I wake up. I don't want to be awake. I lie in bed and wish I could stay there forever. I think about my classes. we never do anything of value in my 10am, I spend the whole hour playing 2048 on my computer. and everything we go over in my 9am is online. I could just skip them both and only have to go to my 1pm today before having the weekend to relax.
but I have inner strength. I know that if I skip my classes this morning--this perfect crisp fall weather morning that I've been waiting for--if I stay in bed today, my will would crumble. I would never be able to rouse myself to get up and go to my morning classes again.
so I drag myself out of bed, I get dressed and brush my teeth, I even put on makeup, because I am unstoppable and I can suffer today so my strength is only fortified for the challenges that I will face as the semester advances forth. I journey twenty minutes to the opposite edge of campus, the sun searing my irises, the humidity making even this 52° morning uncomfortably thick and soupy. and I walk triumphantly into the building, having garnered the courage to overcome the many trials thrown at me.
and the paper sign on the door to the classroom tells me that my 9am is cancelled
it's a similar morning.
only a few hours to go before the official start of fall break. I have three classes today, one is cancelled by the time I wake up.
my alarm doesn't go off. odd. but I still wake up right when I need to be awake to make it to my first and only two classes at 9 and 10. but why should I leave the comfort of my bed and the loving embrace of my plushes? there's nothing I'll get by going to class that I can't get from perusing the content online later. why not get an early start to my break?
but I know. I know if I don't go to class, I'll never have the strength to get up and go again. and so I rise, checking my email and online class forum to ensure it isn't cancelled, and I go.
I get to class. less than half of the students are here. we all slump in our seats like the under-caffeinated prisoners to our loan providers that we are.
my professor walks in. he sets a sheet of paper down in the front of the room.
"everyone come write your name on this paper. you all get extra credit for being here."
vindication.