@ask-graywalkerpony / ask-graywalkerpony.tumblr.com
MOD here!
I’m back!
Sorta.
Life has been hectic these past few years and I lost most of my art files for Gray’s blog so I briefly gave up on the blog.
But I found an old reference and my spark to work on the blog came back! So I’ll be posting very soon, for realsies.
Happy to see you in my notifs again! Looking forward to seeing what you make of Greywalker in the future!
Glad to be back somewhat. It ill be a slow progress on restarting the blog, so please be a bit more patient.
And I’m now realizing after losing my old external harddrive to a power surge, I no long have @ask-graywalkerpony previous blog posts or the last update post I was working on. I now HAVE to restart her blog entirely. This isn’t good.
This is true and will happen in the next coming weeks.
Have you decided if you will restart the blog?
Debating on that at the moment, since my art style has changed over the few years and I now have a set up to actuall do digital art again. It's a long story why I, the moderator of this art ask blog, have been MIA for the past few years.
Is this dead?
No. I, the Mod, has had a rough few years and plans in the near future to post more soon. Starting off with streams first. thanks for asking. I'm really trying to get back into art again.
So after a good few years I now can do stream my art on picarto again. Have a new pc that run more things. I plan to stream on my days off work.
Send me your ideas!
And What should Zephyr be?
I plan on making all my ocs from all my ask blogs, @ask-graywalkerpony and @ask-thelostoneroaming in their Nightmare Night costumes!
It’ll be posted on Halloween! So keep an eye out for spooky art!
Livestreaming in 30 minutes!
I want to apologize and explain my previous posts that I posted throughout my work shift yesterday. It’s a hard thing to even bring up or even talk about as I dislike talking about my personal life, so I am sorry if I worry people.
For the past few days, my close friends have noticed a change in me since I started taking antidepressants and sleep medications. I started to suddenly exhibit far more depressive mood changes and now today I was numb and I had suicidal thoughts that I normally don’t have. I genuinely thought I would kill myself tonight after I got off work by overdosing on my sleep meds and antidepressants, so I asked @tazerpones if he’d take over @ask-graywalkerpony blog as I believe I wouldn’t be alive to do so.
Near the end of my work shift, my brian finally cleared that fog of suicidal thoughts and numbness and I was able to think and be somewhat normal with a hint of anxiety. By the time I got home I was stimming on a Lion King toy I took from work. I was able to talk to my friends about how I felt all day and the past few days and come to a realization that my current dosage mixture of my meds have been affecting me poorly. I also asked @tazerpones to let me have @ask-graywalkerpony back as I wasn’t in a proper state of mind to even give away my blog.
So I will be taking a day off from work tomorrow/today to recover and talk to my doctor about my medications.
Again. I apologize as this may/ is a sensitive topic to talk about. But please try not to worry as I’ll be taking care of things to make me better mentally and I have wonderful friends to help me with that.
If anyone has ANY questions, please ask me. I am open to talk about what happened today and about my past medical history regarding depression.
Happy Pride Month everyone! Remember to stay gay and happy during this last day of Pride Month and to keep staying gay and happy during the rest of the year!
