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Ecstasy & Anguish

@ecstasiskunou

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Mine

I will walk with my head held high

In high heels, if I so choose

Don’t care if it makes me

taller than you

I will keep my shoulders back

My back straight

I will dance with abandon

Sing with unrestrained gusto

Swing my hips as I jaunt

down the street

Cleavage or no...

My choice

Touch me or no...

My choice

Fuck you or no...

My choice

Love you or no...

My choice

I am who I am

I am one woman

I am all women

I am mine

Always

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Thank You

Laid to waste, eviscerated

Staring down the dark tunnel

The long road back to self

Was the heart fun for you?

No...not malicious are you?

Simply selfish, self absorbed

A wall protecting your heart

With shards of glass

To pierce any who come near

Believed the lie

Lost self

Sorrow

Regret

Pain

Heart will forever

Be yours

But taking self back

Silly me

I forgot

I was only yours

Because I allowed it

Now I’m mine again

Thank you.

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Stone Cold

You can’t take it

I’m tryin to fake it

Til I fake make it

I’m heart sore

Tired to my core

Always needing more

You lambast me

With high soul fee

Never gonna be free

I give it all away

All you do is play

I’m fuckin lost anyway

You always want

But care for naught

Funny brutal little jaunt

You care about everything

But can’t give anything

Can I come back from this soul thing?

Take my heart and rend

Don’t stress I’ll mend

Long as I keep my friend

Can we do that?

Wear that top hat

Fake ass fuckin fat cat

Slap me with greed

Drop to my knees in need

Sadistic fuck watching me bleed

Kill me with an earnest kiss

Rise up and fuckin hiss

Wish it were a near miss

Fuck it...goin stone cold

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I’m Good At That

I’ve found a new unhealthy grind

I’m good at that

Let go my liquid gold

For stale beer

And living lies

I care too much

Don’t care

Enough

Love you all

All of you

None of you

Enough

Too much

Beauty

Joy

Pain

Always pain

even

In joy

Can’t write

Paint

Draw

CREATE!

Too much

Pain in my joys

Too much joy

In my pain

This isn’t about

You

Any of you

It’s about

All

Of

You

It’s about

All

Of

Me

It’s about

Not enough

ENOUGH!

Too much

TOO MUCH!

Living in

A world

That has

Always been

Too little

Too much

Exquisite

Joyful pain

Love hate

FUCKIN INSANE!

I’m out

I’ve found a new unhealthy grind

I’m good at that

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