WE ALL NOW WHAT TIME IT IS!!! THE DAY I GOT BLESSED WITH THE MOST AWSOME LITTLE BEAN IN THE WORLD (aka Vic aka Victoria aka the most adorable nugget in the world)
So hey hey I’ve risen from my death and life of university to commemorate the goddess of answering late and always apologizing for it even when I tell her not to. The person who ruined the sexiest gif of Yoongurt for eternity (….boop…)
So many many moons ago I’ve had this anon who always greated me with HEY YOU! (Already sounds much fun right?) And she was like so nice and one day she sent me a message and I was like oh my god she is so nice like wow my little baby heart felt warm (which is rare since i’m a cold hearted kinda girl) and we became so close friends that I actually cannot believe that she is even real. Like I could message her 3 am crying that I can’t with my life and even though she makes me cry even more, but the good kind of cry where you feel like someone actually cares about you and you have an important role in their life. And DAMN, I mean we are so alike and yet so different it’s the perfect mix. We are both very awkward and way too nice for our own good😂😂
And one day in our conversations she said she doesn’t remember the day we became friends so she decided our friendaversary shall be Jan 9. So ever since than I have a notif in my calendar for ever Jan 9th that it’s our day.
And I know we might not be the coolest people, and you might not even care like dude okay you love her tell her k bye. But I need to tell you that in my 18 years of living and existing I have had a lot of friends. Trust me because even though I’m socially awkward now and can’t stand more than 3 people I wasn’t like that and I seeked the social relationships so bad. And after I have been let down and hurt so many times I thought I’d be alone my entire life and won’t have anyone to talk to. (I know i was young and exagerating but hey let it slide i’m a writer and a very emotinal kid) and then to have Vicky who is just so amazing and she makes me feel like I’m actually a decent human being despite my flows and to know that someone has got your back is a gift not many people realise they have it nor cherish it as much as I do. From having many friends I have come down to only a few people who I know will be part of my life and I want them to be part of it. And Vicky is one of them.
My dear friendo, who I love so much.
I always tell you this, but I am so grateful to have you you have no idea. I just get so excited when you write back because the weird conversations we have always make my day and make think about stuff I wouldn’t think about (like shapes ganging up to protect the little corner piece I hurt when I went home😂) (((yes guys like literal geometrical shapes)))
You are so kind, so smart, so funny. You always have an open mind, you never judge people easily and you always try to understand people what’s behind their reasoning. You are so selfless you always put others first than yourself, even when you are hurting from it (which is not cool) because you care about the people around you much. You always give great advice and comfort when I need it. You help me find my way out of the hole I dug myself into, even when I don’t feel like there is a way out. You make me laugh so hard and I think about our jokes and fun times so often and they make me laugh as hard as they did the first time. You are seriously the most beautiful person I’ve ever met from the inside out.
I can’t wait to meet you one day (hopefully soon) and buckle up and bring tissues because I promised you we’re going to cry in a corner together😂😂 jk jk but I’m probably going to cry because I want to hug my long lost twin nugget so much
I love you Vic so much you will always be my @justastupidnick, my dear friendo, my potato in crime. And I hope I can be as good of your friend this year and you were mine all these times. I love you so much💗💗💗
