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@xynth-blog1 / xynth-blog1.tumblr.com

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Tw all things negative

There’s a lot of people telling me to grow up while I say I’m going to kill myself.

My blog is going to run on a queue.

Grown ups can kill themselves too, sometimes suicidal teens grow up and get called a fake enough so that they grow into adults who finally grow the balls to finish themselves off.

Grown ups get bullied. Grown ups get harassed. Grown ups get hurt and it isn’t excusable. Just because someone is older does not mean they aren’t allowed to experience pain. Especially when they constantly relive it due to their ptsd. I’m only 19 and shame on some of you for continuing to bully and insult me.

I hope you all recover and find comfort in the things you love. Never give up. Save the bees. Save yourselves. Save the people you think matter to you.

This website is the only thing that has ever led to good things. I’ve helped so many strangers and made so many friends. This was the one part of my life I had that wasn’t tainted with abuse or struggle and slime-dick took that away. But dont blame him. He needs help. Please make sure he’s alright. Make sure he doesn’t end up like me or hurting anyone else to the same degree.

Remember actions have consequences and you never know how your actions could impact someone else.

I love you. I love the people of this world and I love everything on it. I’m sorry I wasn’t any stronger. Goodbye.

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xynth-blog1

Gary please! Don't do this! We all love you so much! We completely understand if it's time for you to leave Tumblr, your mental health comes way before blogging, but please, please don't kill yourself! I love you with all of my heart. You were one of the main reasons I didn't fucking kill myself after that asshole molested me and destroyed my life. I didn't want to continue anymore after that. I wanted to give up. But you showed me that I have to stay strong. That I have to continue to persevere. Because people like you love and need you. Well I love and need you too. We all do. Don't let this little chicken shit asshole take your life away. They're not fucking worth it. Please, Gary, I'm begging you, I'm sobbing, I need you.

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