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Clearly I was wrong to think that I had friends and any of them would care

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grungetz

How Deep is that Rabbit's Hole?

But you didn’t see her for what she truly was; you saw something useless and bare. But she was the meat to your boney self. She gave you life and meaning, but you used her until she became her own foolish nightmare. She ran from herself because she was too afraid to run into anyone’s arms again. You ruined the poor girl. That doesn’t matter to you, though. All you care about is who you want to ruin next. But let me tell you something: this useless, bare girl that you ruined was not useless or bare at all. She just needed to find herself again. Because before you came along, she was the girl that could knock you senseless with her beauty, humor, and grace. But you never payed attention to any of that; you only saw the flaws and brought them out, so she would sink into a rabbit’s hole, and hide from herself, and most of all, you.

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What is the point

Of existing like this? When no one notices or even cares that I've gone, when he can carry on without even a second thought and I'm left in pieces completely alone and feeling worthless What is the point of even being here? I'm not suicidal so no panic I just don't see the point of living day to day feeling this low and pathetic and... It's the not being needed I can't handle. "I can't live without you in my life" No? Well you seem to be doing a pretty good impression of it so far. Give him a round of applause ladies and gentlemen, he's either the bravest person around or a liar.

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Opinion is really the lowest form of human knowledge. It requires no accountability, no understanding. The highest form of knowledge is empathy, for it requires us to suspend our egos and live in another’s world. It requires profound purpose larger than the self kind of understanding.
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lunarhekate
Here are the things I want for you - I want you to be happy. I want someone else to know the warmth of your smile, to feel the way I did when I was in your presence. I want you to know how happy you once made me and though you really did hurt me, in the end, I was better for it. I don’t know if what we had was love, but if it wasn’t, I hope to never fall in love. Because of you, I know I am too fragile to bear it. I want you to remember my lips beneath your fingers and how you told me things you never told another soul. I want you to know that I have kept sacred, everything you had entrusted in me and I always will. Finally, I want you to know how sorry I am for pushing you away when I had only meant to bring you closer. And if I ever felt like home to you, it was because you were safe with me. - I want you to know that most of all.

Lang Leav (via straycatheart)

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likewedream
I know it seems like everything needs to be said, but it doesn’t. It’s okay to feel these things and not express it if you think the outcome will be painful for you. It’s okay to feel these things and work through it on your own. It is okay to accept apologies you didn’t get, to forgive slowly and on your own terms, to move on and create closure for yourself. If you think that telling him about all of these things will be good for you, then do it. If you don’t or are pretty unsure, then don’t. But I just want you to know that you don’t need to do it to move on.

Emery Allen @wethinkwedream (via likewedream)

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