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I love writing supernatural fanfics and whatnot. Feel free to make a request.
My OTPs are Destiel and Samifer. N🚫H8
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My old brain had a real rough go at figuring out how to submit this.  Let me know if it didn’t work! Congrats my bestie!! You deserve all the followers!

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“He did not!”

“No, I swear, that is exactly what he said!” Sam was laughing, throwing popcorn at his brother who blushed and avoided eye contact with you.

“He really said, ‘I taste even better’” to a vampire? Were you trying to get bitten?” You laugh incredulously. Your Dean would never have done something like this, but apparently this had happened years ago, long before you met the Winchesters.

Dean blushed a bit, “well, not really…but at the time, I had made a demon deal and didn’t give much of a damn about myself; didn’t see the need in staying super healthy for a demon, you know? Besides, it worked, we caught the vamp!” He sounded defensive at the end, probably at your glare.

You knew about that time in his life, and while you understood it, you didn’t like to hear Dean undervalue himself. It was a constant point of contention between the two of you–sometimes he was cocky, but it was mostly superficial stuff; when it came right down to it, Dean Winchester was a massive inferiority complex wrapped in daddy and self esteem issues.

Or, at least he was when you met. You were doing what you could.

Sam cleared his throat, breaking the staring contest between you and Dean. “C’mon, Y/N, we spilled some hunter’s stories. Your turn. What’d’ya got?”

You thought back over some of your favorites, discarding a few that you’d already told them. 

“Okay, I’ve got one. I was in Mississippi working a hoodoo case. This guy was really twisted, and I ended up…

Sam picked up the empty beer bottles and popcorn tub, heading to the bunker’s kitchen to dump it all. “Good night you two. Don’t stay up too late–we’ve got an appointment tomorrow with some of the storage rooms in this place–we’ve got to organize them and learn what we’ve got at some point.” 

You and Dean groaned at the same time. Sam could get so lost in cataloging, but it bored you to tears and Dean usually ended up just moving the piles around instead of getting anything done.

“Yeah, yeah, you can’t wait, I know. I’ll see you two tomorrow.” Sam left with a shit eating grin, heading to his room.

You looked over at Dean, glad to have your boyfriend to yourself for the rest of the night. You loved Sam, you did, but not the way you loved his older brother.

The twinkle in Dean’s eyes showed that he was thinking along the same lines, and when you drained your bottle and stood up, you weren’t surprised when he followed suit.

You were a little surprised that he didn’t wait until you were back in your room before wrapping his arms around you. You were still in the kitchen, having just dropped your bottle in the recycling when you felt his warm body snuggling up behind you, his strong biceps pulling you back into his broad chest.

His hands, calloused and rough from years of weapons training and working on his car, worked beneath the hem of your shirt, sliding up your waist and belly to cup the weight of your breasts.

You hummed in pleasure as his able fingers found and started plucking at your nipples, which puckered in anticipation. You felt him rise to the occasion behind you, the roughness of his scruff against your neck and jawline as he leaned down to whisper in your ear.

“You feel incredible, Y/N….”

You smiled, “Yeah, but you know what?”

Dean hummed his curiosity, the strumming of his fingers stilled, though he still pressed his hips forward into your ass.

“I taste even better.”

Dean’s chuckle across your skin was everything you had hoped for, and you turned, finding his eyes alight with humor and arousal as you pulled him down for a kiss that was more about tongue than lips, about promises and pleasure than sweetness.

Thanks @waywardjoy, for the inspiration. I hope you liked it!

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Pirates of the Caribbean AU where Dean is Jack Sparrow and his compass keeps leading him to Castiel

Has anyone written something like this??? I need to read this!

😱😱😱😱😱😱

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Burden

First off I am horrible at describing a story. Haha so read it and find out what it’s about. *be sure to send feedback.

Warnings: self-harm, low self-esteem, language, blood

Part 1

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You had just finished a hunt with Sam and Dean Winchester and was headed back to the bunker. It was pitch black and raining mildly. You’re sitting in the backseat of that beautiful black ‘67 Impala. The whole way back to the bunker, staring out of the window; lost in thoughts about earlier that night, about how you had almost gotten Dean killed.

*It’s all my fault. I fucked up.* You look up at Dean, catching his eyes; pain, disappointment, all around hurt.

*He almost died because of me. They would be better off without me.*

As soon as Dean parked the car, u slid out and went straight inside… straight to your room, without saying a word to either Winchester. The second you walk in your room, you lock the door and reach for your purse and grab the knife that Sam had gotten you for your birthday just a few days before. You head for your closet and sit on the floor. Thoughts from the ride back start haunting you. Every thought resulted in a cut. The thought of Dean almost being killed because of you… you slice your arm more than you meant to but the thought of Dean dying hurt more. You hear a soft knock on the door. “Y/n, can I come in?” Dean asks. “Yea. Give me a minute.” You say with a cracked voice.

*Great! Now I’m sure he KNOWS I’ve been crying like a little bitch.*

Before you have the chance to get up, Dean has already made it in and is sitting in the chair to the desk beside the closet. You immediately reach for your jacket sleeve and pull it down hoping he hadn’t noticed.

“Are you ok, y/n?”

*Shit!*

“I-I’m just cold.” You reply praying he would believe you.

“That’s fucking bullshit!” He growls angrily as he grabs your arm. He pulls up your sleeve; there’s a lot of blood. More blood than you’re used to but you shake it off as you notice the blood starting to dry and clot.

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Burden

Warnings: self-harm, language

Part 2

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Dean’s POV

Scars were everywhere. Old ones. New ones. Fresh cuts covered in drying blood. For the first time in my life, I’m fucking speechless. For a few minutes y/n’s eyes meet mine and as if she can read my thoughts, her eyes swell as if trying to fight back tears. I’m at a loss for words. I’m angry, hurt, and rather confused as to why she would feel the need to cut.

*How the hell…. Why the fuck didn’t she tell me? How long has this been going on?*

Reader’s POV

Dean is just sitting there, staring. I was honestly hoping he nor Sam would EVER find out. All sorts of thoughts running through my mind. I WON’T break down if he doesn’t…

*Damn it!*

He looked angry for a few minutes. You could practically see the steam oozing out like he was about to explode. Then suddenly, his eyes grew soft. Those beautiful emerald green eyes threatening to tear up.

*Don’t you dare Dean Winchester! Don’t you go feeling sorry for me!*

With a feather-like touch, he grazed his calloused hand across the scars on your arm; being careful not to touch the fresh cuts.

“Why didn’t you tell me, y/n?” his voice on the verge of breaking.

“I-I….”

*I can’t…*

You stand up and in one quick move, you sprint out the door to the hallway towards the bathroom nearly knocking Sam down on the way.

Sam’s POV

I was walking to my room from the library, when y/n came tearing through the hall nearly knocking me down.

“What the hell?” I through my hands in the air in a joking manner. About the time I realized she had been crying, I saw Dean walking out of her room with his head hung and rubbing the back of his neck. “What did you say to her?” *I’m gonna kick your ass if you made her cry Dean!* “What the fuck happened, Dean?” Y/n, she…. she was bleeding.“ *Holy shit! What the fuck happened!? How come y/n didn’t tell us?* “It wasn’t from the hunt, Sammy. There…. There was a lot of blood.” “What do you mean ‘it wasn’t from the hunt’?” I say as I make my way towards the bathroom; not really giving Dean a chance to answer. I knock on the door. “Hey. It’s Sam. Can I come in?”

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A Little Bit Stronger

Warnings: language, depression Demon Dean x reader ——————————————————————–

You were confused; Sam had just put the bunker in lock-down. Dean was a demon and it terrified the fuck out of you. The thought of never getting Dean back; your Dean. In the distance you could hear Sam yelling your name.

“Y/n! Hide!”

Just as you hear Sam yelling that Dean had gotten loose,

“Hey babygirl.” that smug smirk that usually turned you on by, was cold and teasing.

In one step, he is literally inches from your shaking body. You can feel his breath on you- whiskey and mint. The thoughts of the past two years of you and Dean played in your head. Happy. The thought of the first time he grew the balls to finally ask you out on a date….

“Hey, y/n? Got a second?” Dean asked as he rubbed his hand across the nape of his neck. “Sure, Dean. What’s up?” you said as you closed one of the many lore books from the library. You push your chair back with ass so he can get a small view as a way to flirt with him. As you walk towards the shelves, you put a little extra swing in your hips and feel his eyes burning holes in your ass the whole time. After a few seconds, you hear Dean clear his throat nervously. Biting your lip, you turn around.

You were dragged back into reality as Dean wraps his fingers tighter and tighter around your neck, causing you to gasp for air. The whole time you are blacking out, a gut wrenching smirk is glued on Dean’s face.

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You open your eyes slowly as you come to. “Hmm? Dean?” You sigh just as you remember he’s a demon. “Sa-Sammy?”

“Y/n?” Sam says trying to choke back tears. “Thank God you’re ok. I swear Dean is a dead man if he hurts u again! Demon, or no demon!” “Where is he now, Sammy?” You say as you touch your hand to your throat where Dean had been choking you. It hurt like hell and you couldn’t help but wonder how long the bruise would be there.

“Y/n, he’s in his room. He’s taking it pretty hard about what he did. He–he’s not a demon anymore.“ Just then, you hear your door creak open. “Y/n? Are you – are you awake?” You shake your head at Sam and close your eyes as Dean peeks around the door. Sam sighs. “Yea, she’s awake.” Sam says as he gets up and looks at you apologetically. “Gee thanks, Sam.” you say sarcastically and aggravated. “What do you want?” you ask Dean; half scared that he’s still a demon just playing you and Sam. “Oh shit… I’m so sorry baby.” Dean said as he noticed the bruises around your neck. You couldn’t look at him. You couldn’t bring yourself to talk to him. So, you just listened. You listened to him beg and plea with you to forgive him. He kept saying how sorry he was; he said it wasn’t really ‘him’. All you could do was stare at the floor and twiddle your fingers. The next thing that came out of that man’s mouth, startled you and you couldn’t help but look him in the eye. “Y/n, I love you and I’m sorry. I fucked up really bad. I never should have gotten The Mark. I should have listened to you and Sammy. Please baby. Give me a chance to make it up to you.” Tears were slowly falling from his big green eyes. You knew he couldn’t fake cry even if his life depended on it. You let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding, as tears of your own started falling. You look at him with a needy look in your eye and crash your lips into his.

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My Immortal

Dean x Reader(ex) Lyrics by Evanescence

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I’m so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears. And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave. Your presence still lingers here and it won’t leave me alone.“

He was talking to someone else more than he was talking to you. Sam had tried to warn you but you had fallen ‘head over heels.’ You knew that you and Dean were drifting apart but you loved him too much to realize it in time. Every part of the place reminded you of him and all the fun times you had had together. He still loved you to a certain extent because he would drop by every few weeks just to “check on you.” It was a thing you dreaded because you knew that you wanted to see him. You missed him. The worst part was when he would leave, knowing you would cry yourself to sleep.

These wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real. There’s just too much that time cannot erase.

It’s been a year, and every time you hear a car go by, you hope it’s him. Six months ago he quit stopping by. You go to diners just so you can order pie. You had gotten close to Sam when you were dating Dean, but you had dropped contact with him because you didn’t want to hear Dean’s voice in the background.

When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears. When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears. And I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have all of me.

You were there when he had died and came back from Hell. He cried, not very often, when he couldn’t keep pretending everything was ok. When he had gotten back from Hell, he would have nightmares. He woke up screaming many nights, and you stayed there with him and talked him through them and assured him that you weren’t going anywhere. He loved when you held his hand because he loved just touching you.

You used to captivate me by your resonating light. Now, I’m bound by the life you left behind. Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams. Your voice it chased away all sanity in me.

There was just something about him that drew you to him. He was charming. He was a good man. He had taught you the basics of being a hunter as a means of self defense. The more he stayed away, the more monsters would try and come after you. After the breakup, those amazing dreams of you having a life with him, turned into nightmares of you or him getting killed by monsters. You used to listen to him talk for hours. His voice was music to your ears. In a good way, it drove you crazy.

These wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real. There’s just too much that time cannot erase.

It’s been two years. Everything you do STILL reminds you of him. You still can’t walk out of the door without being reminded of him somehow. You still listen out for the purr of the Impala. Sometimes you *67 his number just to hear his voice again.

Ring ring. Ring ring.

“Hello?” “Y/n?”

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Reblog if you want anons to tell you who they ship you with and why.

Celebrities, other tumblr users, anyone..

Oooh … I’d love to hear these. Gimme your ships for me.

Oh interesting.. 😍

This looks interesting….dearies??? Who do y'all ship me with?????

Ooh yes me too please

yessss distract me please

Meee! Lol

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Clueless

Part 1

Language

You grew up with the Winchesters. You knew Sam had a thing for you, but you’re eyes were set on the elder Winchester. He had the most gorgeous emerald green eyes. He was funny, charming, and very caring, although he tried to hide it. He was the only one that could calm you down when you were upset. You always told the boys that you love them before they left for a hunt. Dean had no clue that you truly were in love with him.

You had decided to do a solo ghost hunt. The ghost came out of nowhere and you fell down a small flight of stairs. Your arm was throbbing and hurt like a bitch. Twenty minutes later, you pull up to the roadhouse in your 1968 Chevy Camaro. It was navy blue with white race straps. He was your baby. Apparently Aunt Ellen had heard you drive up because she came out of the roadhouse yelling all kinds of stuff. You get out of your car and start heading inside when you heard the purring of an engine pulling up. You smile to yourself. You’d know the sound of that car anywhere. *thank god* You were beside yourself, so grateful. The instant you hear the car door open you take off running to the boys.

“Dean! Sam!” You squeal as you get closer. You hug Dean, then Sam.

“You look like hell, y/n.” “Gee thanks… You look good too, Sammy.” You notice Dean bite the corner of his lip as he tried to hold back a laugh. The second you step foot in the bar, you brace yourself for what is about to go down.

“Y/N! WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN!? YOU CAN’T JUST LEAVE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT WITHOUT TELLING SOMEONE!” You walk up to your brother and all you can say is, “I’m sorry.” Ash lost it. You had only ever seen him cry when your parents were killed.

“I thought you were….” Tears were rolling down his face, Please promise me that you won’t do that again.”

“I promise.”

“Hey, Ash?”

“Yea?”

“We have visitors.” You laugh at his confusion.

“Somebody call for pizza?” Dean says with a huge smile on his face as he walked through the door.

“Sam and Dean fucking Winchester! How are you guys?” Ash says through a smile.

As Ash catches up with the boys, you slip into the back with Jo so she can tend to your wounds. As she is working, you notice she is struggling to bite her tongue.

“What’s up?”

“What? Nothing.”

“Go ahead… Ask me.”

*sigh* “Fine. What happened? You said it was a simple salt and burn; what the hell happened?”

“It was supposed to be simple. She came out of nowhere. I was heading downstairs to leave to do more research–”

Just then, Dean barges into the room with his adorable ‘up to no good’ smirk. “Hey. Am I interrupting?”

“Nope!” You say as you get your things and squeeze past Dean and head for your room. You have an inner fangirl attack as you notice that Dean is following you.

*you’ve known him forever! Calm down and fucking talk to him!*

You decided right then you were going to find out if he liked you the same way you liked him.

“Hey, can I ask you something?” You say as you open your bedroom door.

“Sure, what’s up?”

“How would you feel about…” *Shit! I can’t do this!*

“Well? Spit it out.” Dean blurts.

“Uh, how would you feel about me driving your car?” You ask with a weak smile.

DEAN’S POV —————

I just really wanted to see her. Y/n. She is perfect in every way possible. Her smile; her laugh; the way she is with kids. It’s hard to believe she was raised as a hunter. She is so gentle and caring. It’s amazing how easily she transitions from this beautiful down to earth woman, to a damn good hunter in sixty seconds. I am one lucky son of a bitch to be a part of her life.

Sammy and I had finished a case; witches. I enjoyed killing those bitches a little too much. Y/n and Sammy are pretty close but if I’m being completely honest, I am jealous. Anyways, the drive to the Roadhouse was quiet. I could tell Sam was lost in his own little world, which was ok because I was lost in my thoughts too.

“Hey, Dean, where we headed?”

“You’ll see.”

It took what seemed like forever, but he finally quit asking. When I pulled into our destination, it was pitch black.

“Wakey wakey. Eggs and bakey.” I said as I turned the volume up as loud as it would let me. Seeing Sammy jump like that gets me every time. I look out of the windshield and that’s when I see her. Damn! The way that my headlights hit her… *unf*

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Depression, my old friend Thats the first fic i have read in a month in a half. I am so glad i read it first. It has reminded me that my chosen family are here for me no matter what. So thank you, @crowleysplaythings I absitively love ur blog. 😍😘

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