i can’t do it anymore. i just want to give up on everything. i have nothing left to give.

Tw $h

I just wanna cut my whole body and stab myself but I'm too tired to do anything

fucking hell

starting over yet again

i’m 22 now why am i still struggling w/this

what the hell is wrong with me

why do i keep giving in

why does the blood make me feel better

I wonder if I’ll ever be free of this all

relapsed like i always do

feeling like a complete failure

I swallow my feelings in hopes they don't swallow me.

I let them out through the blood in my hands.

With each droplet, I can feel myself feeling better.

Is anyone else not able to be in relationships because it gives you anxiety, your fear of a abandonment and your self-sacrificing tendencies as well such intense emotions you don’t know what to do with them and they end up turning into sewersuicidal thoughts?

Really wish I could go deeper when cutting but I’m a lil bitch man I suck

Cutting the living hell out of me, while being carried away by the music

Fucking love it

You all be safe and

someone : u handled it so well

me : *with blood dripping down my arms and thighs* u bet ;)

I want to slit my wrists and play with the pretty blood that drips down my arms

The way I slice my skin up when there is any minor inconvenience lmaoo

When people think of suicide

They think of a hanging rope,

A drug overdose,

A slit on the wrist.

But a rope does not kill you

And neither do pills or a cut.

You see,

Depression kills what matters most,

Leaving only the physical part of you to finish off yourself

Tw: mentions of (utting and generalized EDs, being svicidal, and just poor mental choices ig

!! PLEASE BLOCK, DON’T REPORT!!

I fucking despise when people say, “it’s a cry for help,” when it comes to EDs or cvtting. Unless you’re actively walking around, showing it off, no the fuck it is not.

Cvtting is a poor coping mechanism for some and the only way to live for others. Most people don’t want others to find out, and if they do, it is usually in a case where they want to show off the scars bc mentally ill brain thinks it’s pretty or is proud of the cvts.

People don’t say alvholism is a cry for help or using s*x to SH, only if it involved cvtting or ⭐️ -ving and it pisses me off.

It is not a cry for help or attention-seeking, it is just an addictive and destructive behavior.

i wanna cry in someones arms while they tell me everything will be okay (not my family)