I spent some time today traversing old hallways of my blog.
There were good times.
There were bad.
I just feel kinda weird now. Memories and feelings and the awareness of things fading. Of joys no longer engaged in, and battles long forgotten.
Same feeling, 2 years later.
My guild in BDO is hosting an RP event, and I wrote a profile for BDO!Elby. I felt like revisiting this blog to dust Elby off. I spent quite some time in the last few days going through old things. I miss RP and fic-writing with cool people.
It was a good time, overall.
I don’t know if I’ll return to writing or RP like I used to, although I miss it. The activity itself, yes. But the people too. Part of me would like to resurrect some of those friendships, but part of me wonders if the past is best left in the past.
If anyone’s wondering, I’m doing better.