeling of guilt and regret. It gave me that bittersweet feeling. I tell people I don’t know the f/o that much anyways so it’s all good but it’s a lie because I don’t want them to go “Okay well we aren’t friends now“ I’ll admit I was a coward. No more. No more sacrificing my own happiness.

#vent#sorry my feelings are becoming too much for me and if I don't vent them out it will destroy my whole entire day..#do not reblog://
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realities-escape-archived

An exchange of words - Chapter 1

  • Ship: Enlightened Souls With Shotguns | Maximillian x Kaden
  • Words: 1,372
  • Triggers: None.
  • Summary: The good vicar gets caught by Parvati, doing all the things she use to do. The signs are there and she confronts him.
  • NOTE: for convenience sake all names have a photo attached so you can see who/what I’m talking about and they’re italic!! [laughs that turns into crying] please read my stuff

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#nightly reblog
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