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FFXIV ♕ Balmung ♕ Roleplayer ♕ PvE With a devilish, inquisitive spark in her eyes and a mind for business, one can't be sure if this woman is trustworthy or not at first glance. Her demeanor is somewhat eccentric, but oddly friendly, polite, and flirtatious. Seeking to allure, her words will almost always be carefully picked to sell herself, keeping them loosely laced with a seductive undertone and a smile full of promises. Whether it's entertainment, services, or simple conversation, she's always looking for something. ♕LINKS & TAGS [AESTHETIC] [SCREENSHOTS, ART & EDITS] [ASK RESPONSES & RP MEMES] [MY OOC BLOG]
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LF RP - Sasha Rochester

The Basics ––– –

  • Age: 29
  • Race: Midlander Hyur
  • Gender: Female
  • Sexuality: Bisexual, clear preference for men due to some experiences.
  • Marital Status: Single

Physical Appearance ––– –

  • Hair: Brown, slowly fades to white.
  • Eyes: Green
  • Height: 5′7″
  • Build: Currently slightly underweight and physically weak.
  • Distinguishing Marks: A white aetherial marking on her left temple, hair always has white ends.

Personal ––– –

  • Profession: Independent Researcher
  • Hobbies: Drinking, Reading, Finding new forms of magic to incorporate into her daily lfe, travelling.
  • Residence: Ul'dah, but travels very often.
  • Birthplace: Ul'dah
  • Religion: The Twelve, albeit extremely loosely and only to fullfill her own ends.
  • Patron Deity: Azeyma
  • Fears: Never meeting her own standards, commitment, boredom Character Alignment: Neutral Evil/True Neutral depending on DnD system.

Character Traits

Traits ––– -

* Bold your character’s answer.

  • Extroverted / In Between / Introverted
  • Disorganized / In Between / Organized
  • Close Minded / In Between / Open Minded
  • Calm / In Between / Anxious
  • Disagreeable / In Between / Agreeable
  • Cautious / In Between / Reckless
  • Patient / In Between / Impatient
  • Outspoken / In Between / Reserved
  • Leader / In Between / Follower
  • Optimistic / In Between / Pessimistic
  • Traditional / In Between / Modern
  • Hard-working / In Between / Lazy
  • Cultured / In Between / Uncultured
  • Loyal/ In Between / Disloyal
  • Faithful / In Between / Unfaithful

Additional information ––– –

Smoking Habit: N/A Drugs: Yes. Alcohol: Yes. 

RP Hooks ––– –

  • This character was in prision for around five years over a "fallacious, asinine" charge (According to her). Those years were spent in a "correction facility" for more promising researchers in Sharlayan.
  • Her grandmother (and late father) are Sharlayan natives. Her grandmother is a former forum member, desperately clinging to her glory in the past.
  • This character is based in Ul'dah, but due to her conditional release, she is often found travelling to fuel her own research on aetherial constructs.
  • This character was formerly involved in the criminal underground, often hiring people to do her dirty work. While she claims she "no longer involves herself in such activities", she very much does, and generally bounces off other criminals quite well.
  • This character used to be heavily involved in high society, and while her time spent in prision a correctional facility heavily put a damper on that, she certainly will try to get back to 'her old life'.
  • Fellow researchers on aetherial phenomena are welcome, especially if their research pertrains to more... Divisive forms of magic.

Contact Information  ––– –

Discord: Sashazaurus Tumblr: sasha-rochester In game: Sasha Rochester, Balmung Server, Crystal Datacenter

I'm trying to find RP linkshells/communities since I've been back, so any pointers would be greatly appreciated. Thank you so much for your time!

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Atonement

Caroline’s captious golden gaze scrutinized the woman sitting across from her, but her tone was gentle: “… This project of yours-“ her eyes momentarily locked on Sasha’s white hair, tracing over her young, tired face to look into her newly silver irises, and then finally on the cane she discreetly attempted to hide. “…. It’s taking quite a toll on you.”

“I know.” Sasha said, wiping her lips with a napkin. “… Regardless, I must see it through.”

“Naturally, I have my reservations regarding your secrecy on the matter… You are fragile-“

Sasha interrupted with a smirk, “like a flower?”

“Like a bomb.”

Sasha raised her brows at that, only responding by taking a long sip of wine. “I should return back to normal once my aether stabilizes. This isn’t my first time.”

“Keep doing whatever you’re doing and it could be your last.”

The young woman let out a long, frustrated sigh. “I am pouring everything into my research, last week Master Aubert *commended* my work, I have a real chance of providing something valuable not only to the forum, but to the world.”

“And yet I know nothing of this research.” Caroline’s voice remained calm, but Sasha could feel her gaze piercing her like golden needles.

“… It’s classified, I can’t just-“

Caroline raised her palm, causing her granddaughter to fall silent. “I understand, but the less I know, the less I can help you.”

“I already have a small research team and a laboratory. Respectfully, I don’t need your help.”

The old woman quirked a brow at this.

“And quite frankly, Caroline, I don’t think I want it. Not for this.”

Caroline closed her eyes, letting out a soft sigh from her nostrils. “Very well then.”

Sasha froze, furrowing her brow in bewilderment. “… Very well?” She echoed Caroline’s words, as if she hadn’t heard her the first time.

“Just promise me one thing.” Caroline opened her eyes again, her expression uncharacteristically softer, almost vulnerable.

There was a small silence before Sasha finally spoke, “Sure, what is it?”

“Promise me you value your life more than this research. Sasha, promise me this research won’t kill you.”

“The completion of this project is your legacy too… More valuable than anything my uterus could ever provide-“

“That’s not my point, child.”

Sasha furrowed her brow again, “I’m sorry, I don’t understand.”

“I am… Attempting to give you leniency, because I know you are brilliant-“ As Caroline spoke, Sasha’s face froze in an expression of disbelief. Was the old crone complimenting her? Caroline kept speaking, “No research, no matter how revolutionary, is worth more than the life of anyone in my family. So please… Promise me. Promise me it won’t kill you.”

Sasha nodded, though her body tensed up. The weight of uncertainty loomed over shoulders- She didn’t know what her future held, but she knew the risks- And no true promises could be made knowing them.

So she lied.

“I promise.”

Caroline slowly nodded her head, “… Good. Then I will not pry any further.”

Sasha felt like she was choking, frozen under her grandmother’s watchful gaze. She simply responded with a small nod, hoping tomorrow she could distract herself from the weight of her secrecy.

An internal prayer and a promise were made clear in her head that Starlight evening:

“If the twelve exist… May they bless me with forgiveness from those I may harm. If I see this through, I will spend the rest of my days in atonement- I promise. I promise…”

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What I say: Hey, this character is extremely flawed and is currently undergoing a depressive episode, so she's not really looking for serious romantic relationships. What they hear: You can fix her! Especially with your MASSIVE PENIS. She's not looking for a relationship, but I'll make the exception for YOU ;) YES, YOU! You hear that? This character is emotionally fragile which means she's ripe for the picking! I can't wait to turn her into your personal ERP fucktoy!

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Before The Storm

Sasha stepped into his office timidly, holding her gaze in his with an apologetic smile' "I'm sorry," She said she said in a tiny voice. Eric sat at his desk, furrowing his brow as he shifted his attention from paperwork to the woman standing at his office door. "... Why are you apologizing?" "I have nothing to turn in." Those words sounded like a foreign language to him, or perhaps he didn't hear her properly. "What do you mean?" "... I don't have anything to turn in," She raised her voice slightly, though she made an effort to give him the smallest shrug. "I didn't finish my work." "You had weeks to finish this project, Sasha." "I know." "Well-" He paused, "Give me whatever you do have." "That's the problem." Sasha clicked her tongue, "I have nothing." "... Do you jest?" "Gods, I wish." Eric blinked. "Nothing?" "Nothing." He pursed his lips in silence, letting out a long, shaky sigh from his nostrils. The man nodded at her, he couldn't tell what he was feeling: Shock? Anger? Disappointment? Before the cocktail of emotions could overwhelm him, he turned away from her and walked over to grab something under his desk. She didn't say anything, she wouldn't dare. She didn't say a word as he pulled out a single glass and a bottle of whiskey, nor when he poured himself a drink, nor when she watched him take a long swig. Eric shook his head, a torrent of words lumped at his throat and threatened to claw out- Most of them furious, most of them unkind. It took all of his strength to remain silent, the heat raidiating from his core threatened to consume him- But he wouldn't lose control, not today, not like this, not in front of her. He contemplated his words as the silence continued to fill the room. After a few long moments, he fixed his eyes on her and asked: "Do you know what it's like to have people depend on you?" "I don't understand where you're going with this." "Without my career, I could not provide for myself or my sisters. I'd be at the mercy of my father's whims, a fate I resolved to avoid since I became aware of it. I don't have any generational wealth to fall back on, should I fail." "But your father-" "My parents aren't wealthy, and they made it abundantly clear they are unwilling to be a safety net, so it all falls on me. If I lose my career, I lose everything. I lose my ability to help my sisters, I lose my reputation, and I lose my financial security... I don't expect you to understand, because you never truly had anyone you deeply cared about depend on you, and quite frankly, I don't believe you have a realistic understanding of the value of gil." "You think I never struggled?" "That's not what I said." "Then-" "Has gil ever been an issue for you?" "Well-" "Have you ever worried about whether you could provide for yourself, or put food on the table for those you love?" A small squeak escaped her breath, but she didn't argue. Instead, she softly shook her head. "You've been given ample opportunity to freely pursue your research and redeem yourself in the eyes of the law, and I cannot, in my sane judgement, pretend to ignore your shortcomings, because they reflect poorly on myself, and can potentially squander any opportunity I have for professional growth. Do you understand?" She nodded. "How much longer do you need?" "Maybe... A few days?" "Be honest." "A moon?" "We don't have a moon." "A week." Eric raised his brows. "So you do have something?" "I do," She cooed, "But... I can't turn it in like this, Eric." Eric sighed and gently shook his head. Perhaps another drink was in order. "Very well then. You have one week." He locked his eyes on hers, firmly holding her gaze as he lowered his voice. "One. Week." Sasha nodded and left. Whatever energy she had to argue was completely spent.

----------------- A week later, a folder had been neatly set on his desk. He didn't expect much, but he prayed that it would be acceptable enough to have his superiors overlook the delay. As he opened it, he perused the files. He wanted to hate it. A side of him desired the work to be utterly mediocre, to prove him right, even if it meant a stain in his reputation. It was good. No, it was excellent. An academic text on the aetherochemical processes promoting healthy liver function. Her work was detailed and precise, a result of an obsessive mind pouring itself onto its pages- But that wasn't what caused him to raise a brow- What gave him pause only came towards the end- Where pure walls of text soon turned into fastidiously accurate medical illustrations and diagrams, with an unsurprising focus on the liver. His eyes widened as he shift his focus from the pictures to the text. "Viability concerns for aetherically constructed organic matter. A theoretical diagram on how to promote aetherial compatibility between construct and transplant recipient." He mouthed a soft, 'what the fuck?', even as he read it, it was like there wasn't enough space in his head to take it all in. Now she really had his attention. And the attention of the Forum itself.

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