hope is a dangerous thing | isaac
He closed his eyes and allowed himself to r e s t as her fingers traced his eyes gingerly, leaning into her touch as if he had yearned for it for days. And he had as they had shared such a small space and yet the distance was so massive and growing by the day almost. One again he was grateful for his heightened hearing as her words were sure but very soft. He had longed to hear these very words from her, that she didn’t see him as the monster that she once did, but the following words of warning quickly ruined it.
His eyes snapped opened once she warned him he wasn’t safe with her, his clear blue eyes studying her quizzically. He seized her hand once it was free on her lap, holding onto it in case she suddenly decided to leave. “What are you talking about? Where is this coming from Allison?”
Allison’s skin f e l t raw to the touch. Every nerve received the jolting relief of his energy to only take fire from her defense. Love. Hope. Desire. All inflammatory emotions that eroded the base of her teachings. She wasn’t allowed to feel these things when she went out destroying it for others. No matter how convoluted the circumstance, the binds of her oath strangled out the moral questionability that hung between the paces of each draw of her bow. Staring out onto the rippling sky, she felt herself spiraling back to earth with such a furious intent. Fate and the universe had plans for the young huntress; the folly of love wasn’t strong enough to persuade her to change her colors.
Her thoughts raced back to the image that stared back at her. She had lost count for the moment that she stood there staring at her gaunt image in the mirror. The blood that smelt of rust and regret had been wiped away after the first good pass of her fingers but she just kept scrubbing to rid herself of the heaviness. With an exhausted sigh, she embraced the chillness of her recourse; and the repercussions that would soon follow. “I can’t live in this beautiful lie anymore, Isaac. I thought that if I pretended hard enough that the things asked of me would get easier. That I could come here and lay down my issues for us but I can’t.”
Allison untangled her hand from his grips, the low thud of her heart raced at the secrets that bared weight on her soul. “I killed people, Isaac. I took their lives because it’s either them or the people in this city. You were never the monster.”
“I was and still am.”